welcome to the circus

chapter thirty-two (32)

tw/cw: panic attacks, unsafe panic attack calming methods, implied suicidal thoughts but like. funny (im suicidal im allowed to joke ab this yes im ok), stalker mention, bullying mention, harassment mention, transphobia mention, sexual harassment and assault mention but it does not happen its just asked if it happened it'll make sense when you get there, blackmail, nude mention/underage nude mention (I KNOW THIS SOUNDS SO BAD BUT PLS ITS NOT FDSKKFJSA), theft, trespassing technically i think, dead birds, vague violence

Adrion --> N/A
Arlo --> Daddy
Blyke --> yaoi hands
Claire --> N/A
Elaine --> sneet snart/OW
Evie --> lebsin
Holden --> twink slayer
Isen --> simp central
John → bambi
Kuyo → N/A
Rei --> dead ass
Remi --> glitter gajinka
Sera --> ser
Zirian --> babygirl

as said before: ive decided zirian and rei instead live on wellston campus and go to college there, and not new bostin. ill figure out the whole zirian is adrions manager stuff later and fix previous chapters later. but just keep this in mind as it is important for this chapter

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< The Bully Zirian Club >

[9:15 AM]

dead ass: hey guys. do not Ever write an email to ur professor while sick
dead ass: signed a person who somehow came uo with "dear hello, i amsick and not sure if be alive to come tommorrow and im sorry, best slutantions, raiden rei"

simp central i mean. if someone wrote that to me id probably believe they were sick

ser: slutantions has me crying

sneet snart: i once emailed my teacher with a migrane. a mistak
sneet snart: i amsick will not to clas because i have a hedae. i Hope it is very and i am so sorry. love, elai"
sneet snart: the subject line was "OW"

glitter gajinka: IWUWIWDUIQIWIE IMAGINE GETTING AN EMAIL WITH NO CONTEXT TOTHER THAN OW

babygirl changed sneet snart's name to OW!

OW: i-

glitter gajinka: LAFMAI

babygirl: :)

bambi: dont

babygirl: ???

bambi: okay

babygirl: what
babygirl: whag the fuck ??

bambi: ok

Adrion: whag is happening

bambi: idk tbh i think im having a panic attack

simp central: mood

glitter gajinka: oh jesus

yaoi hands: sigh ill get the bag

glitter gajinka: HUH

ser: john likes putting a specific black bag over his head when he has attacks bc it blocks his senses and leaves him with himself

OW: he could suffocate

bambi: if i die i die

babygirl: mood

dead ass: me on campus j-walking while looking down at my phone and with my headphones blaring knowing full and damn well im probably about to be hit by a bus