how could you help me ..

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Han, you need to... you can't just avoid it ,listen to me listen...

Han, you don't need to. Don't listen to them. They only want what's bad for you. Listen to me and only me.

Leans himself on the wall, holding himself on anything he could find, trying to think straight. He was trying ,trying, and trying, but they kept getting louder.

We worry about you, Han... you can't be like this.

That's right, you can't be like this, Han, you need to be like this.

Han couldn't hold himself on anything, he fell into the ground catching for breath which was hard for him.

Han, please listen to me. listen to us.

Do you want to listen to them ? Do you want all your hard work to just drain away? As if you didn't suffer for all of this...

Hans thoughts were driving him crazier than he already was. He held his head with both hands trying to get them to go away, trying as hard as he can, but he fails.

Listen to me. What are you even without me. I'm the one here for you, everyone is going to leave you ,but me? Think of me every day and i won't ever leave you, han.

Han was trying so sit up, he couldn't. Han tried to speak up, he couldn't. He tried to focus on something but he couldn't. He could only sit there and catch his breath while hoping for them just to go away. He truly wished for someone to come and tear him into multiple pieces. The pain, he was carrying with him every day was unbearable. The effort he needed every day just to function normally was killing him not only physically, mentally too.

"Knock, Knock"

Someone knocked on the door. Han tried to speak up, but he couldn't. How much he would scream for that person to get him out of here, but it seems like he was frozen in place. He couldn't say something ,nether move one body part. As if something ... or someone was stopping him.

It was silent for some seconds but what felt for Han ,like an eternity. Someone knocked again followed with the voice ,that would always calm Han ,no matter the situation . That voice... no this person is his everything .As the person was talking behind the door Han looked up as fast as possible knowing it was him ,for sure .

"Hana im coming in ,don't be scared alright ?"

The door slowly opened up and Han narrowed his eyes as the light from the other room shone in. For a moment Han felt frightened but also reassured ,he was here and is going to help him. He is going to save him from this never ending nightmare.

that person slowly came closer and kneed down to be as the same height as Han was . He looked at him tilting his head and opening his arms , gesturing Han to come into them. Han struggled as he was shaking a bit .He finally moved and went into his arms. Those arms that were always there for him .Han felt as the person slowly picked him up .

"Hana im here okay? i will help you . just believe in me dear"

Han slowly nodded .He was tired and dead but that the person was with him made him feel safe, as if nothing happened .

thank you lee.. so much

And han dozed of to sleep

hiii, this is just a small note from the creator.

Just for you to know, this story is about ed , smoking , sh and contains slurs and all that kind.
The main ship is minsung but it will appear later in the story.
Chanlix will be mentioned and also seungjin.
I won't be mentioning jeongchan as much as the other.

Ahh my first story ever .I'm slightly scared but less gaur
Hope you like it :))

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