MY ONLY LOVE [제이크 enhypen ff]

Chapter 18

But he just looked at me with his angry eyes and said.

„Wanna know how good I can drive?"

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„Jake w-hat„

Before I could even finish my sentence, Jake drove very fast and made me lean harshly back.

„JAKE SLOW DOWN"

I said and looked at him, but he was just focusing on the road.

„SLOW DOWN JAKE OR LET ME OUT"

„DAMN IT NABI HOW ABOUT YOU SHUT YOUR BEAUTIFUL MOUTH FOR A MOMENT? I'M ABOUT TO CONTROL MYSELF!!"

he screamed at me and drove even faster.

Jake never ever screamed at me, so I was scared, some tears started to fall down once again, but Jake was too focused on the road that he didn't noticed.

I knew if I don't shut up now, he would really make an accident.

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As we arrived at a unknown place Jake harshly opened my door and took my hand.

He took me into a small house with no neighbors around.

„Jake what are you doing leave my hand you're hurting me??!"

But he still didn't say anything and just walked up the stairs, taking me into the bedroom.

„JAKE WHERE ARE YOU TAKING ME?? I SAID LEAVE ME"

And then he finally let go of my hand.

He turned around and faced me. I saw his red angry eyes, straight looking at me.

He harshly grabbed my hair and moved them away so he could see the bruises on my upper body part around my shoulders. He looked at them and turned around, after realizing what just happened.

„fuck, fuck, fuck" He said and turned back too face me again.

„Nabi, do you know what could've happened if I didn't find you in time?!!"  He asked me but I just looked down.

„Nabi, I'm talking to you! answer me!"

He said and i just shook my head trying to avoid the thoughts I just became..

He's right what would've happened if he didn't found me in time?

Would I still be able to stand here?

„Are you not going to answer me?" He said and came closer to me angrily.

„I-it's all because of you, jake!!"
I said and Jake stoped his steps.

„Me?"

„yes you! If you Wouldn't have played with me like that the whole time I wouldn't even  though of running away at all!" I said and started to cry.

„Me? Playing with you? Nabi what are you talking about!" Jake said to me while rising his voice

„You're always playing with me! I know that and you still know, that I love you Jake!! Don't play with my feelings like that! You always gave me mixed signals, back in the days! and the last weeks I somehow feel this feeling coming back, and I take them seriously! I really though you also loved me, but you just used me.."

„nabi are you serious??? Don't be so silly?! Who in the world said, I'm playing with you huh?" He said and walked closer, continuing his steps.

„s-stop right t-there j-Jake" I said.

„Why? Scared?" He said and I walked back. He walked closer till my back hit the wall.

He was so close that I could feel his breath all over my face and neck. I was scared and remembered what just happened a while ago, what made me tremble like crazy.

„do they hurt?" I looked at Jake confused and scared, who was looking at my bare shoulders full of bruises.

But I didn't answered him.

„nabi look at me"

I ignored him and looked down, I don't know why but I was just scared. He was mad at me... and he was way to near. This is the first time I really felt uncomfortable around him.

„Nabi, please"  He hold my chin and made me look up to him.

I looked at him with teary eyes and harshly slammed his hand away.

But he just looked angry and chuckled, without breaking any eye contact.

„Do you know how bad I'm controlling myself right now? Someone touched something that belongs to me." He said.

„w-what are you talking about? I-i don't belong to you!!!"

„There should be my Hickeys and not his"

He said and touched my bare shoulders.

I hissed in pain and Jake looked at me with even more anger but still in pain at the same time.

He wanted to kill this person so bad who did this, but seeing you in pain was killing him.

„j-Jake, it hurts... don't touch it" I looked at him with my teary puffed eyes.

„nabi, do you trust me?"

I looked at him in confusion and didn't know how to answer him, do I trust him? Do I trust my bestfriend? Or do I trust the person who hurt me?

„I don't know, Jake... I don't want to get played with again."

„nabi, forget the past and tell me, do you trust me? Do you trust me if I tell you that I love you more then anything else in this world and that could make your pain disappear?"

„w-what are you talking about j-Jake?"

„you did not answer my question, my love."

„Jake I-i don't know..."

„What does you're heart say?"

„Y-yes but my head says n-no"

„We always listen to our hearts right? So do you trust me nabi?"

„..."

I looked into his eyes, while he was looking at mine. I saw tears forming in his eyes and felt how my heart started to run fast. It was a moment full of passion, anger and love...

But this stare didn't hold long after Jake immediately smashed his lips on mine.

It wasn't a aggressive kiss, it was full of love and hope.

He touched my neck and slowly touched my shoulders where my bruises were

I again hissed in pain but Jake stared to kiss my neck.

It felt good, but my thoughts destroyed everything.

„J-Jake s-stop"

But he didn't listen to me and started to pick me up, walking towards the bed.

He gently placed me on the bed and crawled over me.

Then he stared again to kiss me, he slowly went down again, till my bare shoulders.

It felt so good that i almost started to moan but I held it back.

Jake smirked, because he immediately knew what I was trying to do and stared to leave wet kisses all over my shoulders.

„Don't hold it back, my love"

He said ,and smirked at me.

So I couldn't stop myself and started to leave some quiet moans.

Jake really did tried to control himself, but he couldn't hold it any longer.

„my love, may I?"