James pov:
I was in my office when i heard a knock on my front door. I opened it to see Yn in tears. Her make up was slowly dripping of her face along with the tears. Her breathing was fast paced. "Hey baby what's up?" I asked taking her hands. They shook in my grip. "Baby hey.." i Said. "I... My..." she mumbled. Realising something was really wrong i led her inside. "Yn..hey calm down" i said as she sat on the sofa. "Baby Look at me" i Said. She did. "Breathe..in for 3...out for 4" i repeated. Slowly her breathing slowed down. "Sorry.." she breathed. "Hey it's okay..what's wrong?" I said sitting next to her. "My little sister... she's in hospital" Yn said instantly crying harder. "Hey baby..it's okay she's gonna be fine" i said. Yn had a fear of hospitals since her mum got killed in one. She hated when her family were in there too. "She might not be! They said they don't know what's wrong with her!" Yn said frantically. "Yn calm.. she's gonna be fine.." i reassured her. "But..but" she mumbled collapsing into my lap in tears. "Oh love.." i said placing my hand on her back. Yn and her youngest sister had always been best friends. Yn was 23 and her little sister was 10. "She's so scared and dad doesn't know what to do but they will only allow one visitor!" She cried. "Hey..breathe baby. She's strong yea? I'm sure if you talk to your dad he'll let you see her" i said calmly. I was worried for Yn and her sister , Alexi. "I'm not talking to my dad! He's the reason she's in there!" Yn shouted. "Hey..don't shout. What happened?" I asked. Yn sat up. "He came back from work..and didn't notice Lex in the street and hit her!" Yn said. "I wasn't there to protect her!" Yn hung her head. "Hey..it's not your fault. Don't try blame yourself okay?" I looked into her teary eyes. "But...he hit her and if i was there it would of been me! Why couldn't it be me!?" She was getting annoyed. "Baby..don't think like that..don't wish okay? Just be there for her and your family..what about your brother? And your other sister?" I said. "But i was working then dad called me to say she was in hospital! He refused to tell me why and then i asked my brother and he told me how! I HATE MY DAD!" Yn shouted placing her head in her hands. "Okay Yn..i know your upset and i understand but calm down.." i placed my hand on her chest. Her heart rate was incredibly fast. I checked her watch and it was way over the average. I placed my hand in the middle of her chest and pushed her backwards gently so she rested against the back. She didn't care. "If you don't calm down your gonna be in hospital soon" i said. She looked at me. "No..no" she said. I nodded. "Calm it Yn." I said with a firm undertone. I didn't want to scare her but if her heart rate keeps increasing something bad with happen. She slowly took deep breaths. "There you go.." i said checking her heart rate again. It was normal. "Cmon let's go watch tv in bed" i said. She followed me to my room. She sat between my legs . I wrapped my arms firmly around her waist rubbing her stomach gently. I kissed her cheek and she smiled briefly. I turned on a movie just as her phone rang.
Yn pov:
I picked up my ringing phone. I saw my dad was calling. "Answer it..it might be about your sister" James said. I did so. "Hello?" I said flatly. "Hey darling.." my dad said. He sounded upset. I began to bite my nails anxiously. James moved my hand away from my face as he knew I'd end up biting my skin. "Umm..Lex has..moved on..." my dad said. "What..? Tell me your joking?" I said. "I'm sorry darling...her burns closed her airways..she's gone" my dad finished. "No..no please!" I begged crying again. "She wanted you ,Yn. Her last words were tell Yn i love her" he said. "Fuck you! Fuck you dad! YOUR A FUCKING MURDERER!" I shouted dropping my phone. I began to shake. "Baby..hey shhh" James said tightening his grip on me slightly. "She's gone...she fucking gone!" I said. "Oh Yn..I'm so sorry.." James said. He might of been sorry but my dad sure wasn't! "I.." i went to talk but couldn't. I stood up and began to pace. "Baby.." James said. He got up. I always paced when i was upset..it was a distraction. James got in the way. He hugged me tightly. I hugged him back. My nails digging into his shirt. "Shhh.." James said as he began to rub my back softly. I just wanted to cry..and cry more! "Let it out baby..I'm not going anywhere.." he said. I loved James and i was so glad he cared. I hated to think what my siblings feel. After what felt like hours i finally let go of james. He looked at me. I sniffed. My phone buzzed. My brother had texted me. James saw it. "Ignore them..just focus on you" james said flipping the phone upside down. "I'm sorry james..." i mumbled. "Hey don't be. I'd rather be here to comfort you than not at all. Greif is a big thing yea?" He said kissing my head. I hugged him again but tighter. He picked me up and held me for a while...⚠️A/N⚠️
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