how could you help me ..

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Hans phone

han

at 6 pm, right?

lixie♡♡

bring the game and a toothbrush . dont forget it like last time when you used mine...

Han

felix... that was one time, and i was half asleep

besides, you told me the yellow one was mine, so it's technically not my fault .

lixie♡♡

but you still made me use it aftewards..

i probably had your saliva inside my mouth, and god knows what else.

han

if you're complaining, then let me complain, too

like at your birthday where you ate me alive??

you were so drunk and kissed me so much i nearly died felix, and are you seeing me complain?

lixie ♡♡

Hey, we don't speak about those old times

and mean you are gay and i am gay so why should it be weird...

but whatever, don't forget anything and come to my place asap

han

old times, yeah, yeah, not like it was last month

but i still love you, lixie my pookie

im already packing my stuff and will be there asap

lixie ♡♡

kay kay see you hannie

Han put his phone down and started to pack the essentials . The first and the important things are his toothbrush , pyjama ,the video game , and one pillow because the one at Felix's house suck ,a sleeping mask, and his small stuffed animal. It used to be a hot water bottle. like those one where you would fill it up with hot water and put them on your stomach or just cuddle with them if its cold, but han never used it as one . He just hugged it to sleep. And last but not least some snacks, even though he knew Felix wont even eat one or look at them as he says *i cant eat at night or i might have a bad stomach the next day*.Han never believed him because if he ate at night or not, Felix wouldn't eat breakfast . He just doesn't or can't, or i don't know that child is complicated .

Han finished packing his stuff, got his phone and his jacket , and went downstairs to see his mother in the kitchen. he went close to her and kissed her on the check. "im staying at Felix's place for thenight ma, so don't make me food for dinner, alright?". his mother gave him a small kiss on the cheek back and answered, " Come early tomorrow to breakfast since your brother said he has some god news." she chuckled and took a sip of her tea .han looked at his mother as he knew was she was talking about "oh you mean girlfriend ? or boyfriend?" . " Look at your brother . He could never be straight for one second, so probably a boyfriend, but it's going to be a surprise till then. "She put her tea down and stood up, giving han a goodbye hug. " See you tomorrow, love, okay ? " . "okay ma i will see you tomorrow." Han hugged his mother tight and then left the living room to put on his shoes .

He looked in the mirror before leaving . Han actually liked his face, his hair , his body, and everything about himself. He didn't know why he should be insecure about anything he has. He was perfect the way he was and didn't need to hate himself for the slightest *mistake* he has . Han started to walk outside, and he was really thinking about why Felix even wanted to have a sleepover in the first place . Not that it came out all of a sudden it just sounded so urgent as Felix said it.

Han shrugged it off and put his hands inside his pockets, walking to Felix's place. it wasn't winter but still really cold outside . Han came at Felix's his place and rang on the doorbell. A girl came opening the door while having a big smile on her face . It was Olivia Felix's younger sister . Han smiled back and opened his arms, gesturing her a big hug . Olivia didn't hesitate and hugged back . "Long time no see Jiji. why didn't you visit more often ?" said Olivia as she slowly let go of the hug " ask your brother who never invited me over , except for now" said han as he took off his shoes and placed them down next to the others . "Felix is upstairs . you don't want me to show you because im not going to " said Olivia and left to the kitchen " no need I've been here since i was like 4 years old even longer than you liv " said han and went upstairs to Felix's room.

Han and Felix were like those kids who grew up together and did everything together. Not to bother, they nearly had the same birthday except han was one day older. to be accurate Felix was born on the 15.septembre and han at the 14 September but they liked to call themselves twins since they used to wear similar clothes at a young age and even colored there hair the same color at the 4th grade.

Han was now standing in front of Felix's door and knocked at the door, then barging inside. "lixie liii, im heeere," said han, and jumped on the bed in which Felix was sitting doing some homework . " dumbo don't jump on my homework, or i need to do it all over." Sad Felix glaring at him. " Oh, you're still not finished with it ? didn't the teacher give this to us like last week ? isn't it due the day after tomorrow? " Han was bombarding him with questions, looking a little confused . Felix used to be one of the best students with han, but lately, his grades are going bad . Like really bad. Felix just sighed and looked down . han sat at the edge of the bed. "Want me to help you, Felix?" Felix lid up as he heard han offering to help him . He nodded and let han come closer to help him with the work.

After two whole hours, han let himself fall on the bed. "Finished with that," he groaned and moved his head to the side. " That was complicated, ugh." Felix laughs at him and said . " yeah sorry but thanks for helping me now. Seriously, without you, i wouldn't have finished it ,like ever." Han then sat up and went to his backpack getting the videogame out. " Want to stay up all night and finish this ? " . " Of course how could i refuse to this game? " Said Felix as he snatched the game out of Hans' hands to look at it . they both then went near the tv and out the game into the cd holder to play . han went to his bag and got out a chips bag. as Felix was arranging the game, he looked at han and raised an eye brow. Han just gave him a side eye and ate a piece.

they've been playing together for hours and had so much fun together. it was past midnight when han was nearly asleep . "han?" said Felix in a whisper . Han lighted up fast as he heard how serious his voice was. "Yes, lixie?" . " You know why I asked for you for the sleepover? Not that I didn't like to have one with you, it just had another reason, and I'm slightly nervous to talk about it, but I trust you and will tell it to you . Don't be shocked, kay. " Han was a little taken back by Felix's words. He was so serious talking about this . The last time Felix was serious about something was when his cat died, and that was even a huge deal for him. Han slowly came closer to Felix and held his hand, looking him at his eyes. " lixie, just so you know anything that you will tell me, I will accept it from all my heart, okay? Don't be scared about anything. I will be here by your side all the time, I promise. " Felix took a deep breath in and out, then squeezed Hans hand. He looked at him .

"Han .. I have an eating disorder "

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