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THE DIARIES

Seroja membawa seikat buku lama yang kelihatan seperti diari keluar dari bawah meja.Seharian dia berada di perpustakaan istana itu.Suaminya ke pejabat yang terletak di tengah kota Bucharest.Hubungan dia dan suaminya semakin erat.Seroja kerap menemani Andrian untuk menghadiri sesi terapi dan fisionya.Drac juga tidak lagi memunculkan diri.Mungkin buat masa ini jiwa lelaki itu tenang dan tidak ada benda yang boleh mengumpan watak gelap itu muncul.

Ikatan pada buku buku lama digunting.
Terdapat banyak habuk pada diari diari lama itu.Seroja mengambil kain di atas meja dia mengelap satu persatu diari tersebut.Diari disusun mengikut tahun.

'Pappp!'

Satu keping gambar berwarna hitam dan putih jatuh dari salah satu diari.Seroja mengutip gambar tersebut.Gambar hitam putih seorang perempuan yang sedang duduk diatas kerusi.Kelihatan pakaian agak terdedah.Raut mukanya kelihatan agak sedih.Seroja membelek bahagian belakang gambar.

'1902'

Mungkinkah ini Melenia?Moyang perempuan Andrian? Melihat pada pakaian wanita itu Melenia kelihatan seperti pelacur kelas atasan.

'She was cock sucker?Woww did Adrian know?'

Seroja meletakkan gambar tersebut di dalam sebuah sampul coklat.Dia mencapai sebuah diari yang berwarna hitam.Halaman pertama di selak.

5th May 1902

Melenia...

I wish I could tell you how I feel, but for now, I'll keep my love for you a secret, hidden away like a treasure in the depths of my heart. ...

Damian Vasile

'Owh..cinta dalam diam rupanya.'

Monolog Seroja di dalam hati.Dia tersenyum sendiri.Pasti Damian merupakan seorang lelaki pemalu.
Helaian kedua diselak pula.

18th July 1902

Possesiveness is the outcome of true love.Anger is the outcome of true care.I love you Milenia.I had to hurt them baby.I hate people touches what's mine.I hate sharing whats mine.I dont care what people said about you.All I know is my love for you is pure and true.

Damian Vasile

12 September 1902

Melenia..
Today I tried to come close to you.I'm tired watching you from a distance.I wanted to see you.I wanted to hold your hands.I wanted to see your beautiful green eyes.Suddenly there was a huge guy.He caught me.He threw me few punches and kicked me hard.He said "Go away slave!"

I'm not slave.I'm a human.I do have feelings.I know you saw that embarrased moment too.You just stand there and watched me helplessly.It's okay Melenia.It wasnt hurt my body but my heart instead.

Damian Vasile

31st December 1902

Dear Melenia

Today is my last day in Romania.I wanted to see you for the last time.You really beautiful in red colour.You just stand there and smile.I was posses totally into your beauty.I watched a guy bought you.He's bloody rich.He fetch you with his luxury car.My heart sank as I thought I cant afford it.I will work hard.One day I will fetch and bring you out from that shit hole.Mark my words.Only me can see you.Only me can touch you.Only me Milenia.

Wait for me baby.I will go far from you but I will comeback.You're gonna be my wife.You gonna give me heirs.We gonna have happy family.Love you for all my heart

Damian Vasile

Seroja meletakkan diari di atas meja.Coretan coretan Damian menceritakan dia sebatang kara.Dia bekerja sambilan untuk menyara kehidupan seharian dan pembelajarannya.