19 | minsung

50

on that warm, sun-drenched day, the air hummed with a youthful vibrancy. dust particles pirouetted in the breeze, creating a whimsical ballet amidst the serene backdrop. amidst this picturesque setting, felix stood, his demeanor a blend of anticipation and uncertainty, his gaze fixed downward as he extended something in his hand.

felix had his eyes closed, a mix of nerves and anticipation swirling within him. perhaps he was feeling a tinge of shame or concern about the outcome of his sudden action. he knew he ought to have planned this moment more meticulously, but the rush of youthful fervor, coupled with the flutter of butterflies in his stomach, had propelled him forward without much forethought.

the soft wind tousled felix's hair, teasing at the edges of his pristine uniform, as an uncertain silence lingered between him and the person standing before him.

eventually, the other person broke the silence, speaking gently. felix found relief in this, grateful to no longer bear the weight of initiating conversation after possibly embarrassing himself already.

"lixie... look at me?" the voice was tender, coaxing felix to flutter his eyes open and slowly raise his head. he faced the person with eyes filled with worry yet tinged with anticipation.

the voice itself was reminiscent of white dandelions drifting on a breeze. it was this voice that had drawn felix in, matching the gentle features of the person who gazed back at him with a comforting tenderness.

lost in a trance, felix's tense expression softened into one of admiration. his outstretched hand fell to his sides, captivated by the sight and presence of the person before him.

the voice that gently called out his name, a nickname that held years of shared memories, snapped felix back to the present. "lixie...? sunshine, are you alright?"

felix's pupils regained focus, his gaze locking onto the other's eyes. the sun played hide-and-seek behind the person, casting a gentle glow that somewhat obscured their features. yet, felix recognized the smile that graced the face before him. they were childhood friends, after all.

dressed in the same uniform, his raven locks swaying delicately in the breeze as laughter spilled forth. the melodic sound filled the air, the slight puff of his cheeks hinting at amusement at felix's momentary lapse into a daze. who could blame him, though? felix was certain he must have appeared rather foolish in that moment.

as the laughter faded, the male reached for the object in felix's hand. felix jumped slightly, the sudden closeness making his heart race. the sweet scent of vanilla and honey surrounding his friend only intensified the sensation.

the male examined the envelope, fingertips grazing its rough texture. felix watched intently, his throat tightening with each passing moment.

his heart galloped on, a frantic rhythm that mirrored the whirlwind of thoughts swirling in his mind. felix knew he was taking an enormous risk, but the realization weighed against the knowledge that he couldn't simply stand there and do nothing. he had to express his feelings, no matter the outcome.

as the person before him delved into the heartfelt letter felix had penned, he found himself once again bowing his head, unable to meet the gaze of his dear friend. "jisungie... i know we're friends, but i couldn't help the feelings that keep growing each passing day."

felix's soft-spoken confession captured jisung's attention, prompting him to set aside the letter, focusing entirely on the fragile figure before him. "i—i like you, sungie! your voice, your stupidly handsome face, your genius mind... everything!" the confession tumbled out, leaving felix's eyes closed in acute embarrassment, anticipating jisung's potential laughter.