My First Love

Chapter 16

CHAPTER SIXTEEN

Kaito kissed Kiyoshi desperately and passionately. He slid his fingers into the belt loops of Kiyoshi's jeans. He made a move to bring the smaller boy closer so their hips touched. Kaito slid one of his legs in between Kiyoshi's, and soon they were wrapped up in each other.

Kaito placed a warm hand on the back of Kiyoshi's neck. That hand made its way down the boy's back and eventually down to his waist. That's when Kaito brought his hand to the front of Kiyoshi's jeans. His fingers would occasionally brush his boyfriend's skin as he unbuttoned and unzipped Kiyoshi's jeans, causing the more vulnerable boy to shiver. He tried to relax as Kaito worked to pull Kiyoshi's jeans off of his legs.

Kaito had too stop kissing Kiyoshi for a moment to complete his task. He left the other boy breathing heavily, his cheeks a bright red. He was sweating from the heat of Kaito's body up against his own.

Except in wasn't Kaito's body. It was his clothes: the only set of barriers that stood between them. That's when Kiyoshi decided he didn't want them there.

He sat up and began talking off Kaito's shirt. Kaito's mouth opened as if to speak, but he didn't say a word. Both boys sat in total silence as Kiyoshi worked on getting Kaito's clothes off of him.

Kaito was gasped when Kiyoshi grabbed his boxers. "You serious?" Kaito wondered. "Is this okay?" Kiyoshi asked, suddenly feeling as if he'd done something wrong.

"Oh, no," Kaito amended. "I'm just surprised. You're usually shy and self-contained. I thought you were very uke-like."

"What's an uke?" Kiyoshi asked. Kaito shook his head. "I'd rather not explain that to you. Just ask Sophie."

Kiyoshi shrugged before pulling off Kaito's boxers. Almost immediately, Kaito lay down, pulling Kiyoshi down on top of him. Their lips crushed together, and they were kissing.

Kaito's hands eventually made their way to Kiyoshi's own boxers. He slid his hands underneath on either side. As his hands made their way down Kiyoshi's legs, the boxers came off too.

Kaito quickly pulled Kiyoshi back on too of him.

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Kaito left the Casper house feeling quite satisfied. He was okay with leaving, but would've liked to stay to see the Caspers' reactions to Kiyoshi's messy hair, his untidy bed, and the particularly odd odor he carried now.

When Kaito returned to his own home, he was surprised to see a car in the driveway that did not belong to the White family. He still recognized it, though. It belonged to Amanda Howl.

Amanda was inside talking with Lila. The two girls sat on the couch together. Kaito's jaw dropped when he realized what their conversation was about.

Lila was showing Amanda some of her yaoi anime. And Amanda was enjoying it. Kaito walked in on them while Lila was displaying a very passionate make out scene on her iPad.

"Oh gosh," Kaito said, burying his face in his right palm. "Hey big brother!" Lila exclaimed. "Care to join us?"

"Truthfully, no," he answered, coming over to sit on a chair in that vicinity. Amanda glared at him. He sighed. "Okay, perhaps a little."

Together the three watched multiple episodes of "Sekai ichi Hatsukoi" on Lila's iPad. "You know, I would've never found myself watching this if it weren't for you," Amanda told Kaito. He smiled in response. "I find us homosexuals are very good at changing other people's perspectives."

They were in the middle of the sixth episode when Amanda's phone began to ring. "Sorry guys, I gotta take this," she said, getting up. She walked out into the hallway to answer the call.

Lila turned off her iPad the moment she heard Amanda scream. Both she and Kaito rushed to the hall to see what had happened.

Amanda's phone was on the floor. The screen was shattered and the back had broken off. Amanda's hands covered her mouth. She only said two things to explain what had happened:

"Tommy died."

Kaito knew who that was, and why he might've possibly died. Lila was completely confused. "Who's Tommy?" she asked. "Her younger brother," Kaito answered. Lila gasped at this. "Oh my gosh! I so sorry! I--"

"No," Amanda said through tears. "Don't be sorry. You shouldn't be."

"Why?" Lila questioned.

Amanda looked her in the eye. "Because I killed him."

Lila's eyes widened. "No! You don't mean that! Right? You can't possibly mean that, could you?"

Amanda's eyes were red with tears. Kaito could see she was shaking vigorously.

"It's all my fault, Kaito," she said. "I tried to help him, and instead I killed him."

Kaito walked up and placed an arm around her. "It's okay. You know it's not--"

"IT IS TRUE!" she screamed, throwing Kaito's arm off of her. "I hate this charity!" she continued. "I'm a terrible person. I don't deserve any of it. I take illegal drugs, I'm a prostitute, and I just murdered my own brother. My six year-old brother. I ended the life of a child, and there's no way to fix that."

"What the hell is this chick talking about?" Lila asked. Kaito looked at Amanda. "Care to explain?"

Amanda nodded. "Okay. I'll explain it. Kaito knows some of this already, but..."

CRONA: Amanda's story will be in the next chapter, as well as Axel. But for the time being, did you like the start if this chapter? BE HONEST! Are you horribly confused about Amanda's issues? Most likely you are. It's a strange and confusing story, which you will hear in the next chapter. Hope you like/d it!

-Crona ;)