One more day

chapter 37

Julia's POV

The drive home was short, consisting of Nick and I singing along to the music playing through his car's sound system at the top of our lungs. We arrived home and were still alone, my mum was working a night shift as usual so she wouldn't be home until 11 pm. We went straight to my room after leaving our shoes by the door, and I put the bag on my bed in front of me.

"I need you to promise you won't judge me before I show you all of this." I say sternly, I hate being judged, it's why I rather be alone most of the time.

"Of course Jules. I promise. I don't judge you." He replies. I pull out the vibrator first, my cheeks heating up.

"So first of all there's this," I say, the tension between us much more consuming than it normally is. "Madison told me to try and explore and experiment with myself sexually so I thought this would be a good place to start." I explained. He nodded in understanding.
"Can I ask a question?" He says. I nod nervously, letting him continue. "What have you done? Like sexually."

"With myself or with a guy?" I ask to clarify.

"Both?" He replies, sounding unsure of his answer himself.

"I haven't done anything with a guy," I say, feeling the heat on my cheeks intensify, travelling down my neck. He tries; and fails, to hide his surprise. "All I've done with myself is rubbing my clit." The heat wasn't just through me now, the room felt hotter, heavier; suffocating.
"Have you ever been kissed, Julia?" He asks lowly. I shake my head, signalling no. "Never done anything with a guy?" He continues. I shake my head no,

"Obviously excluding Sam and Heath." I added it as a joke, but Nick dismissed it.
"Have you ever fingered yourself?" He asks, his tone low.

"No." I look down, feeling embarrassed.
"Don't be embarrassed darling." He reassures, picking up the vibrator and inspecting the box. I flash him an appreciative smile. I put the lube and toy cleaner on the bed too, which he picks up to inspect, but doesn't say anything about them. I hesitate before putting the blindfold and handcuffs on the bed in front of me. He stares at them, then looks back at me, and I feel the energy shift, the tension rising to a level I never thought we'd surpass. He takes a deep breath, his gaze flicking between what I just laid in front of him and me. He raises an eyebrow, but remains silent, blowing out a breath as I reach back into my bag.
"There's more?" He questions. I give him a smirk as I put the red, two-piece set of lingerie in front of him, deciding to keep the black one a secret.
"Fuck Jules." He groans looking at it. The heat consumes me, leaving an ache and a pool of desire in my stomach and in between my thighs. I squeeze my eyes shut, letting out a breath. I can't help the images that pop into my head; me in the lingerie, handcuffed to my bed frame and blindfolded, Nick's hot mouth all over me, teasing me. I open my eyes, calming myself down and trying to hide my emotions.

"You'd look fucking incredible in that." He said lowly, his jaw so tense it looked like it could snap.

"Aw, you wanna see?" I ask teasingly, and he glares at me.
"I think if you walked out wearing that I wouldn't be able to hold myself back," He said, looking me in the eye with a dangerous sense of desire swimming through his beautiful eyes, which I have no doubt is somewhat similar to what my eyes look like. "Don't tease me." He warned sternly. I swallowed hard and nodded.
"You want me to leave you to play with these?" He asks jokingly.

"No, you're here and I want to spend time with you. I can do all this in my spare time." I replied reassuringly. When he goes to sleep, that's when I'll start playing around.

"Ok, darling." He says, nodding in understanding. I put my new purchases back into the bag and move it off into the corner of my room. "Are you hungry?"