how could you help me ..

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"Han, come downstairs the car is ready."
Han's mother called from downstairs.

The day has come for him to leave.

To be honest, he isn't going to miss school, but oh, he will miss his family and friends, but what could he do? Run away?

Han wouldn't do that...

would he?

Nahh....

"Coming!" yelled Han back as he got his backpack, headphones, and phone, heading downstairs. He's going to miss walking down those stairs.

As he went downstairs, he saw his mom on the verge of crying. Seeing his mother like him, his heart hurts so damn much, as if it were taken away from him.

Maybe that was how Felix felt, as his mother knew about everything. It hurt.

His mom, Yonwoo, and Han walked to the car. Yonwoo was holding two suitcases as he put them in the back of the car. He gave Han a big hug, kissing his forehead. Han hugged him back, ignoring the flinching and twitching, not wanting to let go. Han really wants to recover and see his brother again.

"I'll miss you, little brother. Call me okay?" Said Yonwoo, looking at Han, and Han only nodded, holding the tears.

Han and his mother got in the car as they waved Yonwoo goodbye. Han hid his tears, trying not to break down.

The car ride was quiet, with Han nearly falling asleep three times and talking once or twice with his mom.

"Han, wake up; we're here." Han's mom shook him softly as she opened the car for him, then went back to get the suit cases.

Han woke up, rubbing his eyes as he looked into the window. The clinic. He's going to see this like daily now. Wow.

Han got out as well, and he took one suitcase, rooling it to the clinic. He had his head down, not trying to make eye contact with anyone. That scares him more than anything lately.

As they were at the reception, that's when he heard it. The sweet angelic voice calling for his name... a bit in concern.

"Han...."

Han looks up, meeting his eyes with the one and only. His best friend

"Felix..." Han let the bag fall down, rushing to his friend. He couldn't hide the tears anymore. Han hasn't told him that he's going to go to a clinic. He didn't want to worry him more than he was dealing with everything.

Felix hugged him as he tried to pat his head, but with every touch, he started to flinch. He didn't want to let go, but it felt kind of ...wrong?

He didn't know what that feeling was. When he tried to hug someone, his whole body went stiff, and he twitched badly, even after they let go.

Felix pulled away shortly, looking shocked at him. "Han, you never told me..you...your eating disorderd...my baby, oh god," Felix held his mouth.

Han stared at him, feeling so sorry. He wanted to, but couldn't. He just couldn't manage to tell Felix that bad news. "I'm sorry...li-lixie, I'm sorry."

Han wiped his tears away when he heard his mom call him. Han looked at her, then at Felix. He waved Felix bye and pointed at his phone, signalling him to talk later.

Then Han went with his mom and two other people, walking into a room. It was a small room with one big table and four chairs. Han sits down beside his mom, waiting for what's going to happen.

"Hello, it's nice to see you, Han. Im Sung-ho, the director of this clinic, and this beside me is Christiana, the one you talked with last week."

Han nods, and his mother introduces herself too.

Then Christiana started to talk. "So, as you know, you're going to stay here in this clinic. It's going to take around two to four months for you to recover."

Four month? That's a really long time.

"We have some papers here that we would like you to read and sign. Those are just the papers for your stay, safety and that you accept our rules and policies."

Han skimmed through them and signed it silently.

"That's good. We would like to have some kind of checkup that was mentioned in the papers.
But I'll list them, of course.
So first of all, we would like to have a blood stamp. We need to do a weight checkup today, but the normal checkup is every Wednesday morning before breakfast. The nurse will then measure your body. It's going to be your arms, stomach, thighs, and chest if needed."

She continued as if this all wasn't too much. "Then you're going to have one session with your therapist her name is Yeojin. You both are going to talk about why you need to be here and all of that. After the therapy session, you're going to talk with an eating expert, and you'll talk with her about your lowest weight and food experience. You both will make a food plan so that you'll be able to, hopefully, eat it. I know that all sounds like a lot for someone who is struggling, but it's going to be okay," she tried to assure him by smiling.

This was all too much for Hans little brain to get together, he just nodded as Christina continued to talk. She would go on and on about so many different things, then stand up. That means they probably finished talking. Han stood up too, still standing beside his mom. Maybe he was scared about what's going to happen or anxious too. There is always a weird feeling in his stomach.

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Hello!! I just want to say sorry for any writing mistakes and that I didn't mark the sentence that started and ended with ("") my phone isn't working at the moment and the only way for me to write will be on my I pad but its not letting me mark.....?(Pls help haha)
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