Behind the Counter (10/17/23)

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As I met her

I just want to make sure it is she

Who might mean something

To me

Write a confession, erase the stray marks and leave it behind

Paper airplanes in a pile

Paper cuts and leaves fall onto my window shield

Don't let the keys around my neck fool you

She's the girl behind the counter

I'm making my rounds and my way around this town

My town

That I have shared with her

I favor the temporary feeling of lovers

The desolate days away

From behind the counter

It's not like I don't want to

I just don't know how to

I don't know why

I will never meet her gaze

Leaning over the tabletop

I breathe her in

She smiles shortly afterwards

Oh, this is temporary

Distant from a moment

That could never be my forever

Never mirror the past

The rear view is so far away

And it could never be

The way I truly feel

The side conversations and catching glimpses

Oh god, this feeling

I'm no stranger to this confrontation

I'm alone

Driving home in the dark

Am I supposed to be alone?

Thinking about the checkout line

And the girl behind the counter.

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