Heart Attack (a HeartStopper story)

Charlie. To far away.

Song recomendation for the chapter: Slow love. - TENDER.
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Disclaimer:

Warning about sexual scenes.

I think it's worth mentioning that in the next chapter there will be graphic, detailed and erotic descriptions of Nick and Charlie having different types and degrees of sexual relations. Although this is not uncommon in the fanfic world, I think it is important to make it clear that my intention is not to offend anyone or disrespect the original characters. In my fiction, Charlie and Nick are adults with every right to give their enthusiastic consent and enjoy their sexuality extensively. It is in my best interest to remove the taboo surrounding the flashy depiction of homosexual sex, as I feel it has historically been portrayed as depraved or vulgar. Sexuality is beautiful, important, and can be part of the art world if it is treated with affection, consent and enthusiastic affection and respect between the characters who share it.

Now, if you don't want to read this content you don't have to, just skip those chapters. Heartstopper's focus on everything about love but the sexual act, and that is incredible and important, but I clarify that my intention will be to make several chapters of them exploring their sexuality, in varying degrees of intensity, as I believe this can be entertaining, beautiful and benign to remove the stigma and treat sex as the affectionate exchange of pleasure from a poetic and mutually caring side. Language is diverse and does not have to be vulgar. The use of words like penis, anus, orgasm, semen, masturbation, among others, has nothing wrong with it, and let's consider that my story is intended for adults only.

For a sincere world, without censorship or oppression, affectionate, and free of violence, where we can celebrate our sexuality openly and happily with the people we love and who love us.

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"Hi! Guess what... Nick told you whose apartment he went to see?"

The message from Ben that glowed on his cell phone before the rehearsal began surprised him quite a bit. He hadn't received a message from him in ages, and as he opened the conversation he noticed that the last messages they had shared were after the trip to Paris, when he desperately sought him out.

"By the way, am so embarrass with the last messages in our conversation...an apology."

"I was just thinking that...no worries. We're all trying to turn over a new leaf...and no! He hasn't told me yet...why? And...how do you know he went to see an apartment in the morning?"

"It's my grandfather's old apartment. My mother couldn't show it to him so I did. Funny isn't it?"

Charlie felt a shiver go down his spine at the thought of Nick and Ben alone in an apartment.

"How strange! He sent me pictures...it looked so nice."

"It is! He's going to love it."

"So... Have you signed anything yet?"

"Not yet, but he said he will get in touch with my mother to make her a proposal."

"How nice! You have no idea how long we've been looking for a place for Nick."

Although Ben's growing presence in their lives was extremely strange, Charlie was proud that it was for the best. Although time had passed and many things had already been forgiven...there were wounds that never heal. Wounds that unfortunately only good deeds of his would close completely.

"So glad you found him at last... Hey, and if I'm not abusing our newfound trust too much... can I ask, Are you looking to move in with him?"

"Believe me I've thought about it! It's not abusing... I don't know... I want to but I'm afraid it's too soon..."