how could you help me ..

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*ring,ring,ring*

*ring,ring,ring*

*ring,ring,ring*

han slowly opened his eyes to this annoying sound over his head. He stood up with the help of the chair nearby and looked around .how chaotic everything looked. People above the other. Some of the ground and one sleeping on the chairs but all sleeping.

*ring,ring,ring*

*ring,ring,ring*

Han stood straight up, trying to  find that ringing sound. it was in chan's bedroom, his alarm clock. He probably forgot to turn it off. Han went and turned it off. He put it back on the shelf and looked to the left .

 a mirror.

Han looked at it and was shocked. There was so much food rests
on his face and clothes, as if he bathed in food. On his cheeks, chin, even his neck and hair. He froze and slowly got out his hand and put it on his stomach. It was bloated. He looked like a nine month old pregnant woman, and he felt...he felt... full?? for the first time in weeks, he felt full again. It was that feeling that disgusted him.

He rushed to the bathroom and cleaned himself as fast as possible, trying to rub the food stains on his clothes. He really didn't like this at all. How much did he even eat last night being drunk?

As he finished, you could hear people groaning and waking up. Han went there and saw changbin stretching himself, jeongin and bangchan whispering to each other, still laying on the ground giggling. Seungmin was the only one still sleeping on the chair. It looked quite uncomfortable, so han kneed down and whispered "seungmin come wake up " slowly he held him with one arm pulling up

"ughh my fucking head..." han chuckled. As he heard him swear a bit ,and made seungmin stand up "language seungmin"
"language my ass..." slowly woke up and looked around "this place looks horrible" then changbin screamed separately . As if he had won in the lotto "OH MY GOD OH MY GOD " he was jumping up and down .

They all looked a bit curious to what made him react that way

"Changbin god don't scream" said jeongin as he stood up helping Bangchan too. "you won't believe who texted me oh god. Felix , Felix texted me"

While Changbin was screaming and jumping from Felix sending him this message.

'Hey, I hope you're doing okay :)'
'we haven't talked much..'
'But we should bin >ᴗ<'

They all started to clean up the place a bit, except changbin, who was texting felix, and in the meantime, all slowly began to remember a bit about yesterday. Han didn't remember much, but the others did, not because of the drinking that made him not remember. He was thinking about something else, something he didn't even want to remember.

Food

Ahh, horrible if you say.

But something that he noticed is seungmin avoiding him from time to time. It was weird because, even if seungmin didn't talk much with others, he was literally avoiding talking with him in any way.

It was a bit too much for Han when he only wanted him to hand over the bag, but guess what he did. He just walked away and started to talk with bangchan. He was mad, of course. There was something that happened yesterday, which Han doesn't remember. But Han can't remember it when he is only thinking about how much he gained today from yesterday.

Looking down at his stomach ,which was a bit bloated, he gulped and touched it out of habit. Han could feel the stomach ,the big pocket he had. It let him shiver to his spine.

As he looked up, he saw seungmin starring. What... did he see him touching his stomach like that? Han shrugged it off and tried to push his thoughts and remember about yesterday while cleaning up.

Han looked at the table and started to stack paper plates.
What happened yesterday? He could only remember the part where they played games together. It starts to be blurry, where they ask each other questions. He thought and thought and thought about it. It made his head feel dizzy. He held himself on the table while looking up.

"Bangchan. Hey me, Han and changbin will leave if it's okay." Said seungmin, who got his phone and his jacket ,putting it around his hand. He looked to Han and changbin and then to the direction of the door, monitoring them he's really to leave. Han slowly nodded, picked his phone,said bye to Bangchan and jeongin, then went to put on his shoes. As he was out, he had already saw seungmin sitting inside the car.

Han sits beside him, looking mad into his direction. Seungmin only looked at his phone, ignoring him completely, which was the last straw for Han. He took seungmins' phone out of his hand to make seungmin look at his face.

"Seungmin what the fuck, why aren't you talking to me ?" Hans voice was a bit loud but sad too. He said this while slowly looking down. "What's wrong why are you like this?" Seungmin looks at him not saying anything at first, but Talking after some time. "I'm sorry...it's nothing...just.. I'm embarrassed about what happened yesterday"."yesterday, ? When we were drunk what happened?"

Seungmin shrugged it off at first, looking quite embarrassed. Han remained silent as he handed seungmin his phone, sitting straight again. Han was mad yeah for Seungmin ,not telling. As seungmin opens his mouth changbin opens the door. "Why is the mood so depressing here?"

Both of them remained silent until Han said "to my place Changbin, please"

While driving no one said anything. Han was listening to music, Seungmin was in is phone while changbin was humming happily. They came to Hans home and as he got out the car seungmin followed him. Han looked confused as he took his headphones down. Seungmin said something that he didn't understand.

"What?" . "I said I'm staying at your place" said seungmin which shocked Han for a second. "I already told Marie (his Mom) and she said yes so you can't say no now." And with that he simply went inside Han's front door ,stopping to put down his shoes. Han stood there completely like an idiot trying to process what happened. After a while he just took off his shoes, pulled seungmins Hans without a warning upstairs. No one changed a word to the other.

Han opened his bedroom door, pushing seungmin inside and looking at him angry. "Seungmin- I ,I'm speechless what is wrong please." Seungmin looksmdown sighed and sits down in the well cleaned bed. He opened his mouth, trying to say something,but nothing came out. Han maybe though he was too harsh on him so he sits beside him in silence.

"Han ,..uhh you know when we said yesterday,who we had a crush on?..I know it's..easy to say for you and the others but I don't like to admit such things" seungmin was talking while Han was listening quietly. He didn't wanted to interrupt so he simply stayed quiet the whole time "and uh I admitted to hav- had a crush on you... you know" Han was silent then giggles which made seungmin turn a bit red in the face "hey don't laugh it's embarrassed please" seungmin was whining, jokingly, and Han was laughing, jokingly.

"Seungmin it's okay really, oh god I thought something else important or bad happened yesterday form you to ignore me so much god" Han held his head still giggling from the one to the other. That's when. He got a call. A call from Felix.

   

Incoming video call from...
lixie♡♡

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