how could you help me ..

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lixie♡♡

Accept decline

Han looked at the display of his ringing phone and then back seungmin, who made himself comfortable on the bed.

"Seungmin Felix is calling," said han, who sits down beside seungmin, also making himself comfortable. "Do you want me to accept it?"

"Felix? Accept it. I want to see how he is doing." Han looked happy as he got his phone and clicked on accept, and there he was, his friends face smiling from the one ear to the other.

Felix winks, "Han heyy, I missed youuuu." Han chuckles, "l missed you too. You just left me to eat after lunch snack last time? That's unacceptable." Han glanced at seungmin, who was listening silently.

"Ah Felix, guess who is here with me," says Han, who was smirking.
"Ohoh uhm bin?"

"Noo not changbin"

"Uhh, bangchan! Wasn't it his birthday?"

"Noo not bangchan either. Seungmin is here beside me, " said Han, and with that felix, he nearly jumped out of the bed . He stood up and sat on another bed, and suddenly, there was a loud groan

"Oh God, felix, why on my leg, you pabo."

Han knew exactly who that voice belonged to . And that's when felix sits straight beside him, a tired looking hyunjin ,but still all good-looking.

"Hyunjin, remember the guy me and han talked about? The one picky and high standard one?". It didn't take a lot of time for hyunjin to say something. "seungmin?"

And as seungmin heard someone new calling his name, he talked, "My Name?"

Han tilts his phone a bit, so seungmin's face is visible. Seungmin, who was confused, looking at han, then felix and his friend. No one broke the silence at first until felix said to hyunjin. "He can be cocky but still handsome and all of that."

"Felix. Do you care to explain the shit going on here." . "ohoh, he is a bit mad. Sorry, not sorry," said Felix as han giggles

Han leaned his phone on a pillow nearby. "Okay, sorry, but listen. We all know about your crazy picky boyfriend list and what he needs to have and be, right?" Seungmin looks dumbfounded as he then rubbed his eyes. "Oh my god, you did not,"

Han continues, "and we found someone that even has plus points, okay? He has everything and even looks handsome enough to be my boyfriend okay" seungmin looked at han like he was about to squish his eyes out when suddenly both boys ,Felix and hyunjin turned there head to the door. They listened, and felix got out of bed, letting hyunjin all alone.

Hyunjin turned around to the phone, as Felix left the room, and said, "Felix forgot to eat after lunch snack...like again...he is a crazy one like bffr." As hyunjin was talking, han took this chance to let seungmin and hyunjin talk alone. He interrupted hyunjin by whatever he was saying "hyunjin hi hey, I need to use the bathroom..ah," turns to seungmin and stood up "have fun loverbirds" And with that, he went to the door and left the room, closing the door behind him.

There were two reasons han left. The first one is the plan to get seungmin and hyunjin talk and maybe get together, but that's optional.

And reason two is weighting himself. He was only thinking about how much he must have gained from last night. Like all the time. On the car ride, while talking with felix, and now on the way to the bathroom . He was scared ,scared of all the hard work he had been doing all those weeks to just fly away by just one night.

He went into the bathroom , locked the door, and got his small weight loss book. The last time he weighed himself was when he was at 66.5 kilos . While putting the book aside and stepping on the scale, his heart was pounding like crazy. He closed his eyes, and when the scale gave a quiet peep, he opened his eyes

Oh

My

God

63.9 kilos

He gained 900 grams yesterday. The word 'shocked' was painted all over his face. Nearly one kilo. Han was speechless, not knowing how to react or say anything . It was too much for him. He went down the scale and went out of the bathroom in silence. He felt like shit. a really big fat shit . Han held his mouth as he closed the bathroom door behind him, the ground shaking under his feet, and everything was moving on its own.

It was hell.

Meanwhile, with seungmin and hyunjin, the atmosphere was pretty awkward since practically the one didn't know the other, and they both were left alone.

"Uh, so I'm really sorry about those two. They can be really dumb sometimes, " sighed seungmin while trying to look into the phone,which was really awkward.

"Hey, don't mention it .It was actually really amusing since you know, the clinic life is pretty boring. Except for the parties, the janitor does one a week." hyunjin chuckles while smiling, which could light up thousand sun's.

Seungmin fixed his hair a bit and laughs too "I know clinic like isn't the funniest but hey it's for your best so you can recover and uh let's say don't be scared of food anymore."

"To be honest, I'm not scared of food. I actually love food more than anything. It's something that I need and all of that." While hyunjin said this, seungmin was a bit dumbfounded. Didn't hyunjin have an eating disorder? Shouldn't he hate food like felix does?

Hyunjin saw how confused seungmin was and laughed a bit. "Im sorry, you must be really confused now." Laughs "Uh do you know what bulimia is?"

It ticked in seungmins' head, and he nodded fast, letting him continue talking. "And uhm yeah, I have it. It doesn't make me automatically hate food. I just hate gaining weight and feeling my stomach getting fuller and fuller."

Seungmin nooded again "oh..hyunjin I wish you the best luck with it. You can do it, okay??"

" I hope I will,"

And with that, han and Felix came into the room at the same time. "And how was the time with seungmin, hyunjin?? Let's hope he wasn't mean or that." Snickers Felix as he plops himself beside hyunjin. Meanwhile, han looked at seungmin,didn't say anything, and sat beside him, looking at both boys on the phone screen.

They all talked for a while and had much fun , except for poor han who was only thinking about the weight and only that. It's killing him. He didn't want this. He obey wanted to lose weight and not have to worry about it too much. Is it too much to ask for that?