You're My Secret

Someone Knows

It's been a week since we first started to text each other. We texted every night, talking about anything. He's been asking me about myself and tell a little about himself, as I'm not very interested in asking him question. However, I told him to not to tell anybody about what's going on between us, it's not that we had anything going on, I just don't want anybody to know and misunderstand.

At school we keep ignoring each other and treat each other like strangers. Well, most of the time, I avoid to encounter with him. Apart from wanting it to be kept as a secret, I avoid him because I'll feel awkward and blush every time I see his face. My heart will beats faster whenever he walks pass me. And when he smiles. Seriously, I don't know what's going on with me. Has I fallen to the depth of sickness?

Even in Student Council, I feel uncomfortable when he's around. I'll try my best not to work with him. There was once when I was alone in the Student Council room, looking for files. The files were on the highest shelf and I couldn't reach it. Suddenly he appeared from behind and took the files for me. He was so close to me that I could feel his body heat with the back of my body. I thought my heart would burst at that moment. I couldn't even look at him straight to his face and thanks him properly. Then, I excused myself to the washroom because I don't want him to see my red face. The sad part is, that night he called me shorty.

Sometimes, he walks pass my class with his friends. Of course the girls go crazy but I never look to his direction. I'll do my favorite thing all the time, reading. As for Furihara, she's the happiest girl alive whenever that happens, and everyone in class can see it. Everybody thinks that they are dating. Me? I don't care at all. It's none of my business. They can do what ever they want as long as they did not interrupt with my life.

Enough with that. So, they're right when they say that shower is the best place to do some thinking. I need to hurry up now. I'm going to Iori's place today to discuss about the debate. It's the first time I go the a friends house, if I exclude Erika from the list. I don't want to be late. First impression is important.

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It's late afternoon and all of us was mentally tired with the debate thing. Everyone was lying on Iori's bed except for Akemi. She's been watching an anime on Iori's laptop. We couldn't think anymore. It's like all of our brains has been wring till dry. Then Furihara broke the silent.

"Girls why don't we stop and do something more fun."

"Yeah, lets continue tomorrow. Then, what should we do?" Iori rose from the bed.

"Let's go watch the basketball game!" She shouted in excitement.

"I don't want to go there. It's too noisy." Sigh. That place is a living hell.

"Please, I don't want to go there alone. I'll treat you chocolate sometime." She's looking at me with her puppy eyes. Just how did she know about the chocolate trick? It must be Hase. Never mind. As long as there's chocolate, I'm willing to do anything.

So, in the end, we all agree to go. I didn't pay much attention on the game as my head was dizzy with all the screaming from those stupid fangirls. However, I my eyes keep staring at Satoshi-senpai. I can tell that he's the ace of the team. He's playing with smile on his face even though sweats flow down his cheek. He looks like having fun doing things he love.

It's the second quarter breaks and I'm feeling thirsty. 

"I want to go to the vending machine. You guys want anything?"

"I want green tea." Furihara said.

"Get me a mango drink." Said Akemi with her mouth full of unhealthy, monosodiumglutamate-seasoned junk food.