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some backup information :

The story now starts at han's past .So don't be confused .

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"Ughh," Han was woken up by his alarm clock. It was Monday, so he had school. He slowly stood up and went to the bathroom, washing his face and brushing his teeth. Han actually never had a problem with eating or hating on his body. He wasn't skinny or overweight, but you could see him being more on the bigger side. After that, Han went to quickly change into his school uniform. "Han, come fast and eat breakfast!" shouted someone from downstairs. It was his brother. His name is Yonwon.

Han changed, fixed his hair, and went downstairs, seeing his mother and Yonwon already sitting at the dining table, eating and chatting happily. "Aw, you didn't wait for me??" Han pounding his cheeks, to which his mother replied, "You always take too long to change. Now sit and eat. I don't want you to go to school with an empty stomach." Han sat down and ate his breakfast. It was a typical breakfast, two toasts with nutella on them, and a cup of milk. You can't miss out on the protein. After finishing eating, Han stood up, kissed his mother goodbye on the forehead, and gave his brother a slap on the head. It wasn't that hard, but his brother got a little mad while he went outside the door, smirking from one ear to the other.

Standing outside Han's house was Felix,his best friend. They live close to each other and like to walk to school and back so that they can talk about the new tea that is going around school. "How are you, Han?" Felix smiled as he walked alongside Han to school. Han: "Im tired. I didn't sleep a lot yesterday. was thinking too much about the new video game that is coming out."
Felix: "Legend of Zelda?"
Han: " yess i will die if I don't get it." Suddenly, Felix got something out of his bag and gave it to Han. "Oh, snickers? Thank you, Felix," said Han, happily taking the chocolate bar and opening it, snapping it in half and eating one piece. " Want the other piece?"
Felix: "No, not hungry, you eat." "Your loss then, haha." han chuckled and ate the chocolate bar in one bite. Felix sight as they went to the school building and then straight to their classes.

*in the bathroom*

"Today is photo day ,you happy?" asked Felix as he was standing in front of the bathroom mirror, fixing his hair . Felix really cared about his looks these days and would scold han if he wore something that wasn't 'stylish' in Felix's eyes."Nah, i don't care about photo day." Han was on his phone scrolling on TikTok . Felix side eyes him ,sight and kneed down to his bag getting his lunchbox . he opened it . it seemed like two sandwiches , one peeled off banana cut off in shapes of hearts , one onigiri, and an apple. on top of his lunch was a note . Felix opened the note and written down was *450 cals don't worry. eat it okay :)* he then closed the note and put it aside in his jacket . he had his lunch in his hand , stood up, and walked to the trash can ready to throw it away. "Hey, hey, why throwing good food, lixie??" Han was confused . like who would throw really good food away. "Oh, you want it ? i don't like it. " Han chuckled and came closer to Felix as he handed him his lunch box ."Felix?" "Yes?" "question" "that is ?" "hm lately you aren't finishing your food or not eating it at all." Felix was silent "Felix you think i haven't noticed that ? you're even getting thinner, Felix. You are already thin. "

It's the first time han talked about it .Felix didn't answer he probably was too stunned to speak or was hiding something . but why would felix have a secret ,weren't he and han best friends? Best friends who would trust the other with anything, even secrets?

Felix looked down at the ground for some time not answering he then rubbed his eyes with his hands and gave a big sight "Next week ,after school, at my house " he said without giving more information's but han already knew what he meant . Han was thinking for a moment "next week...next week... yes, next week after school, it is then . if you like, i can bring the new game with me, lixie. " han smiled, and Felix just nodded . They both then went out of the bathroom.

it was after school, and han was in his room doing his homework . he finished it , stood up, and laid down on the bed. han always loved to lay down or sleep . It was like a hobby of his, and the thing he adored to do was to cuddle with Felix. He always used to come over to his place to only lay down and spoon him , sometimes being the big spoon or small spoon . Han looked at the wall and started to think .he then remembered Felix when he asked for the sleepover. He wondered to himself, why would Felix even have a sleepover , not that he didn't like the idea , he loved to sleep at Felix's place but it was just to strange coming out from nowhere .

he shrugged it off as his mother called him to eat dinner . Han stood up and went downstairs ,smelling the food, and he already knew what food his mother made, his favourite Lasagne. He had a big smile on his face as he went to his mom and hugged her from behind. " Han hey haha don't hug me now, or the food will fall on the ground." His mom was chuckling happily. Han then loosened his grip on his mother and helped her carry the tray of food. " Hmm, it smells delicious," said han happily, putting the Lasagne down the table ." You find anything delicious, Felix, no wonder," said his brother, coming inside the kitchen and going to their mother, giving her a kiss on the cheek. " Thank you, ma, for the food. Thank you for even working hard for us every day, " said yonwoon and said down on the dining table . Han was already eating his table and enjoying every bite of it. "Wait for us, or you will eat everything on the table," said yonwoo and laughed at his own joke . His mother glared at him and coughed forcefully. " yonwoo.." his mother was getting angry, but then han calmed her down . "It's alright, ma, I don't mind."

Like han said he didn't mind but those comments about eating are getting more and more . Why do they need to comment on others and not concentrate on themselves. It was getting on his nerves, but he always shrugged it of sine he wasn't that type of person to think about everything and anything. He wasn't an overthinker .

Or so he thought he wouldn't be one

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