Your body is a weapon and it's is killing me, making me to bleed, and making me weak. getting me addicted to you, even though you are a poison in my hands. craving to be so close to you, even knowing that you are not the one for me. neither am i for...
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━━ Two months had passed since our last communication, and for some reason I could not call her; it is not that I did not want to; it is simply that I couldn't. I saw her Instagram and even followed her before realizing how foolish I looked pretending to be her age.
So I promptly unfollowed her while staying on her page, looking at her images. She posts her photos every month, making them the highlight of her days. I smiled at some photos before finding ones with a boy in them.
That boy was covered in tattoos and resembled a god from Greek mythology. Pictures from their date show her with long, blond, curly hair, as well as messy hair mixed in with her long, smooth hair.
She did, in fact, have a boyfriend. Vinnie boy, some Vinnie dude. He had the look of a boy and was her age. He seemed to suit her rather nicely.
And I, Matthew Gray Gubler, was not a jealous person. I had not been till recently.
But I think I would be a better fit for her. I would fit her like glove. Not him, that inexperienced youngster.
━━ Now that i was obviously a jealous sort of person, because the next thing I did was call her back after 6 weeks of silence. Just to see if she would return to my place.
━━ She did return my place. I need this to be more than just one (or a few) night stand. I need that honey to hold my hand when times like this scream for true romance...
━━ She's not ready for that. But yet, she stayed on my skin like tattoo.
━━ She is partly naked on top of me, and my mind is a mess. She is tailor-made for me. And I observe her, how she breathes, how red and sweaty she appears.
Absolute perfection.
Her eyes were half-closed, yet she was awake. She looked up, searching for my pair of eyes.
"Leave him," I urged her out in the middle of nowhere. I could feel her wanting to get off of me, but I could not let her.
I am afraid she will leave me sometimes when we are together. So I am not toying with my life by letting her go. "Who?"
"That skinny guy," I said, and she simply grinned. "You are a skinny guy, Matthew," she would say to me at times, in her solemn voice that she rarely used.
"That tik tok guy," I instantly corrected myself.
"Vinnie? I can not leave him," and I can feel my jealousy rising. My coping mechanism was to remain silent. The worst thing ever is silent treatment.
"I am not in a serious relationship with him." Just a public relations thing."
Still, I believed that was not the complete story. But after hearing her version of the tale, I felt much better.
━━ She left before the night began, but not before leaving a few significant kisses on my face. And I attempted to get away from them since she would never leave this spot again.
"June.." I said gently.
"It is Heaven", she said.
"My real name is Heaven"
━━ Maybe that was the reason why she felt like heaven. Because she actually was Heaven.
