Falling For My love

8

Kabir's POV:

After finishing the work at office I reached home at 10PM.

Everyone finishes dinner at this time in my house then, they go to their respective room. I was hungry but chose to ignore it. I went to my room and took a shower.

I was drying my hair when I heard a knock on my door. "Come in" I said.

It was mom. "Kabir, you should've informed that you have arrived. I would've heated the food." She said glaring at me.

"Mom, I'm sorry I was tired. I had to take a shower real quick." I replied. "Okay, chalo. I'll heat the food." She said and I nodded.

I went down after a minute and entered the dining hall. 

It is usually me who's eating alone. And sometimes, mom stays so that I don't feel alone. I do tell her not to come but who knows maa ka pyaar..

"Kabir...I've called Kriti's family tomorrow to decide the engagement and wedding dates. So pandit ji will be coming tomorrow. You should also stay home tomorrow, hmm??" She said while I was eating. I froze.

"Mom, why so early..I mean we've got time.." I said swallowing my food.

"C'mon Kabir, I can't wait to get you married. Till when are you planning to sit alone like this? You need to step out of this lonely life." She said to which I sighed.

"Fine mom, when will the pandit come?" I asked. "I've called him in the morning. He'll be here by 10 A.M" She said.

"Okay that's fine. You can decide the dates and I'll head back to the office after." I said finishing the last spoon.

"CEO hoke bhi tujhe har waqt office mein hi rehena hai." She said with a irritated voice.

"Mom, you know how much Work is important to me." I said consoling her.

"Ha, ha of course. Aapni maa se bhi important." She said and went.

:mom-" I shouted but she had already left.

'Oofff! Indian moms and their Emotional Blackmail.'

I kept the plate in the sink and went to the garden and sat on the bench looking at the moon.

The past memories still haunts me. The way she inbuilt hopes and dreams inside me and then left me...alone..

FLASHBACK:

"Kabir..what have you thought about marriage?" She asked hugging me from the back.

I chuckled and said, "Of course, we will marry someday. But for now, I need to focus on my career. So that I can provide US with everything for our future. 

She mumbled something which I didn't hear. "Did you say something?" I asked. "N-no." She replied.

We were sitting in the balcony area. "You don't even know how much I want to make love to you in this moonlight." She said in a seductive way.

I was so blinded by the love for her that I couldn't resist myself but I do ask the consent first.

"Are you sure? I mean-" I said  but before I could complete she captured my lips.

END OF FLASHBACK.

I clutched my jaws and fist just remembering that. She destroyed me..she's the reason why I'm like this today. That bitch is the reason why I'm broken beyond repair...Rage filled inside me.

Instead of going to sleep I went to the gym, took off my shirt and remained shirtless, went in front of the boxing bag.

Without wearing the gloves I punched it as hard as I could. Blood started oozing from the back of my hand. That hurt but not as much as I've been hurt in all these years.