Into Your Dreams (OMORI AU)

Special Chapter: No one cares.

Hi.
This chapter is a bit different.
I'm struggling a lot right now, and I wanted to get shit off my chest... in the form of my IYD characters.
It's kinda stupid and ignorant, but I find peace in expressing myself through other people. Like, characters for example.
So, this is basically a vent dumping ground. I'm not holding back. So skip to the end or skip this entirety. I want you guys to be safe and not force yourself to read this <3
(All of these will be in first person)
WARNING: VERY EXPLICIT
Viewer discretion is advised.

>KEL<
No one cares.
I'm sorry.
I'm so sorry I'm like this.
Why am I like this.
Nobody even believes me when I tell them I'm being threatened.
They think I'm crazy, and that I'm having hallucinations.
Even the person I trusted most didn't bat an eye.
I'll always be like this.
Always. Be. Useless.
Always. Be. A. Girl.

You know, I'm so sorry you had to waste time on me. My horrid existence. It caused everyone so much pain and suffering. I'd be better if I wasn't alive. He thinks that too. So does she.
So do all of them. But my mom is would be the happiest of the bunch.
My being is nothing more of a failure. My existence is futile. Nothing matters anymore.

A belt. Made to hold things in place.
Not to tear them apart.
Everyone denies his uncertainties.
He always thinks he's right.
Kelsey here, Kelsey hanging from a fan, Kelsey bleeding out on the bathroom floor, Kelsey there.
Everyone dances around the corpse, in overflowing joy.
Pill bottles spilt on the ground.
A worthless girl.

What's one more?
They're gonna see.
They don't care.
What's the point of living anymore?
When no one cares about you.
When no one cares that your being abused.
When no one cares about your self inflicted wounds.
When no one cares when you can't even find a reason to get outta bed.
No one cares.