ℒ 𝒐𝒓 𝙵 𝑫𝒐𝒖𝒃𝒍𝒆 𝑻𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒃𝒍𝒆 𝒕𝒘𝒐

Chapter thirty four:)

Warning! In this story it can be very sexual, mental health, eating disorders, self harm, really bad behavior and words.

"Okay, that's was everything. I'm so glad that you guys can do this. I promise I'm going to make it up to you guys next week when it is race week!"

"No need to. We do this because we are friends with you Max. You would have done the same"

"I know but this means everything to me. But now we needs to go or I'm going to be late for my own wedding"

"And we don't want that to happen so let's go!"

"I see you guys at the church"

"Wait, you not coming with us?"

"No but I can promise you Max that I'm not going to be late"

"Okay" Max smiled before him, Charles and Daniel jumped in to the car and I started walking. I walked for like a while before I stopped at a apartment and knocked on the door. Carlos opened with the smile on his face and let me in.

"He is still in bed. Can you please help me?"

"Is this why I'm here?"

"Yes so can you please help me. I don't want to be late! Alex or Charles didn't answer and a few other didn't answer also so you was my last hope"

"Okay, you fix his clothes and I make him take a shower before he gets dressed"

"Thank you so much for doing this Oscar" Carlos smiled, gave me a hug and we went in to the bathroom. The room was a mess and dark so I turned on the lights and laid down on the bed while Carlos looking for clothes. I threw the blanket out of the bed and saw how skinny he was and that he had scars on his arms. Carlos saw that too so he just nod to me before he took the clothes and left the room to leave us alone in the room. I pulled him close to me and hugged him tightly. Then I let go of him and he turned around to face me.

"Hi"

"What are you doing here?"

"Carlos wanted someone to get you ready. I wasn't the first choice if you think that"

"I don't want to go"

"Max is your friend and he really wants you there so can you please leave the bed and get ready for him Lando" I said while I got out of bed to leave. I got out to the living room and sat down on the couch. Carlos was already sitting there looking at his phone. Few minutes later Lando left his room and went in to the bathroom. And just few seconds later we heard the shower was turned on.

"Thanks for getting him out of bed. It felt like impossible. But have you guys talked after the night at Lewis party or what we can call it"

"Not so much like if we have seen each other, we can say hi and how are you but that's it"

"Okay. That is something"

"Yea, I'm think about taking baby steps with him. That we don't stress or something like that. After everything that happened, I think it's for the best"

"I think so too. I'm just glad that you want to try again with him"

"Me too" I smiled and closed my eyes to just think about nothing when I heard the bathroom door open and Lando came out. Both me and Carlos looked at him and smiled before we got up and went to take our shoes on. We left the apartment, Lando locked the door and we jumped in to the car. Me and Carlos in the front seats and Lando in the back. Carlos started the engine and we drove off to the church. When we got there, everyone was already sitting down and waiting for the couple so we quit waking in and sat down in the back with Carlos in the middle. When the ceremony was over and I had congratulated Max and Kelly, I went to say hi to the kids. Penelope gave me a big hug and kiss on the cheek while Jack and Aisha was sleeping in their stroller. After I had gave the twins a kiss on the forehead I felt Penelope grabbing my hand so I turned around and bend down on my knees. She smiled and put her other hand on my cheek before she looked over my shoulder then back to me.

"When are you going to marry Lando?"

"I don't know P. Why do you asking?"

"Because Maxie told me that you love Lando"

"Yea maybe but me and Lando are not together anymore. It's over"

"No! Not over!"

"Yes it is. I don't think you can understand Penelope"

"You love him! You can't break up with him! Maxie told me!"

"Penelope, what do you think about watching frozen tonight. Both of them before bed"

"YES" she screamed and gave me a big hug before disappearing to find Kelly. I stood up and turned around to see Charles, Daniel and Carlos standing there.

"How long have you guys been there?"

"Not so long"

"We just heard your whole conversation with P. So not long" Charles smiled but I just rolled my eyes and walked away to find Alex and George when Daniel grabbed my arm. Then he ask if he could talk with me for a minute so I just nod and we walked out.

"Penelope is right"

"She is a kid"

"And so are you"

"HEY!"

"Sorry, it's just that you are running away from the truth here Oscar. Everyone knows that you and Lando love each other. You just keep denying it to yourself. Penelope is right about that you should marry Lando. I can walk you down the aisle"

"Okay slow down. Me and Lando isn't even together anymore and you are talking about that I should marry him"

"Okay, maybe not now but in the future. But can you promise me something Oscar?"

"No"

"Okay then but can you please explain why you don't want Lando back"

"Who said that I didn't want him back?"

"You! You are acting like you don't want anything romantic with him. Like you don't love him anymore. That you keep denying your feelings for him! Try to be honest with yourself about your feelings for him! Please Oscar"

"I know I love him. I want to be his again! But it's just hard. I broke his heart and he broke mine. That's not healthy"

"You guys never talked it through! If you do that everything going to be fine" Daniel smiled and gave me a hug before we got interrupted by Lewis who said that Charles was looking for us because we needed to go back to Max place with the kids. So we thanked and said goodbye to Lewis and left to find Charles and the kids and when we found them, we said goodbye to everyone and left. When we got to Max place, Daniel unlocked the door and we walked in. Me and Daniel started fixing Jack and Aisha for bed while Charles was playing with some toys together with Penelope. After the twins were asleep we went back to the living room to join Charles and Penelope. After a hour playing with toys me and Penelope went to the bathroom to fix her for bed before we went back to the living room to start Frozen like I had promised her. After we had watched frozen one and two, me and Penelope went in to her bedroom so I could put her to bed. After she was asleep I went back to the living room and sat down on the couch while Daniel put a random movie on.

I don't know what to do anymore. Everything is telling me what to do even if I don't listen to it. Can I just be left alone and do it my own way? It's that to much to ask for?