Submissive Husband

4.Bright - What wrong

Bright

Since I met him at the bar, I start to feel worry. I dont know why but I have a bad feeling. It's been years, we never meet each other after the wedding. Both of us keep our promise. No, my promise. He just keep silent. I take it as his agreement. I know my instint never go wrong. Now I am locked in his house again. I hate how he so controlling and cold.  I know I will keep cursing him all day. It's okay bright, it just two hour. Be patient I talk to my self. I have my friend who love me. I cant let them hurt. I dont care if he cancelled all my brand, but I cant let my friend suffer because of me.

I try to smile and hug grandpa. I try to ignore phi mile relative. I know I am not invited here. I still remember how phi mile family mocking my late poor mom. I thought they love us for real but all of that are just acting. They pretend to accept us because of grandpa inheritances. I promise to cut my ties with phi mile family when his aunty call my mom a whore who try to seduce phi mile uncle and gold digger. I wish my mom are not stupid enough to donate her kidney to grandpa. That how all of this start. At first I though their family are so Nobel and kind. They accept me and my mom because grandpa insist to let us stay with him. He want to ensure my mom are  in good condition after the transplant. He always felt sorry for my mom sacrifice . We are just stranger. But grandpa really want to make us his family. He adopt my mom. He try to pay back for her sacrifice. I am happy because finally we don't need to worry about debt collectors. For the first time I felt safe until that day. When my mom pass away, i can feel how the family start looking me weirdly from all of phi mile family. I really dont know why. They start to treat me differently. Finally I know the reason why sudden change of treatment. Phi mile family accuse my mom try to seduce one of his uncle because of greed. They accuse my mom looking for grandpa wealth. Until her last breath , she make me swear that i will never want grandpa wealth. She ask me to leave when I finish my study . But grandpa become uncontrollable, he make me stay and make phi mile married me. I wish I have a power to reject all of this. But like today, phi mile block me from every corner. He make me his husband because he dont want to lose his inheritances even when I  desprately  beg him to leave the house.

I am an actor, so I consider this two hours are my shooting. I just stand and smile beside phi mile. I know no one dare to expose anything about tonight event. Phi mile family are that powerful. Are you tired, phi mile ask me. I pretend I don't listen to him and play with my ring. It's felt so heavy right now. Bright, phi mile call me. He give me a glass of drink. Eat something, phi mile said. Just like before I just keep silent.
I need fresh air I said and quickly leave phi mile. I am not lying. I need to breath. Its so suffocating in the party. I just need 5 minutes I said. I will send you to mile1 room tonight, I heard someone said. I try to leave because I really don't want to get involved. But that whore son are here, a very soft voice reply. Dont worry, I will make sure he sleep in guest room. Give this drink to mile, and make sure you are pregnant after this. I dont care from where the baby come, but you need to pregnant after this. I try to ignore but I cant help but look at the duo who are planning. As expected , she is phi mile aunty and her nephew.
I hide myself well so both of them did not notice that I listen to their conversation. Its nearly two hour. I know phi mile won't stop me from leaving. He is that kind of man. I wish I dont listen to the conversation. I dont want to get involved with their family anymore. I felt really guilty. But I don't want to be like my mom. No one will appreciate our kindness because we are poor. Kindness are only for rich people.
Thank you, phi mile said when he send me to his car. The driver already waiting for me. I felt really reluctant but I finally get into the car. Dont be stupid bright, I said. After 20 minutes. Can you turn back to grandpa house, I ask the driver.
I take a deep breath before I get out of the car again. I calmly walk into the party. I look for phi mile. What the matter bright , my grandpa ask me. Where is phi mile grandpa, I ask him. He not feeling well. Maybe in his room he reply. I quickly run to phi mile room. Without knocking I open the door. What are you doing, I ask nina who now half naked and unconcious phi mile on bed. Nine look flustered. Nothing, I help phi mile because he felt dizzy, she quickly reply. By naked, I ask her again. No, don't get me wrong, she said and quickly leave the room. I quickly lock the door. I should just leave I scold myself. I look at phi mile who look uncomfortable. I won't sacrifice myself. I quickly call phi mile helper. What wrong, grandpa ask when phi mile assistant help me to bring phi mile to hospital. Nothing, phi mile not feeling well I said and look at phi mile aunty. Lets go phi I said and leave the party.