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2.Mew -Who know

Mew

I am sorry, I said slowly. I need to end this. I know it's not love, it just you are living in our fans illustrations, i said.  I told him before to not fall for all this delusion. I really cant love him more than a junior or a friend. I cant even try because I already fall for someone else. It irony but I fall for my bestfriend. Call me crazy but that what I am. Its still a mystery to me how I fall for my best friend.  I am sorry I said again after I saw gulf interview. I need him to move on. He really need this.
Take it easy, you will drunk, I said when I see bright at the bar counter.  It's rare to see him alone. He is the most celebrity among us celebrities.  So I grab this chance to meet him. He look at me with annoyed look. He leave me after our short conversation. Do you need help i ask when he look tipsy but still refuse my help.

Are you okay, someone ask bright when he nearly fell down. It must sound crazy for all people when I feel that this  famous alpha is different from what all of his fans think.  Dont touch me he said coldly. That someone release his hand and he cutely fall on his bump. You, he try to scold  but stop . He look so adorable right now. Before I help him, I heard someone call him. Bright, are you okay , joss ask worriedly.  Phi, he call joss sweetly. I think I drunk,  can you help me, he ask joss. Joss quickly lift him up and bring him away after nod to someone. Like I said, there is always someone who will be with him. So I just continue to drink. Khun, is this yours the bartender ask me. I look at a burbery purse. Yes I said and smile politely to the bartender.  Since he is doing great job, I give him big tips.

This is bright's I said and pass the purse to mile my cousin who now sit beside me. I have to make sure bright is safe because he is my cousin in law. He just refuse to admit and hide his status and its also because  my dearest cousin are so cold.  I know bright are clueless about me being his in law. My cousin is successful business man. He is well known in business world and very powerful.  Its is still a mystery when he agreed to our grandpa arrangement. Even he look cold but he is very responsible person. That why he is here when I mention about tipsy bright.  How long you will you act like this, I ask mile who calmly drink his alcohol. 

Since I am my own boss, I probably can do anything I want. I am in this industries for so long and I have a few couple on screen that mostly will really fall for me. Its make my job more difficult.  I really like all of them but as a coworker. Am I being over kind or are our fan services is too much , I ask myself. I think I already make it clear from the start to my couple that it's only for business. But honestly I really care and happy working with all of them especially gulf. I am so worry. So from the start i keep reminding him how all of this are just for our series and fans. I know I cant love him more than a friend because I already fall for my best friend. I fall for him on the first day when I know him. But I am too scare and coward. I let my 10 years love bloom but until today I never spoke to anyone. Its just me in this one side relation. Since that day I cant love or fall for other person. I love gulf, I do , but as a brother. I am willing to face any hate. I will make sure smooth journey for him. He is that important for me because I really grateful for him. I reach my stardom with him, so definitely I will love and respect him, but not the love he want.

I walk slowly to my grandpa house. Its his birthday. After 3 years I manage to attend his birthday celebration. That why until today I never met bright in family occasions.  I just too busy hiding and pitying myself. But I promise to change for my own good. I will bravely confess my feeling. When I arrive my family look at me with big eyes and start teasing how the superstar finally can make it. I hug my  grandpa gently. I look for mile, my cousin. Sorry, I said when I cant hear my grandpa question. Do you see bright, he cant make it this year too, my grandpa said a bit sad. I look at mile and slowly shake my head.

What will you do, I ask mile when we are alone at the garden. It's a happy occasion but I know my beloved cousin hate this type of gathering. He look at me and just smile. I dont think he need to be here now,  he said . But its already 2 years. Our family will notice it sooner or later I said. Mile just look at his drink. I dont know mile said. Can you be honest with me, I ask mile. Mile just look at me. Why are you agreed to this arrangement. I dont know, I thought its easier because i really hate blind date. I hate how everyone in the family try to macth me with every one. I wish I am not the next heir. I wish I can be like you mile said firmly. Mile, we stop talking about this years ago. And you are doing great and the most suitable heir I ever seen I said try to calm my cousin. I never thought he will be this stubborn mile said and turn his wedding ring. Yeah, me too, I thought he is easy to handle too, I said. Who know that he believe in love so much and really stubborn mile said and laugh slowly.  I also laugh and clink our drink. But you should not let him gi that day, I said. Mike just look at his dream. It's his choice , mile reply slowly.