Warning! In this story it can be very sexual, mental health, eating disorders, self harm, really bad behavior and words.
"Marry Christmas Lando!"
"Mhm"
"You okay?"
"Mhm"
"Are you head hurting?"
"Mhm"
"Okay. I go and fix some water then"
"No! I want cuddles" he mumbles in his pillow so I just laughed a little before I laid back down in the bed. I pulled him in to my arms and he put his head on my chest. I hold him tight and kissed him many times on the head until I could feel his smile on my chest. We were like that for like 1 to 2 hours before the alarm went off. Lando had fixed an alarm to the time that we have to go up so we not going to be late to his parents house. So we slowly breaks free from each other and I got up to change clothes. After I had changed clothes and put perfume on, I went to the bathroom to brush my teeth and fix my chaos hair. While I was brushing my teeth Lando came in and started the shower before he gave me a kiss on the neck. After that he jumped in to the shower and I looked at him threw the mirror. After I was done, I left the bathroom to go to put my shoes and jacket on. While I was waiting for Lando I looked at my phone and went in to the group Frederik made with the name Coolest band FOL!
[The king of drama] Marry Christmas🎄
[The proud America burger] Marry Xmas 🎅
[Viking of bad English] YO MARRY CHRISTMAS!🎄🎅🎉🦅🦘
[The proud America burger] Are you high Freddy?
[Viking of bad English] No! I'm just bored and hungry! 🙃
[The king of drama] Wait! Are you guys not celebrating Christmas together?
[The proud America burger] No, I wanted to be with my family and Freddy wanted to be with his. And before you ask Kangaroo! Yes my parents and brother knows that I'm together with Freddy!
[Viking of bad English] MY PARENTS ALSO KNOWS!
[The king of drama] Wait! Hold up! You are together?! I thought you were only dating!
[Viking of bad English] Nope! Logan asked me right after the last race if I wanted to be his boyfriend (for real). But we didn't tell anyone except our families!
[The king of drama] I'm glad to hear that. Me and Lando is still on just dating
[Viking of bad English] What? Why? You guys are acting like real boyfriends! Stop dating and be in a real relationship instead.
[The king of Drama] I don't know. After everything that happened. I don't think I want a real relationship yet. I can't even say I love you to him🙃
[Viking of bad English] Dickhead but I get it. Fabio was nice but in the end everyone wanted him dead. I still have a few plans how to kill him😏
[The proud America burger] FREDDY!
[Viking of bad English] Look my boyfriend is alive!
[The king of drama] hahaha, sounds good Fred! I join you happily!
[Viking of bad English] Good! We searched him up and kill him!
[The proud America burger] I'm not going to save you guys out of jail! So no!
[Viking of bad English] Okay, we do it still!
[The king of drama] Haha, yes! But I have to go now!
I turned off my phone and put it back in the pocket. Lando had his shoes and jacket on so we left and I locked the door. We jumped in to my car and drove off. When we got there Lando mom gave both of us a big hug and she was happy that I was joining them for Christmas. Lando whole family was here and everyone was happy that I was joining them today. Everyone was sweet and kind. While we were sitting in the living room and I saw Lando mom who name is Cisca walking in to the kitchen, I followed her because I wanted to ask her a few things. When I came in to the kitchen she was already starting making the food. So I smiled and went up to her.
"Want any help?"
"Oh you so sweet. I'm more than glad to get the help I can get" she smiled and started to tell me what I could do. While we were making the food, she told me stories about Lando when he was a kid. Sometimes she also showed me a picture of the little Lando Norris. Then started asking about me and my family so I gladly answered her. When we were finally done and sat down in the kitchen, she turned to me with a sweet soft smile.
"He loves you!"
"You think that?"
"No" she said and took my hand. " I know that! He always talks about you Oscar. He was crying every day because he had hurt you. He also cried when he thought he had lost you because you were with someone dickhead Lando said. He called me almost every day telling me who much he regrets everything that made you get hurt"
"Oh. I didn't know. I just thought he was playing with my feelings when I found out about him and Carlos. I never knew this"
"He hated himself more every day that went by because he didn't end things with him. I saw it on him. He have done mistakes and he have learned from them. But something that have changed is when you came in to the picture. I have never seen him so in love and happy with anyone. Lando is lucky to have you! Not the other way around" she smiled and let go of my hand, stood up and gave me a big hug instead. I felt my wet cheeks and finally realized I was crying over the words she told me. She never let go of me before I had stopped crying and when finally did she put her hands on my cheeks and smiled.
"You such a sweet boy but the world have been rough to you. I can see that love is the scariest part for you! Sweetheart I know you are really hurt but don't let the fear taking over you. I know your parents thinks that too" She smiled and hugged me because I had started crying again. While we sitting there I felt Lando hand on my back and made me turn around to look at him. He wiped away my tears and gave a small kiss on the lips.
"I think I leave you guys alone" Cisca said before she left the kitchen to go to the living room. Lando held me tight while I burst into tears saying that I like him. He was just breathing slowly while trying to calm me down.
"Christmas is a holiday to be happy on. Not cry and be sad my love. I love you more then anything! I happy that you gave me one more chance. I'm going to prove my love to you! I'm going to make you happy and believe in love again" he said and that made me cry even more. I cry so much that I couldn't breathe anymore so at the end Lando carried me to his old room to get away from everyone. He locked his door and laid me down on the bed before he gave me a soft kiss on the cheek while he dragged his fingers through my hair. His eyes was like a beautiful ocean with stars in it. Looking in to them made everything else disappear and I felt like I was walking on clouds. They made me breath again and calm.
God I love those eyes! I can probably look in to them forever! God I love him. I just wish I could say it. I wish I wasn't scared of being hurt. I want to scream I love you Lando Norris
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FanfictionOscar have finally chose between Lando and Logan and started to finally feel relaxed. But then Fabio started to show up and want him back. Everything is going back to chaos for Oscar. He is scared that this might ruin his relationship WARNING! This...
