Submissive Husband

19.Mile - Why i need to stay

Mile

I am beyond angry right now. Again my husband in the hospital.  I  try hard to be here. I know he is scared. Mew make me stay. He need you, let me handle all of this , he said firmly.
Luckily I still not depart from Thailand.
I am on my way to visit our hotels In UK.
I look at my assistant who look pale. What wrong,  i ask. They can't find khun bright he said. At first I thought he run away but then I felt scared. What if someone try to hurt him again. I know I am right when I see ame. He will never leave that lucky cat because he love it so much. Only after 30 minutes I notice our cctv at garden not working.  I look at My security team who now sweating.  Before I kill those useless team, mew running to me. I must be crazy, how could I forgot about his tracker. Luckily he wear his ring today.  So before I received call from my second uncle my team already prepare for the attack.

Khun mile   your husband are looking for you, my helper call me. I run to my husband. I just need to answer mew call. I need to know the update  but my husband who are in normal ward now crying sadly.  I quickly hug him. He dont talk but he just hug me. After he awake, he refuse to trust anyone. He must be shock when  his helper who always play and cook for him try to hurt him. I think he is being traumatised.  He dont trust any of his helper now. Its okay, I am here now I said and caress his back. I hate to see this.  I know how hard for him to accept,  someone in his own house try to hurt him. He love and trust everyone, so this accident will give him big impact.

He now sleep soundly. He never let my hand go. In other word, I cant took my revenge because I need to be with him .
I look at my pitiful husband. I am sorry. I failed again, I said. At the bright side, I never this important in my husband live.  Now he only depend on me. I felt a bit happy but that can't reduce my anger.  They will finally see my wrath.
I will make sure no one can stop me this time including my grandpa. I wont let he use blood as excuse again. No one can escape this time. After my husband calm down, I will do anything to hunt down my second uncle and his supporters.  I will make everyone know who he is the mile . I refuse to show my dark side and they take it as my weaknesses. So be prepare. I dont even want to see my own other side.

Let's go bright,  I slowly escort my husband to our room. He must be scare right now. Dont worry, I said. I need to change all his previous helper because I dont want him to feel restless . He is my husband. I will do everything for him.
He look at me. Are you okay, I ask him.
Phi, can I go home, he softly ask me. I look at him. What should I reply. He is at his home. Why, I ask him. This house is too big, I am scare he said. Think mile, think quickly.  I cant force him when he is  this scare. Should we move to our other house I finally ask. He shake his head.  I want to go home. I want to be with my mom he said . Please phi, he beg me pitifully.  Can you wait, I finally give in. He look at me with hopeful eyes. Can you, I ask him again. He slowly nod. Bright, I am sorry. I wont let you hurt again. Can you trust phi, I ask him.
He nod, but I know he still scare. After series of accidents, no one can keep calm even they try .

After I make sure he sleep soundly, I let mew into our room.  I really cant leave him alone now. Thank you I said to mew.
He just nod. Grandpa are calling for us, mew said. Not This time,  I said. Mew just nod. It won't be easy, mew said. I dont care, I am willing to lost all this wealth, but I won't forgive them. I said angrily. He is really important to you, mew said and look at my husband.  You choose him over inheritances, you must love him so much, mew add. Now I look at mew. Am I, I ask mew. I really dont know. I just know that i dont want my husband hurt and sad. I satisfy all he want since our marriage.  Its unconcious  action. I just want him to happy. I dont know to love. Are you serious mew ask me again. You are fighting with the most powerful family, you refuse bilions inheritance, you are cutting ties with your family, and you said you don't love him, mew ask me. I dont know I reply.  May be I love him, I dont care. All I want is to protect him I said firmly. Mew just shake his head. We are ready, we just need green light from you, mew said. I nod and look at my husband.  He want to live at his mom house, I said. Are you sure you can, mew ask me. I dont reply to that. Dont worry, I will prepare on that mew said. Maybe because he Still traumatised.  Once he get on his feet again,  you can move to your other house, mew said again. I only can nod.

We have been attack from left and right.
From all this, I can identify who is my friend and who is my enemy. Everything become clearer. Everyone keep accusing each other. Try to safe themself. It's like I kill my own family.  I refuse my grandpa request. He force me even threatening me with his wealth like I expect. I proudly resign from my position.  I dont need all of this. I have my own empire. I dont need this toxic family. I lost my parent and friends here. Why I need to stay.