Submissive Husband

9.Mew - Will he hate me.

Mew

This is crazy, I try hard to distance myself with gulf. But my powerful cousin have something else for me.
I really dont know how to get started.
Still in deep thought, I felt someone touch my shoulder. Hi, what are you doing here,  my best friend ask me.  This is really suprise.  I never thought I can meet him here. I am waiting for gulf I reply calmly.  Really, then I should go now, he quickly reply. Please, take a sit, I said and pull his hand gently.  Coffee, I ask my best friend. He just nod. What, my best friend ask me when I keep looking at him. Why its so hard to meet you now, I ask him. Really, I don't think so, we just busy my best friend reply. Busy with what, I ask him. Everything , my bestfriend said. Do i need to make an appointment before I meet you now, I ask a bit angry. Hey, what wrong. My best friend ask. Are you okay, he ask me again.  I shake my head and when the waiter bring his coffee I just keep silent. Its hard to meet him now. I dont want to get angry. I dont know , but I felt he is avoiding me. Its become so quiet till I felt ackward.  So, both of us said at the same time. Now he look at me and chuckle. You first,  he said. Are you free this weekend I ask him. Why, he ask me back.  Are you, I ask him again. I have my group discussion,  but I will be free on Sunday my best friend said. Can I see on Sunday,  I ask him. Sure, why not he ask me back. I dont know, I felt you are avoiding me lately, I said slowly. Dont be stupid, I am not. We just busy my bestfriend said. I think i need to go, thanks for the coffee my best friend said. Before I reply to him, he already leave with his coffee. Not long after that, gulf coldly greet me. Are you looking for me phi, he ask me. I who are still looking at my best friend who walk away turn to gulf. Yes, I said and turn to my best friend back. What wrong, gulf ask me.
I quickly focus on gulf. I am sorry, its about bright, I said. Now gulf look a bit calm. What happen to bright he ask me and sit in front of me. He shake his head when I offer to buy a coffee.  Bright in on medical leave. I think it will really help if you can meet him. I said. Of course I will see him gulf said and Try to call bright.  He is not at his usual place, he is at his husband 's house, I said.
Are you being serious phi, gulf ask me. Yes, I am serious right now. Just call me when you are free. I will arrange for you to see bright I said again. Can I just call bright and set our meeting ourselves,  gulf ask me. No you cant, his husband is not common people. If you want to meet bright let me know I said again.  Gulf look at me deeply. Is bright safe phi, he ask me. He is, dont worry I reply. I will try, gulf said. I know he have crazy schedule.  But I also know, he won't let his bestfriend down.  Again I look at gulf who now walk to his manager. I am sorry gulf, I know I still can see love in your eyes. I am sorry I said again and again .

What are you doing, I ask my bestfriend.  Cooking your favorite pasta he reply and laugh happily. I felt glad that he try to act like he use to be. Are you sure you can be with me now,  my bestfriend ask. I look at him with inquary look. I mean you always busy with your career and gulf he reply casually. Look tul, when I said I want to meet you, I really mean it. I am here now, so can we focus on ourself today, I ask him. As you wish my bestfriend said and continue his cooking.  Its a bit weird . I dont know why,  but he seem like to avoid me and always find a reason to do so. I try to act as normal as I could.  After a while , my bestfriend finally act like he usual self. Being playful and keep teasing me. I miss this, he suddenly said. I miss when you spoiling me he said slowly.  I miss old you he said slowly and smile. But the smile I see is not from his eyes. Hey, what wrong I said. Nothing I just felt, wait, I said when I hear a call. I felt sorry because I have to cut his sentence.  My bestfriend look at me and quietly leave me. Give me a space to talk.
What wrong,  why he suddenly said.
Hello gulf,  yes, okay, give me half an hour. I will pick you up, I said. After ended my conversation with gulf, I walk to my bestfriend.  Sorry, I need to go now, I have.  OK, he suddenly cut me. See you he said and turn his back. Hey,  I quickly grab my bestfriend hand. It's really important.  I really need to go I said try to make him understand.  Okay, I understand my bestfriend said and pull his hand and leave me alone.
I felt a bit guilty. I know i plan our meet up, but its really unexpected when gulf schedule has been cancelled today. So he want to grab this chance to meet bright. I wish I could tell the truth but I really cant.

I regretfully drive to gulf penthhouse.  All the way,  I cant forget how my best friend look so sad. I need a deep talk with him. He is acting weird.  Do he know how I fall for him. Will he hate me. I cant help but to ask myself.