Yn x YouTubers

Fundy x y/n (Depression)

TW: swearing , kinda drug abuse , choking
Thanks to fandomalism for this request!
Overview: Fundy and YN are Bestfriends and have been for years! They hang out all the time until one day someone comes into fundys life and changes it all... YN doesn't cope well with this change.. A long term friend ship on the line! Love or friends.

Yn pov:
It was a Saturday morning! Fundy and me were hanging out like always, a nice morning coffee , a long chat about his new Minecraft mod ideas... same as always but just as interesting!
Fundy doesn't know this yet.. and I'm waiting to tell him at the right time. But I'm seriously in love with him.. his eyes,his voice ,his passion for his mc mods. They are usually stupid but i love it..
Fundy pov:
I was meant to tell them... but i couldn't ! Yn has been my best friend for years! It wasn't easy to say that I'm seeing someone. I hope they understand but it's hard. What if they think i don't like them!? I do, i really like yn as a friend but i need time to hang out with my Girlfriend...
One week time skip
Fundy PoV:
Today was the day.. i was gonna admit to yn that I'm seeing someone! I've kept it a secret for this long. It's not fair for them not to know!
Yn PoV:
Following Saturday
Fundy texted me saying he needed to tell me something! He was on his way round now and i decided to order coffee for us!
A few minutes later he knocked the door.
"Hey yn! " He said joyfully waltzing to my living room
" Soooo"i replied "what was so important you needed to tell me?"
My inner voice was hoping it was him admitting to loving me but i doubted it...
"I-" Fundy began hesitantly "i have a girlfriend! And I'm sorry i didn't tell you! It was wrong of me! But i didn't want you to not know. She's really nice and pretty her names Layla..." fundy paused gasping for a breath
My heart sank deep into my chest.., "Thats cool..." i said a sound of disappointment in my voice" I'm happy for you.."
"Yn.." fundy began "your still my friend ! I'm not going to replace you..."
"I know.. i know" i replied tears slowly forming but not yet obvious.
"I have one more think to tell you.."
"Mhm?" I said looking at my hands running my sweating palms on my skirt
"I can't hang out for the next week.. I'm going away with Layla "
"Oh... that's nice.. have fun" i replied tears becoming more obvious.
2 day Time skip
It had been over 2 days since fundy told me about layla . I was overthinking this tho right? He does wanna be my friend. He is my friend... I'm not sure anymore..
Fundy PoV:
"Heyy baby..." Layla came over to me her hands grabbing me before she smothered me in kisses. She so clingy i thought to myself
"Hey. " i replied flatly
"What's up my pookie baby fundy foxy boo?" Layla asked with her strange puppy expression
(IM SORRY SHE SEEMS LIKE A WEIRD NAME KINDA PERSON)
"Nothing just need space " i said wriggling out of her grip and walking off to the hotel room door before leaving
Time skip to a week after fundys holiday
Yn PoV:
It has been over a week since fundy was back from his holiday with Layla.. and he still haven't contacted me
Since he'd left with his girlfriend my sleep has been destroyed. I stayed up at night starting at the wall wondering what fundy thought of me... if he was my friend if i was his friend still... my friends were getting worried., Niki told me to go to the doctor because I'm showing "signs of depression". I listened and got prescribed "antidepressants"
I've not taken them! It's bullshit i don't need them. I'm just off schedule , lonely if you will.
Time skip another week (3 weeks since fundy was back)
Fundy PoV
I'd been home from the getaway for 2 weeks now.. I've tried trying to hang out with YN but Layla keeps making us plans!
I'm not sure what her issue with me  out with Yn again..
"Layla... I'm going to go see Yn today ok?" I said getting my shoes on
"NO...! I mean wait.. you always talk about her i wanna come!" Layla spoke following me to the car
Time skip to yns house still fundys pov:
I knocked on Yns door. I heard a Crash..
"Wtf was that!" I mumbled under my breath " YN? YN ARE YOU OK?"
Yn opened the door... "look go awa- FUNDY!?"
She hugged me right before noticing Layla.."oh is this her?" Yn asked confused...
"Yea she umm..insisted on coming"
I noticed yn was tired looking... they seemed like they had been crying...
Yn PoV:
Time skip fundy was just about to leave
" hey umm yn?" Layla spoke "before we leave can i talk to you in private?"
"Sure" i said gesturing to my room for privacy
" so yn.. i noticed the way you looked at my boyfriend" she grabbed my by the neck "  dont you dare talk to my boyfriend again.. don't you EVER touch him... HE doesn't need a scumbag like YOU ruining his life ok?" She let goes her hand leaving red marks on my neck , struggling for breath i followed her out the room.
"B-bye" i struggled out.. Fundy looked at my concerned but i just hurriedly shut the door hoping he didn't know..
Fundy PoV on the way home:
"Layla..."
She nodded "yea?"
"What exactly did you say to yn?" I questioned
"Oh umm just that she's really nice and i think she's a good friend for you!"
What Layla didn't know is the i knew she way lying.
I slammed on the breaks "YOU LYING FUCKING SCUMBAG! I SAW THE MARKS ON YNS NECK THEY WERENT THERE UNTIL YOU FUCKING SPOKE TO HER! GET OUT OF MY CAR WERE OVER YOU ONLY WANTED ME TO SEPERATE ME FROM YN! YOUVE SEEN US STREAM TOGTHER AND YOUR JELOUS! YK WHAT? I DONT FUCKING LOVE YOU IT WAS YN ALL ALONG!"
Layla lost for words stumbled out my car. I turned it around and went back to Yns house
Yn PoV:
"Layla.. " i whispered repeating what she said i came to a sense.. maybe i was bad for fundy..
i grabbed the anti depressants and flung them on the coffee table ready for me to take.. i got a glass of water and sat down grabbing a handful of the tablets in my hand..
sobbing i prepared myself for my fait... "IM SORRY! IM SO FUCKING SORRY! IHAVE NO CHOICE.."
Fundy PoV:
I was approaching Yns door when i heard loud sobbing and shouting "IM SORRY! IM SO FUCKING SORRY... I HAVE NO CHOICE"
Those 2 words repeated before i realised what they were doing! I banged on the door "YN LET ME ! YN IM NOT JOKING LET ME IN NOW! IT FUNDY"
"I CANT FUNDY! I HAVENT A CHOICE IM A WASTE OF SPACE IM NOT WORTH IT! ILOVE YOU FUNDY IM SORRY"
Panicked i kicked the door until it came open "YN" I ran over to them as they put a handful of tablets in their mouth.
" YN NO!" I grabbed hold of their chin stopping them from swallowing the tablets "Look your not a waste yn! Please just spit them out!"
"PLEASE!" I begged for what felt like hours.. Finally yn couldn't take it they spat them on the table... collapsing in tears
"I'm sorry... i was trying to do best by your side fundy.."
"yn you being hear is all i need...Layla was the waste not you! She's gone now yn..."
I sat next to yn pulling them into my arms as their tears soaked my shirt. Rubbing circles on their back i tried comforting them .. Slowly they fell asleep in my arms
"I love you too yn.." i whispered planting a kiss on their head as i snuggled into their head.. "i really love you.."

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JESUS THAT WAS LONG 1357 WORDS!
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