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It's only been two weeks, and han already lost so much weight that it made him so happy. He put on his school uniform that included his pants, which are getting to be less tight on him than before , his button-up shirt, and the blue blazer jacket . He still had a lot of progress to do, but it's going well and easier than he thought.

Han went down happily as he approached his mom, who was eating. He sat beside her and put on only one bread roll piece with cream cheese. "Morning ma" "morning love. " she chuckled." You seem to happy today. What's wrong?" han laughed a bit and only said," Felix wrote he and he said he is eating well in the clinic and would love to see us. "

 Han lied a bit. Even though Felix did write to him about the clinic, only that he hated the food and eating, that  he was scared, and that he would try his best.

Jis mother melted from that sweetness. " Aww, that baby tell him from me that i miss him a lot, okay??" han finished his bread roll and stood up, giving his mom a goodbye kiss on the cheek." i will, ma . see you later. " " Yeah, see you. " He went to the front door , put on his shoes, and went out.

Nowadays, han walks to pick up his other close friends. Not only to have some people to talk to in the morning. He read that walking maximum 10k steps makes you lose weight faster, so he wakes up early to walk a lot and comes a bit late at home to walk more, too. He picks up seungmin and changbin

First, he picks up one of his closest friends, Seungmin. Seungmin, who looked like a Shy boy who could be easily mistaken for a nerd. He still survives school but with decent grades, was taller than him, which han hated since he used to take jokes about him being short, even though it's only less than 10 cm. He does the craziest things someone would ever do and would be seen as the innocent guy at the end.

Han came at his house and knocked on the door .seungmin opened the door. "Good morning, seungmin," said han . Seungmin was putting on his shoes and answered "no morning is a good morning if its school stfu han " han slapped him on the back and started to walk to changbin's house which wasn't that far away. seungmin followed him . " Did Felix tell you any good news so far?" he asked in which han replied with "its only been 2 weeks. those 2 weeks would have been the most torturing weeks for him. sadly, i don't know that seungmin. " They kept walking as they reached a big house. changbins house

changbin is one of the popular rich boys in the school. He wasn't tall he was rather short but bulks and looks really big and muscular. Han and seungmin don't even know how they got so close with him ... or they do know. Suprise Suprise Felix likes changbin and changbin likes felix.

 It's been nearly 3 years that Felix was simping for changbin. Even when he wasn't that big or muscular .He loved him when he was all skinny, and that shows how loyal felix actually is. Changbin likes Felix since one year ago when his class went out to the water park .Changbin nearly drowned, and as Felix , his future husband and best stalker. He saw it right away and saved him. The first thing changbin saw as he opened his eyes was Felix looking super worried.. He always says that in this moment, he fell high over heels in him.

They rang on his door . it was one of those expensive camera doors that could film you and do some kind of voice talking too. "changbin's friends, right?" it was the voice of his big sister who you could hear from the speaker . "Yes, tell him to be fast or we will be late again because of him being laz- " seungmin was interrupted as someone opened the door gates and stepped out

" i am not lazy, i was just so heartbroken that my baby, aka future husband isn't here anymore." changbin came out, and they all walked to school .seungmin laughed at changbins comment, " Oh, calling him now baby, but couldn't even ask for a penci last time or even look him in the eyes, big one."

Han laughed at what seungmin said. It was true, even though changbin looked mean and that. But if Felix was right here, he couldn't say one sentence right without stuttering a hundred times or turning bright pink.

" Shh, we don't talk about that .. just shh. " they all came to the school and went to their classes. luckily, han wasn't alone in most of his classes except in physics, where he saw right at the front,the bullies from the class. Usually, felix would be here to tell them one or two words if then side eye them or whatsoever, but han was now alone. He hesitated for a minute but then came inside and put his bag down. Mid class, he was actually surprised that not one of them said any bad comments about his appearance or made any jokes about him or anyone else. At the end of class, he packed his things and left, but outside  class, he remembered that he had forgotten a notebook. He wanted to open the door when he heard those two boys talking . Talking about him.

" No, the dumb thing aren't his clothes that look like they are about to explode . It's those fat arms and thighs. " "And not only is he fat, he is gay. a fag" . "disgusting" . " if he want to be skinny  then he should probably loose 30 kilos to look decent for men to like him" . "what are you saying?  they wont . even if he looses weight he will still be a disgusting fucker "

Han stood her listening to them talking badly about him. he was speechless . He wasn't even able to move or even breath as if everything stopped for seconds , minutes , hours... as if he was glued on the ground. he snapped out of it with much force and rushed to the bathroom locking himself in one of the cabinets . Tears rolled down his cheeks.. no his chubby cheeks and he slapped himself. he slapped himself for being fat and for being chubby and for being just that .

Why do people sometimes tend to be so mean..?

Han skipped the next lesson trying to calm himself down in the bathroom cabinet . He really wanted to show them that he is loosing weight but he needed faster results to present the new himself, skinny and pretty .He is going to show them how much weight he can lose and make those assholes speechless .

After the 45minute class it rang for lunch. Han opened the bathroom doors and went to go to lunch there he saw his friends changbin and seungmin. even bangchan and jeongin were there too . Jeongin was literally half sitting on bangchans lap while the big one was feeding him like a small baby. sometimes they literally forget that they are in school.

"Han you dumbo where were you the lesson before ? you left me all alone. What a fake friend you are " Changbin made a heart with his hands and broke it the second after. Han sat down beside seungmin and got out his lunch."Skipped .Wasn't't feeling like doing latin. " They all were speechless , Han the one nerdy boy ,who never used to skip school even if he had the flu, he would always be there no matter what the time or the reason . Seungmin looked confused and got out his hand slightly slapping, but putting it on the others forehead . " I think he has a fever " han chuckled and took the other person's hand from his forehead away " can't i skip lessons for once? like i mean i do have all the school hours completed this year so i can take a break alright ?" 

They all then shrugged it off and went doing their own things again. han opened his lunch which his mom always packs him. It smelled delicious he really was ready to vacuum the food away when he remembered something someone said . Some people to be specific . He really wasn't in the mood for eating now . Really wasn't.

He was rather disgusted.