You're My Secret

Author's Note

That's a wrap, everybody. Thanks for reading this entire story. Arigatou gozaimasu!!

As you know, this story was first entitled 'My Little Big Secret' before I change it into 'You're My Secret'. Now that it's finished, I'm going to tell you the real secret of me.

This story is real. It was based on my life. This story was actually happened to me. The characters are real, but with different names. Oh, except for Izuki. He's the only fictional character in this book.

Satoshi is real. And that Miyuki was me. The plot is very much what happened to my life, but with a little twist. But to be honest, I NEVER had any physical contact with him, kay.

Until this very second, I never knew his true feeling towards me nor my true feeling towards him but the feeling that I put into Miyuki's character was hundred percent mine. I decided to write this story because I keep having dreams about him lately and I thought it would be a great story to be told.

Three years have passed since those days and I haven't met him since then. And I've been trying to forget him since I left school. I almost did it. Only just last week we actually met and had a normal conversation with each other for the first time in the past three years. It was just a brief greets though. If you read my story 'Green' then you'll now the detail. I wrote about it in one of the chapters.

Until today, I still have the Chinese and the gold keychains, the ship and a drawing from him that wasn't in the story. I don't know whether he still has my blue star or not. I don't care anymore. Now that we both gonna enter college, I hope we'll get over each other and lead a happy life own our own. Or maybe he had already gotten over me. That would be better.

And about Furihara, she's still my friend and still don't know about me being the mysterious girl. The same goes for everyone else in the story. I must admit, I am very good at keeping secrets keeper and also good actor. I don't see me writing this story as revealing my secret, because none of you know who I really am. And those people in this story didn't know anything about wattpad. So it's okay. Only Erika and Iori know about me and him. I still feel bad for Furihara for, you know..

And Erika, she is my soulmate. I was very devastated when she moved out that I changed my personality. I am an introvert and doesn't speak much to others unless if it's about school. She on the other hand, is a loud person who get along well with everybody. However when she became friends with the others I didn't feel alone at all, because I know she'll always be there for me. Most of the time she's the one who's talking to me as I didn't talked much, at school or by text but I enjoyed the silence between us. It's not that awkward silence that you feel with a stranger. It's comfortable and feeling just right. When she moved out, I have to live on my own and make new friends. I started to talk with others and joined into their circle of friends. Do you know the pain that I had to bear by listening to their gossips and stuffs? Argh! It's a torture! That's why I hate girls.

For Iori, I haven't talked much with her since we left school. I bet she already forgotten about this thing. Hope so.

And about Ken-sensei.. Hm. I don't want to talk about him.

Here's another trivia. Satoshi didn't play basketball. He played some other sports. I made it up because I fall in love with Kuroko no Basket. Oh my God. Who wouldn't? They make basketball looks so beautiful.

I didn't remember which side of his arm was the scar on so I put it on his right arm. Up till today, I have no idea of what really happened to him that made him got that scar. Maybe I'll spend the rest of my life not knowing about it.

And my hands do get cold very easily. I do have long black hairs but I don't wear glasses.

I didn't make it to be the President of Student Council, just because they changed the principle of letting girls become the leader on that very year. Like, what the hell, right? I became the deputy instead.

Ahh.. This brings back memories. If I look back at those days, my school life was not that bad after all. It's painted with dash of colors and rainbows and unicorn. But I didn't realized it until today. It was so unlike me.

So yeah. That concludes it all. The story of my puppy love towards my senpai.

With that, I hope I can finally move on and find myself a true love.

Once again, thank you. I appreciate your time for reading this part of my life.

Until next time!

p/s: who knows, maybe there'll be a sequel. (' - ')???

Credits to the owner of the video.

August 24th, 2015

~yunofurumiya