MY ONLY LOVE [제이크 enhypen ff]

Chapter 3

„I GOT IT!!!"

„What is it? What did you got?"

„I GOT TICKETS DANIELLE!!"

„To the enhypen concert?"

„YES"

„Nabi, do you think that's a good idea?"

Is that a good idea?
I've already asked myself this question a hundert times and I still got no answer for it.

It's been 2 years, 2 years since enhypen had their debut and i still haven't meet them in person, till now.

Yea I'm scared to go there, but what will happen? I booked the ticket faraway from the main stage. There is no way they would notice me.

„Danielle, chill out, nothing will happen"

„Nabi, you have anxiety, too be there in a crowd, full of people, is not good for your health."

She's right I have anxiety, but nothing will happen, right? The last time I had a attack was 3 years ago, it should be already gone, so o wasn't really worrying.

„Danielle, nothing is gonna happen, and it's the only chance too meet them! It's their first time to hold a concert here in Sidney"

„Nabi, you don't need to go there just because of Jake..."

This got me... am I really going for him? Or am I going as a fan? Because I really became a fan of enhypen. It's not because of Jake, I guess.

„No no no, I love enhypen Danielle, I go there to meet them in person, i always see them on screen.. I slowly get bored."

„You sure?"

„Yes Danielle"

„Okey nabi, you know I just want the best for you, it hurt me too see your condition 2 years ago..." she said and gave me a weak smile

„I know Danielle I know, I will be fine don't worry"

I went and hugged her. Daniell was my bestfriend since my childhood.

I met her in the same time as I met jake. Yea she also was friends with him, but not as close as I was with him.

She also lost all contact to him, because jake needed to brake all contact he had before, except his family members.

That's how other engenes explained it too me.

I'm in contact with many engenes, I also have a enhypen tik tok account called

Jakesshavedasshair

Well yea I didn't move on, I still love Jake like the first day a got feelings for him.

And I don't know why I couldn't move on, but I'm not the only one who has a huge crush on him.

I mean there are millions people who find him attractive, smart, beautiful, caring, lovely, sweet, just perfect.

I kinda feel jealous, when I see how he responds people on Wevers or how he interacts with other engenes on concerts...

But that's how it is, Jake does not belong to me, he belongs to himself.

Me and him are nothing longer as past.