Submissive Husband

11. Mile - What should I do

Mile

He look so peaceful playing with his phone. He must be looking at something he love. He look so calm and gentle. I look at my assistant when he suddenly keep looking at his left. I will check, my assistant said. He look a bit scared and nearly run into me. But again he just ignore me and run into his room. I know he still dont have his dinnet but I just let him go because I know gulf will visit him today.

I pretend I don't care, but I slowly smile when I see he running again to the hall. He look so excited. I know he is happy and excited for gulf. He sit ackwardly . He try to ignore me as much as he could. He keep scrolling his phone until gulf arrive. I know he will drag gulf to his room but when gulf with mew he cant do as he plan. I take this opportunity to make him eat. I know he love his friend. He wont let gulf worry.

Again I only can look at my husband who drag gulf to his room. Thank you, I said to mew. Mew just nod. What wrong, I ask him. I suppose to be with tul now, but gulf event suddenly cancel. So I leave tul and come here, mew said. And, I ask him. I dont know, but tul look differ and not happy, mew said again. Why, I ask mew. I wont be asking you if I know mew reply annoyed with my question. Both of you fighting, I ask mew shockly. No, I will never get angry with him, mew reply confidently. Forget about it, so how it go, mew ask me back. He refer to bright case. Its second uncle, I said. Mew look at me. Be careful he said. I nod and look at my husband door. What wrong, you look different, mew ask me. Nothing, living together feel awkward, but I don't hate it. I used to imagine we will killing each other, but now both of us just keep our distance I said. You, killing each other mew ask me and laugh. I am sure he will dissapear from this world if you want . You have been lenient with him from the start ,mew said. I look at mew. Dont pretend you don't know mew said. I still look at him. For real , mew ask me with his big eyes. This is funny, yes you are being soft and have hight tolerance with bright since day one, mew said again. That really make look at my husband door again. Really, I ask myself.

Both me and mew drink while waiting for gulf and my husband. Will he sleep here , mew ask me. He start getting impatient. Do you really dont have any feeling toward gulf , I ask mew. I have, he is like my younger brother. I really love him , mew reply. Stop this bullshit, that not the love he want , I said. I am, but who ask me to do this , he ask me annoyingly. Sorry, I said. Tell me the price, I said again. Really, mew start feeling excited. Name it, I said. Bright, mew said. That make all the smile on my face vanish immediately. I look at mew who now laughing on the floor. I wish I can record your face , he said while laughing. You should see your face. He said again. I am lucky that I am your cousin, this will be my last day if I dont mew said and sit properly now. I dont want anything, just be safe, I don't have anyone beside you now, mew said seriously. I know what he mean. He also lost his parent in this wealth war. You too, I said and grab his shoulder. Before we start getting emotional, we finally heard gulf laughing. I know its time for him to go home. Thank you, I said and shake his hand. He look at me. I know he have something to say but he can't. Just like me and mew, both of them are protecting each other. I will protect him, I said. He look at me deeply and finally smile. Thank you he said and leave after hugging bright .

Bright can we talk, I said before he left.
We don't have anything to talk , he reply. Please, I said calmly. He did not reply but unwillingly sit on the sofa.
I need to make sure he know the truth.
It's his life. Its his right to know. But I think he already can feel it and know his situation right now. That why he become obbediant even he hate me.
Bright, it's not simple accident , I said. He now look at me. You know how our family are, i said. Your family, not mine he quickly said. It was plan, I said again even feel a bit hurt by his word. So, he ask me. I want you to be careful, if you notice anything even a small thing, please let me know, I said. Dont worry, I will protect you, I said again. No need , I can protect myself. If you want to help me, send me the divorce paper. No one will after me after that, he said coldly. Bright, please, I said. Okay, you are so noisy he said and quickly leave. Again I only can look at him.

It's already 2 weeks. He now look so excited. He really hate to be here. This two weeks we barely see each other. But I am grateful that he Dont run or tantrum. He just keep silent. A bit too much silent I felt.
I will arrange for you bodyguard team, I said . He quickly look at me. No, you are not he said and quickly get into the car. Oh my god, he is so stubborn. I try my best but nothing can touch his heart. I feel weird why I felt uncomfortable. Some time my heart felt hurt. I never felt this kind of emotion before. I was raised and trained to become a leader. I am trained to not show my emotion. What happen to me. This is wrong. What should I do. I know he wont like it, but I cant compromise his safety.