ℒ 𝒐𝒓 𝙵 𝑫𝒐𝒖𝒃𝒍𝒆 𝑻𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒃𝒍𝒆 𝒕𝒘𝒐

Chapter thirty two:)

Warning! In this story it can be very sexual, mental health, eating disorders, self harm, really bad behavior and words.

"My dear boy is home! God I have missed you!"

"I have missed you too mom"

"Welcome home kid"

"Thanks dad but it's just for this week"

"I know but it feels good to have you back even if it's just for a week"

"Feels good be back in Australia"

"Glad to hear that. Now when you are here I think we should go out and eat instead of eating at home. What do you think?"

"That's sounds like a good idea" dad smiled at mom and disappeared in to the bathroom. Mom gave me one more hug before disappearing to help one of my sisters. So I went directly to my room I had at my parents house and put my bag down before I lay down on the bed. Took a deep breath before I closed my eyes to get some sleep. Woke up a hour later thanks to mom who knocked on my door. She walked in with a smile while having a box in her hands. I smiled back while I was confused about the box she now had put in front of me.

"It came here yesterday. It had a card with it" she smiled as she gave me a white card who had a red heart on it and in the middle of the heart was the word love. Took a long deep breath before I dared to open it.

Dear Oscar
I'm so sorry for everything that have happened between us. I hate every day more and more because I can't talk with you. That you have end everything with me. If I could I would go back in time and change everything so I wouldn't have lost you. That you still would be mine. I just wish that I have acted in a different way. I can't believe that I have lost the most important thing in my life, you! I miss your beautiful smile that you had on your lips every time you saw me. I miss your lips on mine and my body. I miss to have you close. My apartment doesn't feel like home anymore. You were and is my home. I love you more than anything in this world. I send you this box to show how much I love you. My favorite moments with you. I also have given you my favorite and most important hoodie. I want the most important person to me to have it. I hope you will like it and wear it. You made me believe in soulmates. You made me feel loved. You made me feel important.
Yours Lando xoxo

I read the card a few times and after each time I cried more and more. After like the seventh time I finally put the card down beside me and started open the box slowly. First thing I picked up was a picture in a frame. It was on me and him kissing with a sunset in the background. He had his hands on my cheeks/throat while I had mine on his hips. Second picture I picked up was on me and him kissing after we both came on the podium for the first time after we got together. Third picture was on him wearing one of my hoodies while laying in my arms that I know Sebastian had taken. Then I picked up a bracelet with Lando name on it, that looked hand made. I put the bracelet on immediately before I picked up a necklace with a letter L and a month stone on it. And of course I also put it on immediately. Then I picked up forth pictures of just Lando wearing my merch on him. And in one of the corners it was something written.

I love you now and forever

I started feeling the tears was coming back after I had read those six words. After a few minutes looking at the photo I continue looking in to the box and picked up a other bracelet so I put it on. Then I picked up a necklace with a ring on it and had a card tied to it. I took the card away from the necklace and started reading it.

This is my favorite and the most important ring to me and I want you to have it. You are more important than this ring

I immediately put the necklace around my neck and kissed the ring. My mom was still in my room and read every text after I was done so she was also crying so she needed to sit down on the bed beside me. Before I took up the hoodie, I took up the last photo who was on every driver on the grid. And in one corner I saw it was a text.

This is were you belong

I held the photo closed to my heart while I let my tears flow down on my face of happiness and sadness. I looked at the hoodie a few times before I took of mine so I could take his on. I was guessing that he had put some perfume on it because it was smelling like him so damn much. Like he was right here hugging me. I cried for a few minutes before I could turn around and face mom who wiped away my tears.

"You should call him" she smiled softly while pulling me in for a hug. We sat there hugging each other for a while before my dad came in said that he had reserved a table at my favorite restaurant and that we needed to be there in two hours. That we needed to leave the house in about 1,5 hour. So mom and me let go of each other so she could go and look for a outfit she wanted to wear tonight. I took off the necklaces, bracelets and hoodie before I grabbed some new underwear and ripped jeans to go to the bathroom and take a shower. After I was done I went back to my room and put the hoodie and the jewelry back on. Then I laid down back in bed to look through TikTok to let the time go. But while I was watching Lewis called me so I answered.

"Hello kid"
"What's up Lewis. Everything good in Tokyo?"
"Yea, me and Seb is just on our way back to the hotel after have eaten at a really good restaurant. But what about you, have you land in Australia yet?"
"Yes I have. Me and my family are going out and eat soon"
"Good to hear that. So everything is okay now? Have you talked to Lando after that night?"
"No, I haven't but now I really need to"
"Okay, have something happened?"
"You can say so" I say and took a deep breath before I started telling him about the box and cards that I had got from Lando.

"Oh my sweet boy. You really need to talk to him now"
"I know but I want to talk to him face to face"
"I can understand that and I think is a good idea. Better to talk face to face then over a phone. Are you going to wear the hoodie something?"
"I actually I have it on right now and the jewelry also"
"That's cute. I can hear that you still love him"
"I have been a dickhead lately"
"Yes you have! A big fucking dickhead" Lewis said and I could hear Sebastian screaming in the background at him. I just laughed a little while they were arguing for a couple of minutes.

"By the way Oscar, me and Seb is coming to Australia in three days. We thought we could hang out and you show us around and we could meet your family again. Then we take a flight back to Monaco together. What do you think?"
"Sounds like a really good idea. I would love that. Then we can eat at my favorite restaurant. You going to love the food!"
"I can't say no to that idea!"
"Good but I need to go now. I have to put some perfume on and fix my hair before me and family have to go. But see you soon"
"Okay, tell your family that we said hi and take care" Lewis said before we hung up and I got up from the bed to fix me. Few minutes after I was done dad yelled from the hallway that we needed to go and all of us put fast on our shoes and left the building. Jump in to the car and drove off. When we finally had got there and sat down by the table, mom took a picture of us and posted on all of her social media with the text My boy is home so of course we needed to eat out tonight❤️ After we had got our food and started eating, I got a text message so I picked up the phone to see who it was. I got butterflies and big smile on my face when I saw who it was.

-Saw on your moms insta. The hoodie really suits you❤️ I do have a good taste

God I miss you. I wish you were here now when me and Charles have stopped to have sex with each other! I just wish I could hug you.