ℒ 𝒐𝒓 𝙵 𝑫𝒐𝒖𝒃𝒍𝒆 𝑻𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒃𝒍𝒆 𝒕𝒘𝒐

Chapter thirty six:)

Warning! In this story it can be very sexual, mental health, eating disorders, self harm, really bad behavior and words.

"WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK! WHEN DID THIS HAPPEN?"

"Ask my dear friend, who is your teammate Logan"

"He made me and Oscar talk things out"

"HOW!"

"ASK HIM ALEX!"

"Okay! I ask Logan then. Where the fuck is he?! I have a serious question for him! MR LOGAN SARGEANT WERE THE FUCK ARE YOU?!" Alex screamed while he walked away from us. Both me and Lando saw Logan a bit far away and that he was running away to probably hide from Alex. So we just laughed and walked in to the McLaren hospitality while holding hands. We met Zak and Mark first and both looked extremely confused but few minutes later they both smiled big and continued talking with each other. So we left to our rooms to get changed for FP3 and qualifying. After I was done, I went directly to the garage to talk with Mark and Andrea then I started to do a little warm up before Logan came running in to the garage looking terrified. Few minutes later I heard Alex screaming after him and he started looking for a place to hide. Everyone was just looking confused while I was laughing like crazy at the situation. Then Alex came up to me looking really pissed off and tired.

"Please tell me you have seen Logan?!" Alex said while he was shaking me. I just pointed to Logan hiding spot and Alex rushed to get him. Then he grabbed Logan arm and both of them disappeared from the garage.

"Not every day you see that" Lando said while coming from the same direction Alex and Logan disappeared to. He gave me a kiss and then hugged me and kissed my neck.

"Okay, When.. How.. I just.. I don't know"

"You have to ask Logan how this happened" Lando smiled at Zak who smiled back before he left the garage. Many minutes later I got a text message so I picked my phone up and laughed.

-WHY THE FUCK IS ZAK LOOKING FOR ME?

I showed Lando the message before Mark took my phone away for me so I could warm up a little bit more. After that I put the helmet on and jumped in to the car to wait for the practice to start. It went really good and I ended up at the top 5 and on qualifying I got p2 and Lando p5. Zak was really happy about it because Lando wasn't getting so many points this season so Zak was hoping that it would be better now after the summer break. When everything was done, I went back to the hospitality and took a shower so I could change back to my clothes. Then I went back to the hotel to get some sleep because it was pretty late now. I unlocked the door, got in and went straight to bed to sleep. The next morning I woke up, picked out a really good outfit then ate some breakfast before I brush my teeth and left the hotel to go to the track. While I was walking through the paddock Carlos came up to me with a smile on his face.

"Good morning mr Piastri. You are early"

"Good morning to you too Sainz. I just wanted to get here before everybody else"

"Why but same"

"I don't know. I just want a little bit silence and fresh air before everyone wants me to do interviews, press conferences and talk about the race. Do you think that is ridiculous?"

"Not at all. I know actually what question you get at those interviews. Like are you dating Lando again or like why did you guys break up? Stuff like that. People don't know what privacy is. Not the whole world needs to know why you guys broke up in the first place"

"I totally agree with you on that Carlos" We heard Daniel said and when I was about to turn around I got tackled down by Heidi who was screaming.

"OH MY GOSH! YOU ARE FINALLY BACK WITH YOUR MR RIGHT! GOD I'M SO HAPPY! YOU GUYS CAN'T BREAK UP EVER AGAIN! OR I'M GOING TO KILL YOU!"

"I can promise you that I never want to break up with him ever again!"

"Good!" Heidi smiled as we both stood up again. "Have you told him that you love him?"

"Not yet"

"Are you fucking serious right now?!"

"I'm going to tell him! I promise! I just waiting for the right moment"

"Okay" she said and hugged me. All four of us continued talking about today, me and Lando but also about other private things. After like 3 hours of talking people started to show up and both Max and Pierre joined our conversation. Then Zak and Andrea came and wanted to talk with me so we left the group and walked over to the McLaren. We talked for like a half hour before I could go and get changed for the race. While I was on my way to put my shoes on Sebastian came in to my room with a small smile on his face.

"Hello Seb"

"Hi kid"

"What are you doing here?"

"Just wanted to check on you. Heard that you and Lando is back together now"

"Yea" I said while I could feel the butterflies in my stomach of just thinking about Lando.

"So you guys have finally had a serious conversation? No screaming? No arguing? No running away like teenage girls?"

"We talk things through for like three to four hours. It was actually pretty good"

"Glad to hear. Have you told him yet?"

"No. I'm waiting for the right time"

"Okay. You really need to say it now. Is not worth the wait anymore. After everything that has happened. You really need to tell him that you really freaking love him!"

"I know Seb and I'm going to! I can promise you that!" I said then Sebastian gave me a long hug before he left and went back to the Mercedes. So I left my room, walked to the garage and talked with some people on my team. Then after like a half hour I started doing my warm up before I put my helmet on so I could jump in to the car. Zak came over and said a few things before I drove out of the garage. During the formation lap I felt that the car was a little bit weird and something was off but I just shake it off and stopped on my position. I took a deep breath and saw the light was turning on after another. I got a shit start on the race and lost 5 positions, almost 6 but got it back after a short fight. After a few laps of fighting to get my position back but then I lost the control of the car and started spinning around and two of the tires was flying away from the car. The front wing disappeared from the car and I could smell some smoke while I was flying now through the air and I crashed upside down in to the wall. After that moment everything went dark and quit. I could only think about one thing.

Am I going to die now?