Submissive Husband

14.Mew - Why I need to hear this

Mew

I run to my cousin. For the first time I see him this weak. He is my cousin the great. No one can touch him. Everyone are trying to be beat him since he only 18 years old when he take over the empire. He have so may enemy but no one can make him scare. But tonight I can trace fear in his voice . Bright really mean so much to him. I dont know why, maybe he felt bright are the only family he have.  Beside bright and sometime me, he never care about everyone. He is like programmed robot to become the great leader. He live like emotionless person. That why he can be cold and realistic in any decision he make.

After I send both of them home,
I unconciously drive to my bestfriend house.  I miss him so much especially in this situation.  I dont know why, it really hard to see him now.
When I ring his bell, I am expecting another refusal but suddenly he hug me. Are you okay , he ask me. I look at him . I am not , but I am better now, I said and hug him back. He quietly prepare late dinner for me. Eat first , he said and sit infront of me. I look at my favourite pasta. Why, I ask him. What why, he ask me back. How we become like this, I ask him. Become what, he ask me back again like nothing happen.
This, we become distance. What I do wrong I ask him and look at him. You are tired, we will talk later he said and bring my plate to the sink. Did he know my feeling and hate me for that, I ask my Self. I look at him for the last time before leave . I dont dare to face his rejection now.  I know he pretend that we never change but even primary school kids will know how much we change. He purposely avoid me and try his best to become invisible.  Even after I try hard to act like we use too, he still choose to distance himself. I know what its mean, but I just to scare to admit.

Again I am at my cousin villa. How is he, I ask him. Still not talking mile said. I wish I can said I told you, but not in this situation.  Do you love him, I ask my cousin. He now look at me with his big eyes. No, he reply but sound more like question . I just shake my head. He is stupid. He dont know anything beside working for this stupid empire. He is okay now, he dont need his medicine anymore , my cousin said. He just refuse to talk and look at me, he said slowly.  I pat his back and walk to bright who now at the garden. Hi bright, I greet him. He look at me for a while and look down. He must be angry with me too because I am at the press conference.  I am sorry, I try to help but I have no power. I am like you too, I said and sit in front of him. He now look at me. Do you want to see gulf, I ask. I can see spark in his eyes.  Phi will convince phi mile,  but it will easier if you ask your self, I said try to help my cousin. Bright look at me and shake his head. Okay, phi will talk to phi mile, I said and caress his head. He finally smile a bit. Dont worry bright, what phi mile doing is to protect you, I hope you understand that I said. Now bright avoid my eyes and look at his phone. Then he start ignoring me. I caress his head before leave him with his helper.

You should do something,  he is not business proposal. You can't treat him like a business deal, I said to my clueless cousin. Mile now look at me. Make him know why, you do this.  Dont let him In blindness.  He is smart and happy free guy. You suddenly break his wings. He deserve an explaination, I said. I try, mile said. Try harder, I said annoyingly.  Find what he love, try to comfort him, do something I said a bit loud. Now my clueless cousin look at me. This is crazy. I really hate our family to create this heartless person. He is great leader. He know how to concured . He know how to make anyone submit to him but he dont know how to handle emotions.  And for someone like bright who are known as sensitive and soft guy , mile is the last person he wish to meet.  You should know your husband,  I said. I know him, he reply quickly. How, I ask him. He quickly give me his husband file. I nearly yell and smack him with the file. As expected, he ask his man to investigate about bright. I must be crazy to expect more from this robot.  Since my cousin is totally loser and clueless, I look at bright file. I need to help this robot. He like animals, we can start with that , I said. Now he look at me with bright eyes.

This is crazy, I should not trust my crazy cousin. I dont know weather to laugh or to cry. How could he decide to built mini zoo at his backyard. He is panicking when bright start throwing things. He quickly call me. After a long persuasion bright finally told me that, he hate to see animal in cage. He only accept national zoo because their function is for protection and education. He hate the ideas to have personal zoo. Mile who listen to our conversation look like someone who lost billions project. 
After glaring at mile, bright quickly run to mile room. So he is obbediant.  I thought he will go back to his own room. He still follow whatever mile decide for him . I felt sorry for him. I know why he become submissive even he hate all of this. Oh my god, what should I do with you, I ask my cousin and finally laugh. I cant take it anymore. You and your big scale, I said again. Cant you take it easy. Dont you ever think he maybe just need a small cat or dog, I ask him. He now look at me. You should tell me clearly, mile said frustratedly.  Oh my god,  this is crazy. Why I need to hear this I said.