Tw: Anxiety.
Overview: Yn was at home with Wil who was streaming, she'd been feeling anxious all day...
Yn PoV:
My boyfriend was in his office streaming while I sat on the couch anxiously. Filming with Jack for his ghost vlog was too much for my anxiety. The Estes method fucked me up so much. Just then Wil walked out his office.
"Hey love" he said walking to the kitchen. "You okay?" He said looking at me concerned. Sitting down next to me on the couch
"Mhm..." i said fidgeting with my fingers.
"Darling.." Wil said placing his hand on mine stopping me from fidgeting "what's wrong?" He said placing his coffee on the table.
"Nothing wil.. just the fuckin.." i cut myself off with my thoughts of that fucking stupid Estes method.
"The?" Wil said questioningly. "Nothing..." i mumbled. "Babe...if somethings bothering you tell me. Please"
"That fucking Estes method.. the things they said Wil! They fucking threaten you.." i said tears in my eyes.
"Babe what did they say?.." he said looking at me. My leg began bouncing. He moved his free hand onto my thigh squeezing it for comfort. "They said "kill Wilbur" or "Wilbur something"
"You never said any of that aloud" he said.
"Didn't wanna scare you.." i mumbled.
"Love! It's doesn't scare me.." he pulled me onto his lap. "It's fine yeah?"
"But Wil....it might not scare you but it scares me" i said rubbing my fingers over Wils arm anxiously.
"It's fine. Nothings going to hurt me or you..nothing can hurt us" he said rocking me gently on his lap. "But...what if.." he cut me off. "BABE STOP!" He shouted. I flinched covering my ears. "Hey..hey..shhh" he said grabbing my arm. I flinched away. "I'm sorry..i didn't mean to shout. I'm sorry" he said again. I moved my hands from my ears slowly. "Babe I'm so sorry...i just don't want you to worry.." he said. He wrapped his arms around my waist pulling me into him. I leant back on him. "Shh..." he said resting his head on my shoulder. He kissed my neck softly. I rested my head on his. "It's okay...i promise nothings going to happen spirits can't hurt me" he said. "But...how did we contact them? How did they touch me if they can't hurt us?" I said. "Hey...look they can't reach us outside the grounds they haunt okay?" He said. "Okay..." i said resting my full weight on him. "I've got you.." he kissed my neck again. "Calm down...I'm here" he rocked me again. "I'm sorry..." i said. "It's okay...sleep and your be okay.." he said. I did just that..
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Yn x YouTubers
FanfictionYn x YouTubers .... Yn - They/them . Tw will include : Shortness of breath / asthma Panic attacks Anxiety Disassociation Slight blood x gore (Ill give a bigger TW if there is more detail)