Tw: self harm,anxiety, eating disorder,Suicide wishingOverview: Quackity streamed most of his life.. yn had noticed his mental Heath declining rapidly. They'd not said anything u til finally they had enough of a mopey,depressed man walking around their house....The truth hurt more than yn knew.
Yn PoV:
Quackity had just finished his second stream of the day. I'd decided today i was going to tell him the truth.
"Babe..." i said entering his office sitting " can i talk to you?"
"Sure..." he said turning to me wearily.
"I-I'm really worried about you.." i stuttered out.
"Worried?!" He asked shocked "why would you be worried?"
"Because you spend 18 hours a day in here! Streaming and making sure your servers running correctly. I understand it's new but your pushing yourself to far! Your mental health is declining rapidly and you're ignoring it hiding it in your angst and Q!Quackity character! Your character is your life and you're playing off the bad mental state as a character!"
"YN!" He retaliated "IM FINE WTF! DONT ASSUME YOUR CORRECT BC U LIVE W ME!"
He stormed off to the bathroom
"Fuck sake.." i mumbled to myself . Walking back to the living room opening twitterQuackity PoV:
I knew yn was right.. my mental health was shit! And I'd just collected it before taking it out on myself. Poor yn they must be so upset.
I looked at myself in the mirror tears forming. Ignoring them i got in the shower. The water stinging my cuts i Hoped i drowned..
I was Zoning out until i heard a shout.
"ALEXIS MALDONADO COME HERE RIGHT FUCKING NOW"
what now? I thought. "ONE SECOND"
I grabbed my sweater and boxers putting them on before walking into the living "yes mi amor?"
"WHAT IS THIS?" They turned a picture from earlier stream showing my cuts and bruises on my arm.
"Nothing! It's f-fake" i knew id been caught.. maybe they didn't know?
"Show me your arms!"
"Wh-" before i finished yn had grabbed my arm and rolled up my sleeve..
i was going to explain until i felt a drop of water on my arm.. "yn.." i began
"Don't.." they let go walking away sniffing.Yn PoV:
He'd been.l hurting himself. And he'd hidden it from me
Even thinking about it made me cry harder . I climbed into bed facing the wall tears still streaming down my face..
"Oh Quackity.." i whispered to myself quietly. "I'm so sorry.."
I continued crying for what felt like hours
Time skip about 3 minutes
A few minutes later i felt a hand touch my back. "Yn.. I'm sorry. I didn't want to hurt you"
It was Quackity. He rubbed my back a few times and i rolled over facing him. I wrapped my hands around his waist crying into his lap!
"IM SO FUCKING SORRY QUACKITY! I SHOULD HAVE REALISED EARLIER!" I began crying more and more
"Hey don't feel sorry it's not your fault it was me! I did this to myslef" he said pulling me into his lap rocking me gently side to side. "Shhh don't cry please babe" he reassured me.
10 minute time skip
Quackity PoV:
Yn had finally calmed down enough for me to explain
" look.. i only did it so i didn't hurt you by telling you i wasn't ok. This is my fault not yours" i wiped the tears from their face kissing their head. " don't feel bad.."
"Why didn't u tell me? I would have listened you know i would have!"
"Ik.. Ik and I'm sorry ok.!" I hugged them again before removing them from my lap, walking over to the bathroom and binning the knife I'd been using. Yn appeared behind me with the first aid kit.
"Sit.." they pointed to the counter . I did what they wanted and passed them my mutilated wrist.
Yn gently cleaned and wrapped my wrist up adding a support to help me keep it straight as i was struggling to move it due to all the bruised and cuts. They finished by kissing it before standing between my legs and burying their head in my chest hugging my once again
"Never do that again please.." they mumbled
" i won't..." i wasn't sure about that but giving yn reassurance was all i was worried about.🌼A/N🍉
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