Submissive Husband

30.Mile - What should I do

Mile

I look at my sleeping husband. I am sorry baby. He look a bit pale and a bit skinny right now. The separation must be hard for him. I know there will be another argument when he wake up later. I look at his marked body. He will in great pain later. I admit I am a bit out of control last night. He just too sweet and valuable. I cant hold myself when he look at me and cry sadly. At first I just want to comfort him but after that sweet kiss, my desire take over my mind. I easily push him down. He look suprise and try to escape. But like always, I will get what ever I want.

Flash back

No phi, stop he beg me. He look at me scarily. I trap him and lay on his soft body. I hold his hand and look into his eyes. Not tonight baby, I said and kiss his lips. You are so sweet I said and lick my blood when he try to fight and bit my lips. Dont tempt me so much baby, I will be really crazy I said and kiss him again.
After a moment of strugle and what not, he now moaning with pleasure. I make sure I mark his body. I want him to know that he is belong to me. He crying . I know it's mix of pain and pleasure. His body are so sensitive and response to my touch beautifully. I make him enjoy the pleasure himself and the way he look at me so adorable. Mix of fear and lust. No, he said when I make him on his four. No, he said again but there is no way I can stop now. His bite and mark really drive me crazy. I can be a good artist. I touch his body gently before I start to get into him. Phi, he cry sadly. Dont cry baby, I said when he look at me with tears. You will make it worst I said and start to do him hard. He cry and moaning the whole night. I make he do things. I remember how I do him until he fainted. I must be crazy but I cant control it.

Flash back end.

Oh my god, I start getting hard again. I look at my beautiful mark husband. Sorry baby I said and lift one of his leg on my shoulders. He is still wet from our previous activities. Call me pervert but I will do my husband again. My husband open his eyes and look at me with fear. Please no more phi, he beg me. Last time baby I said. After our steaming morning, I carefully bring my husband to balcony. We will have our late breakfast. He look a bit angry maybe because of pain. I let he sit on my lap and I help him eat. He can glare at me as much as he want. But as long as he is mine I don't mind. We will go home today, I said calmly. I am your home, you have no one beside me, I said before he start shouting. I am sorry that I left you, but everything is over now. You don't need to worry, you can live freely like before I said. I am sorry baby, I have to distance ourself because I dont want to hurt you, I said. He now look at me. I love you, I love you so much i said and kiss his shoulder. Grandpa won't disturb us anymore, I said. He look at me with bright eyes. I know he always live in fear. No one will hurt you anymore I said. Really, he ask me hopefully. Yes, I promise you I said and look at him gently. He look a bit relieve and his expression become softer.

Really, I ask him when he firmly refuse to go home. He slowly nod. Why, I ask him again. I can force him like I used to do, but I am starting new life with him. I dont know, he said slowly. You want to proceed with divorce I ask him calmly. After all this, I ask him again. He now look a bit reluctant. I know if he want to divorce he will sign the document in the same day and request me to sign on the same day too, I give him the envelope. Are you scare, I ask him again. Now he look at me. Of me, I ask with heavy heart. He slowly nod. I felt like being a slap. I dont just destroy his career but also his confidence. He live with fear all this time. I thought I already make him happy, but I don't think the case. He just submit to me because he is scared. Do I really hurt you baby, I ask him slowly. I am sorry ,I said. I know how he live this previous months. He exclude himself from his love one. He want to be alone.
He look down and refuse to look at me.

For the first time I kneel infront of someone. I hold his hand. Do you really hate me baby, I ask him. Phi, he said and try to make me stand. Do you, I ask him again. Do you only scare of me, I ask . He now look at me worrily. I dont know ,he reply. Dont you felt sad when were separated, I ask him non stop. Dont you feel anything , I ask. I am sorry for being cold, but I really love you I said and kiss his hand. Can you forgive me, I ask him again. I dont know, he reply slowly. What should I do, I ask him. What should I do so that you can forgive me I ask. Please tell me, I beg my beautiful husband. I promise, i won't leave you again, we will together forever, I said. Now I can see spark in his eyes. Please let me take care of you, i said slowly. Its too lonely without you by my side, I said. Without any word he wipe my tears. Is it tears . My first tears that i remember. Oh my god, he means a lot to me. I am sorry I said and put my head on his lap. I am so scare right now. That how my husband live all this time. I am too cruel. I never give him concrete reason to stay. I just make him stay. I never try to understand his feeling, I just make him submit to me. That consciousness really make me shaking. I know he will happy if he leave me. I dont deserve someone like him. I look at my husband when he gently stroke my hair. I love you too phi, he said.

The end.

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