Clear Blindness

Chapter 1

   Life seems to pass before my eyes with a wall building around me brick by brick. I know Bruce is starting to worry but some part of me doesn't care while the other tells me to stop shutting him out; he's the only one I have.

As I stare at the wall I don't see where my life will head. I was always so sure that Vincent and I would be together forever. But now I have no idea.

It has been exactly one month since I was captured by the Alpha King. And what's happened meanwhile? Well, I have a medium sized baby bump almost poking out of the pregnant shirt I have on – at least he gives me new clothes – whilst I have to go through many things such as morning sickness, a roller coaster of emotions, pains that seem to pop up from all over my body, and finally loneliness.

A pregnant woman should never feel alone, but I do and I can't change it even though I have Bruce. It's just not the same as having your mate by your side.

Vincent should be here with me, he should have already known I am pregnant with his child. But he isn't here and doesn't know about our hybrid baby. . .and it scares me. It scares me to realize my mate wasn't by my side when I needed him the most even if I knew it wasn't his fault, it is my own.

If I'd not left? If I'd not left my family? What would have become of us all when they heard of the news? I know I would be standing in front of my pack with Vincent and Anthony standing tall and powerful by me; my vampire mate and Beta.

Alex, Paul, and Derrick would present their packs and we would unite as one, with our own positions still in place as I tell everybody of my pregnancy that no one would be able to talk about outside of our territories.

There are no 'if' s in this world; it would just be a friction of my imagination playing tricks on me. I didn't have time to be in my own little happy world where Vincent was, I had to focus on reality.

"Do you think they are searching for us?" I think out loud, twirling a lock of golden reddish brown and white and black hair between my pale fingers as my eyes roamed the cell that now looked like a room; eyes the exact color of my hair as is Bruce's.

There has been major changes done to the cell since I was first placed in it. Instead of dark, dirty walls there's nice peach colored wallpaper, and the disgusting floor has tiles and a carpet with a king-sized bed placed on the far right and the furniture opposite.

May have looked like a normal bedroom but it didn't feel anything compared to my home because my home is with my family.

Bruce and I are like this cell, we've changed.

Have I changed into a different person? Yes. Have I become three different people? Yes. The beings inside me have awoken and are taking control of me. Do I care? No. Because each being is doing their part in keeping me and my unborn baby alive.

'Of course they are, Ellie.' My most trusted and loyal friend said. Bruce has changed too. His fur is a mixture between the colors of my hair while his eyes are an exact replica of my own.

I cry out as my side felt like I was hit by a boulder, the baby's kicking. "Shh, it's okay my little baby, everything is fine," I coo, rubbing my stomach in comfort, after a second the pain subsides.

'You must keep your emotions you're feeling under control, Elizabeth. It isn't healthy for the baby.'

I suck in a lung full of air and blow it out as I try to calm myself down. Apparently, my baby can feel whatever I am feeling. "I know, Bruce," I whisper quietly. "Just hard to do that when it feels like the walls are closing in on me."

"Having pains?" I jump in shock, holding a hand to my beating heart the same instant there's movement in my tummy. Is he like a magician or what? Popping and disappearing out of thin air without a trace. "Well?"