ℒ 𝒐𝒓 𝙵 𝑫𝒐𝒖𝒃𝒍𝒆 𝑻𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒃𝒍𝒆 𝒕𝒘𝒐

Chapter twenty one:)

Warning! In this story it can be very sexual, mental health, eating disorders, self harm, really bad behavior and words.

"Are you ready to go Piastri?"

"No!"

"Come on man! We really need to go now or we going to miss our flight to Australia! You promised to celebrate Easter with my and your families! So let's go!"

"Okay, I get up"

"You are already up! I dragged you out of bed so technically you up"

"Okay okay, I'm just going to get dressed first! Jesus Christ"

"Good! Me and Heidi is waiting for you in the cab so hurry. I take your bags now" he said while grabbing my bag. Then he left the room and I fast as the flash got dressed. I left the room and took the stairs down to the lobby to see the cab was standing right outside of the hotel. I jumped in the car and it started driving to the airport. The ride was pretty quiet except the music from the radio. When we got to the airport, Daniel payed the driver and we started walking. After long horrible minutes we were finally on the plan and I could go back to sleep. I woke up to that Daniel was shaking my shoulders because we had land so we got out of the plan, got our bags and left the building to meet up with Daniel dad. We drove off to my parents house so they could drop me off before go to Daniel parents house. I took my bags and walked up to the front door to open it. When I got in my mom came up to me with my sisters behind her and gave me a big hug before she let me take my shoes off. After that I said hi to everyone before I took my bags and walked up to my old childhood's room. Put the bags down and laid down on the bed to take a deep breath when my mom came in and closed my door.

"What's up mom"

"Are you okay? You haven't been so good on your races yet. Zak called and told me he is worried about you"

"Everything is fine! It's just been a bad start on the season. That's all!"

"Cisca also called me"

"What?! Why?"

"She told me everything. How you broke up with Lando. I thought you liked him"

"I do like him but I don't want to be in a relationship with someone who avoids me"

"I totally understand that. Have you guys talked with each other?"

"No! I'm avoiding him. I told Zak I don't want to have meetings with him if Lando going to be there. So we have separate meetings. I am happy now!"

"But you are not my boy. You are crying so stop lying to yourself! Both me and Cisca knows that you and Lando are actually meant for each other! I love you so much baby but you have to fix this. This is not good for your mental health! Just look at how skinny you are. Are you eating properly? You need to eat if you going to be a good racer in formula one! Please Oscar just look at me. Where is my happy and beautiful boy! What have you done to him?"

"He have grown up mom and died!"

"No! You have locked in yourself! I know that you are hurt but pushing away people who truly loves you is not going to make anything better!"

"So breaking up with Lando was a mistake! It's that what you think?!"

"No, of course not. I just think you should have thought it through before deciding anything!"

"But I did think it through. I made the right decision! End of discussion!" I said as I stormed out of the room and left the house. I started walking in to the city and looking for some club that was open so when I finally found one. I walked in, ordered three shots and a strong drink before I went to sit down by a table. My days have have been like this since I broke up with Lando. When I had time I went to a club, I drank something then I searched up someone to make out with. I sat there for like 15 minutes before a young man came up to me.

"Hello there handsome" he smiled as he sat down beside me. We started flirting with each other and in a moment we were in a bathroom stall and he was sucking me off. After we were done, I put my pants on and we walked in two different direction. I left the club and walked back home acting like everything was fine. When I got home I slowly opened the door and locked it before I tipped on my toes to my room because everyone was asleep. I went straight to bed and fell asleep immediately. Next day I woke up to the smell of pancakes and hot chocolate. So I put a red hoodie on with some white, red and green pajama pants and went down to the kitchen where my family where.

"Good morning everyone"

"Good morning Oscar" my dad said with a small smile on his face. I sat down by the table and we all started eating while talking about Easter. When we were done I helped mom cleaning the kitchen and when we were done someone knocked on the door and I ran to the front door.

"DANIEL!"

"OSCAR!" Daniel smiled as he gave me a small hug before I let him and his family in to the house.

"I'm so happy to celebrate Easter with you and your family"

"Excuse me!"

"Of course I happy to have you here also Heidi"

"Of course you are. You can't live without me" Heidi jokes and we all three laugh together while we joined the rest in the living room. We played some games while my mother and Daniel mother was talking about how much anxiety they had got of just this few races we had done. Me and Daniel just looked at each other and laughed at little. Few hours went by and my mother together with Daniel mom started making the dinner while Daniel niece and nephew started searching for some eggs with candy in it. They got so happy when they finally found every egg. After that my mom said that dinner was ready so everyone got to the big table my dad had fixed for today and sat down.

This is nice but why don't I feel happy then? Why does it feels like something is missing?