Submissive Husband

22.Bright - Do he really love me.

Bright

I felt really bad. I hate alcohol. That why I always refuse to drink. But since I am angry with phi mile, I drink. I plan to drink just to accompany phi tul. He look sad. While having headache I try to move. I need some water. But its felt weird. I cant move, someone hold me tight. What going on, I ask myself. I open my eyes. Bright, what are you doing, I yell to myself In my mind. I am naked and in someone hug. Now I felt cold all over my body. Did I sleep with stranger. I am so scare. I cant imagine what will phi mile feel. I slowly push the stranger hand but he refuse to let me go. I can feel he already awake. Let me go, I said angrily. Where are you going baby, a voice which I am familiar with ask. I look up and saw phi mile who also naked. Are we sleeping together, I ask myself again. This is nightmare. Both of us are straight, that why we decide calmly about our divorce. I try to push phi mile. But he have other plan. He gently kiss my forhead . Before I start yelling he kiss my lips and get onto me. Lets continue he said and kiss me roughly. I cant do you when you are drunk he said in between. I try to escape and yell at phi mile. No, I yell. I am scare. I can feel phi mile touch me down there. No please, I used to act in Bl series, but I am straight guy, please stop phi, i beg phi mile. And if i am not, I dont think I am the receiving party. I scream when I felt something enter my body. Phi, please I beg scarely. I am sorry baby, phi mile when he enter into me fully after preparing me for a while, I scream because of pain. I love you he said and start moving after let me adjust to his size. I cry hard. I am In pain . I dont know how to react. No, please I beg.. agghhh I finally moan when he hit my pleasure spot. While being in pain I also felt the pleasure. Something that i never imagine before. He really do me for real. I cant walk. I refuse to look at him. After he help me to clean up, he now topless and sit beside me. I look at the scratches at his body. It must be from me.  I really confuse with myself. I scream to  stop him but at the same time I cant control my own body who enjoy the intimate moment.

Bright baby, please look at me, phi mile said gently. I am sorry, but I cant let you go now. I love you, he said calm and clear . I look into his eyes. I know he is not lie about to not let me go, but love is out of story. We have been husbands for 5 years. He never show me any sign of love. We just become closer this last year because he lied to me. No , you already promise I said and look into his eyes. I dont love you, I said again. I know you love me, your body love me. They are honestm They react to my touch, he said and caress my hair. No, I am not. I yell at phi mile with blushing face. He just smile. Okay we won't talk about divorce anymore, he suddenly decided like he used to do. No, you cant break your promise, i said desperately. No I dont, I already offer you divorce before but you refuse phi mile said. That because you lie to me I said quickly. No, I lie to you after that he said. Now I look at him. Do you think I am stupid phi, I ask him loudly. No, of course not. I think you are lovely he said and kiss my forehead. Take a rest first, we will talk later, he said . I am confuse and angry. I always stunned and speachless. Phi mile have this aura that can shut everyone. I hate you, I said. I love you, he reply to me. I turn to my right, refuse to see him. I can hear phi mile chuckle. But I am in pain and tired. Luckily he is not that crazy , he only do me once but he have monster junior and monster stamina. Think bright, what should you do, i talk to myself. But for now i need good sleep.

I felt weird. I suppose to react extreamly angry with phi mile. But Honestly I don't that angry. I suppose to report him to the authority. I remember how he become furious just because second uncle try to kiss me. He now in the prison and try hard to find a way out. But phi mile still presuring all the agency and his family. He should receive hard punishment compare to second uncle. Are you okay now he ask me like he never do anything wrong. I glare at him.
I don't want to see and talk to you, I said as cold as I could. Okay, but you should eat first phi said and casually carry me to the balcony. He make me sit on his laps. He help me to eat. Are you okay here, he ask me and gently caress my back. You are not that big, I reply with full mouth and red face. Phi mile just laugh and keep massage my back. I will choose to die than agree to his arrogant question. He is monster. Okay, you want some more, he ask me like we are the most happy couple. I nod, because I am hungry. After being feed by phi mile, I fall asleep again. It definitely weird. How come I felt completely comfortable with phi mile.

After a few days, I can handle myself. I refuse phi mile help, but like talking to the wall he keep pampering me with everything. He keep saying I love you. Do he really love me.