"I thought loving was fun, it is a burden for me."
Theana Avery Reid was a dedicated academic achiever, and loving was too hard for her - but not until she fell in love with Arthur Greiger. Arthur is a smart, handsome, and popular chess gamer and h...
Maybe yes, maybe no. All I know is he is just a friend or nothing like a friend. It's so hard not to assume.
Do all of my words start to be obvious?
Is my feeling starting to show?
Hell, yeah. It did, and I am fucking aware of it.
I still remember I used something illegal.
I use a goddamn morse code to tell this shit inside of me.
He saw it, yet I? I fucking run away from that confession, I don't want to barge in someone's life.
And I don't want to ruin his peace.
Plus, I don't know him well so I can't consider as a friend.
I just know him, his name... birthday, favourite colour, how many siblings are they are, where is his house.
Just details.
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Halos mailuwa ko ang kinakain kong pag-kain sa makita ko, the fuck. I am in the corner of my embarrassment.
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lalo na pag ako.
Is that a joke?
Even if it's a joke.
That word freaks my soul out.
What's the meaning of that shit, huh?
Hindi ko alam if mahihiya ako o maiinis o magagalit. I am not mad because he is already aware, I am mad dahil parang expected niya na lahat ng mga nang-yayari.
Am I fucking let myself be blind?
Not just blind, stupid, a fucking dumb.
Aware siya, yet the fuck he was acting so close to me na minsan hindi ko maintindihan kung tama ba yon
