ℒ 𝒐𝒓 𝙵 𝑫𝒐𝒖𝒃𝒍𝒆 𝑻𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒃𝒍𝒆 𝒕𝒘𝒐

Chapter twelve:)

Warning! In this story it can be very sexual, mental health, eating disorders, self harm, really bad behavior and words.

"Who was that one on the phone?"

"Zak! He wants us to come to UK in two weeks! He wants to talk about the season before the pre season starts and the real training starts. He also wanted us to do some simulator training when we get there. So I thought we can do some training today before you going out with your boys"

"That's sounds like a good idea but I want get changed first then"

"Okay but hurry. I promise Lewis that I would go for a run with later after we are done!"

"Yes!" I said and rolled my eyes before I started to get changed in to trainings clothes. When I was done we left the apartment and went to the gym to do some workouts. After like 2 hours we of training we went back to the apartment and I walked in to the bathroom. I got undressed and turned on the shower before I looked myself in the mirror. I looked so thin and I could see my own ribs through my skin. I had tried to eat every day but I ended up throwing up everything again. While I was in the shower I felt two hands on my body. I turned fast around to see Lando smiling at me.

"It's just me handsome. So no need to be scared"

"Can you pinch me? For real" I said after I had backed off from him. At first he looked confused but he did it while I had closed my eyes. After that I opened my eyes to see if he was still there and he was.

"You okay?"

"Yes" I smiled as I put my arms around his neck. He smiled as he grabbed my waist and pushed me against the wall. He sweet lips were on my throat while he hands grabbed my ass. I gave away a small moan and I could feel he was smiling against my throat. Few minutes I could feel how he started making hickies on my throat and chest while he slowly moved down on me. My hands automatically went to the back of his head when my cock disappear in to his mouth. My moan got louder and louder while he was going faster and faster.

"Fuck..Lan" I said before I filled Lando mouth and he stood up with a smile on his face while he swallowed it. He gave me a kiss on the cheek before he put shampoo in my hair. After a long shower we finally turned it off and I started dry myself. When I had put the towel around my waist Lando came from behind and hugged me.

"You have to eat before you leave my dear boyfriend"

"What do you have in mind?"

"Vegan nuggets with some fries" he smiled like a kid.

"Sounds good" I smiled as we got out of the bathroom. "By the way, what happened to Lewis?"

"I said that he could come over to eat and hang here for like hour before him and me could go for a run" he said while we got dressed. Then Lando went to the kitchen and I laid down on the bed looking at my phone. Few minutes later a heard a knock on the door and I looked up.

"Hello Lewis"

"Hi Oscar" he smiled as he laid down next to me. "Please don't get to drunk tonight"

"I'm not going to get drunk like you. I can promise that!"

"Ha ha very funny kid!" He said and rolled his eyes. We were laying in he bed talking when Lando came knocking on the door and told us the dinner was ready. Both me and Lewis flew out of bed and ran to the kitchen with big smiles on our faces. We sat down and started eating while Lewis talked about where he and Lando would be running tonight. He also said that I would call both of them if something happens at the club. While we were eating Logan and Frederik came through the front door and looked handsome.

"Are you ready mr Piastri?"

"Almost" I said with a nugget in my mouth. They smiled and went in to the living room and few seconds later I heard the tv was on.

"Why does it feel like everyone living here? No one knocks on doors. They just walks in and take something to eat or watching tv"

"Maybe because you always invite people or let them come when they feel like it"

"Yea maybe but still! This is my and Oscar home!"

"Oscar doesn't live here neither. He actually lives in UK"

"Shut up Lewis! We have two homes! This and his apartment in UK!" Lando said and slammed his hand on the table. Both me and Lewis started laughing because Frederik and Logan came running in panic in to the kitchen. Few minutes later we were finally done eating and had cleaned up after us. I got in to the bedroom because I wanted to change clothes and after that me, Logan and Frederik left the apartment.

"I think this is a good place to drink!"

"I have never been here" I said as I looked up and down on the club. It was for the richest people in the world who could afford to get in there. In that moment I was glad to be a formula one driver and could afford it. We got in and got a small table and a beautiful couch to sit on. Logan went to the bar and order some drinks and a few different shots. Then he came back with a big smile on his face. After every glass was empty we stood up and went immediately to the dance floor. I felt how my phone got message after message so I excuse myself and went to the bathroom. But when I was about to pick my phone up someone grabbed my waist and covered my mouth. I tried to break free but I couldn't and I could feel how the tears was about to fall. The person took me in to one of the bathroom stall and locked it. They put me against the wall so I was standing with my stomach against it and my whole body froze when they started talking.

"Miss me mon amour?"

God I hate that voice! I have to break free from him!

I was fighting for my life to get away from him but I couldn't. He was so much stronger and my whole body was shaking. He covered my mouth with tape and with a rope he took my hands together behind my back. The tears were like a waterfall and his touch was burning me. His lips was like knifes against my skin and I felt like I was bleeding to death. I tried to scream under the tape but not a single sound came out. In that moment when underwear and pants went down I just wanted to disappear from the earth.

"God I have missed you my sweet dear Oscar. I missed your body. Our bodies are a perfect match. God what it feels good to be inside of you again mon amour" he said while going slowly inside of me.

Please make this stop. Please I begging you! Please make everything stop! I don't want this. It fucking hurts so damn much! Please stop! You are hurting me!

My whole body was hurting and I couldn't stand anymore. He touch was like a fire and it was burning that I thought it would leave burning marks on my body. When he was finally done inside of me, he turned me around and went down on his knees. I tried to run away but he grabbed my hips so hard that I thought he would destroy them with just his hands. Then he let go of my hip with one hand and grabbed my cock. Few seconds later it was in his mouth and my legs was shaking even more now than before. Few minutes later he stood up smiling while I could see him slowly swallowing everything that came inside of his mouth.

"I knew you liked it" he smiled and started kissing my throat while untied the rope from my hands. My whole body had froze and he was just staring at me with a big smile. Few seconds later he unlocked the door and left. I fast as the flash locked the door and broke down in to tears on the floor.

God I hate him! I FUCKING HATE HIM! How can he do this to me? I just want this to be over! Please can he just leave me alone. Please!