Weight loss book
Weight in: 56.3 kg
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It was the day when han and his friends were going to visit felix. Finally, after such a long time, han was going to see felix, even if it was only for a couple of hours.
He
Was
Going
To
See
Felix.
Ring ring
Ring Ring
Ring-
Han turned off his alarm clock and slowly sat up. It was 8 am. He couldn't believe it. Thinking about seeing felix made him cry literally.
He slowly got the energy and stood up to make himself ready.
Han put on some nice clothes, clothes that were too loose on him. He fixed his hair and got the small bag with the present for felix and went downstairs to see his mother in the kitchen.
"Han eat breakfast before going please," said his mother as she drank a sip of her coffee, slowly checking han up. She noticed the weight han had lost and was getting more concerned with every day.
"Mom were going to eat at felix's mom place before leaving," han lied. Lying about food wasn't something new to him. Anything to lose weight at this moment was necessary.
She tried to look into hans eyes, but he kept breaking eye contact while purring on his jacket. She slowly stood up and hugged him
That came out of nowhere. Han flinched a bit since she was squeezing his wounded arm really tight, and it was becoming too hurt.
But han managed to hug her back with some of the energy he had.
His mother let go and went to the kitchen for a while and got out a box. "know you said you didn't want to, but it's for the car ride. Three hours of driving can be tiring, so please, " she shoved the box into Hans hand before he could say anything.
Han looked down at the food. He couldn't say no this time and just smiled at her as he put the box into his bag.
"I'll see you at 9 or 10 pm today mom don't worry," he said, putting on his shoes and opening the front door.
"See you baby," she waved as han walked off, and han did the same, waving.
As han walked to pick up seungmin, he got a notification from Mark
Mark
Han heyy
You said you won't be home today?
So you can't do the workouts, right?Han
Yeah sorryy
I'll do them tomorrow or when I come back homeMark
If I can ask, where are you going?Han
I'm going to visit a friend who is in a hospitalMark
Oh, poor him. What does he have?Han
It's an eating disorder clinicMark
He has an eating disorder??
Oh myHan
Yeah anorexia and bulimiaMark
What a shame they made him fat now, right?Han stopped waking and looked at the next. What the hell? What is he thinking about felix gaining weight when the good thing is that he is recovering.
Han
Haha, maybe, but it's part of the recovery.Mark
As if I would die not to go into recovery
Like, who would want to be fat and not skinny? Like hell no.Han bit his lip reading Mark's messages. This was fucked up like literally....but Mark was saying things that han could relate to.
Han himself knew that he wouldn't want to recover too, but the thought of losing so much weight just for someone to take care of you is something that made him a bit warm inside.
He doesn't want to get better, that's for sure, but he can't stay bad like this, right?
Right
Han arrived at seungmins' place, and surprisingly, there were seungmin and changbin standing outside.
"Changbin, why are you here?" Said han looking a bit confused, but his question was a bit dumb to be honest.
Changbin was here to see felix. But why wasn't he at his own place?
Changbin frowns "to see my hunny ba-"
Changbin was interrupted by someone pushing him to the side."Stop, do not continue your lovely dovely talk it's embarrassing," said seungmin as he started to walk away, both of the boys behind him.
"Seungmin, you idiot," changbin frowns as he puts on his headphones. He was mad, but it was a cute mad. Not a mad, mad
Han chuckles and walks beside seungmin on the left chanbgin beside him on the right. "I know chabgbin your here to see felix, but I wanted to pick you up."
"He wanted to come early so that we won't be late at Aunty's place." Said seungim to han while chewing on some gum.
(Going to call felixs mother auntie)
"Ah.. okay." it was a shame for han. Now, he walked fewer steps than usual.
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Changbin knocked on the door eagerly for it to open
"Oh boys, come in, come in," said felixs mother as she opened the door for them.
"Thank you, Auntie, so much for taking us." changbin bows down. He couldn't hide his excitement.
"Yeah, auntie, thank you a lot," said han and seungmin while they waited
"Oh, it's all okay. Felix really wanted to see you, and I couldn't say no to him. And all of you fast to the bathroom, we'll be going in fifteen minutes. "
Everyone nooded, and they went to the bathroom, one after the other.
It was changbins turn and seungmin was waiting outside with han.
"Han,"
"Mh?" Said han as he looked at seungmin. Han tried to read his mind, but he couldn't with all the other thoughts he already had on his mind.
Seungmin pulled han into the kitchen and looked at him serious "your hoodie arm..there are some blood stains."
Han froze, not getting one word out. He looked fast at his sleeve and ready it had some blood stains.
His mom hugged Jim too tight, and the scars broke open."Oh shit. Oh shit shit shit, " said han as he looked really panicking. He couldn't say anything, even though he tried. How could he get out of this now.
But with the split of a second seungmin, he got a half glass of water and poured it all over han.
"SEUNGMIN??" said han, screaming a bit. He looked at seungmin, really confused and mad.
Felixs mother heard the screaming and went to look. "Oh, what happened?" She said, looking at han
"Oh auntie, I spilled some water on hans hoodie... I'm sorry, can we go upstairs and get one from felixs old clothes? He must still have some there. "
That is what seungmin's intention is all along. He didn't want others to know and spilled the water to change the hoodie.
Oh, and how thankful han was for that."Oh yeah, just go upstairs and choose one. I think he still has some there."
Han thanked her, and him and seungmin went upstairs.
Seungmin closed the door behind them and pulled han to him
"Explain now,
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Fanfici don't understand then let me make it understandable. how can you like it. i don't like it. i adore it, han. and i don't . then I will make you love it how will i ever love my body? tw -self harm -eating disorder .contains calorie counting ,weight...