Tw: Panic attack,shortness of breath,memories of r@pe
Fem readerOverview: Yn and Wilbur were walking home after a night out. When walking down an ally Yn always avoided she couldn't breath.. grabbing her boyfriend for support he wasn't sure what was happening .assuming yn was drunk he left...until after the attack he got a heartbreaking call
Yn PoV:
Me and Wil were walking home after a night out together. While walking home we turned down an alley way as we were both pretty tired and it was quicker. As we walked further i began recognising the alley but i didn't know where from.. That's when suddenly i felt a sharp pain in my chest..
"Ah.." i grabbed my chest. Wil hadn't noticed as he was up ahead. I thought nothing of it and continued walking.Then a second pain shot through my chest and another each one worse than the other.. at the fourth pain i grabbed wilbur for support.
"W-il" I shaking breathed.
Wilburs PoV:
I was walking down the alley with yn when suddenly i felt someone grab me..it was yn she had her hand on her chest and one on me . Her nails digging deeper into my skin as her breath picked up.. worried i asked
"Hey you okay?"
"I" she began her voice shaky and uneasy "i can't b-reathe" she managed to stutter out.
"What do you mean Babe?" I grabbed her hands.."look at me..what's wrong?"
"I c-ant breathe" she repeated
"Okay.Just sit down it's okay." I guided her to the floor as she closed her eyes . The alley was dark so i turned my phone flashlight on so i could see. Yn just sat there tears now falling down her face her hands in her hair as she struggled mora and more to breathe "wil.. he-lp me" she stuttered once more.
"Baby calm down.. it's okay. I'm here yea? Your okay.." i tried reassuring her but the anxiety in my voice was showing ..
Yn PoV:
I was trying to breath but i couldn't nothing was working. Wil was talking to me but i could barely hear him over the buzzing in my ears.Slowly images came into my head ., image by image revealing the alley..
What? I thought what is this? Until i realised.. THE ALLEY!
I felt a hand on my chest undoing my top shirt button and the one underneath..
"STOP PLEASE DONT RAPE ME!" I shouted
"What..? Babe I'm not going to hurt you.. or rape you.." i heard a voice say
"LIAR" I shouted back not daring to open my eyes
"Babe? What's up with you?! First you grab ME and say you can't breath and now your telling me not to rape you! ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR MIND!?" A shout came from somewhere around me..
"NO I KNOW YOU! ITS YOU !" Tears began falling harder ..
"Fuck this yn.. idk what's up with you! If you calm tf down come find me yea?" I heard footsteps walk away from me
Wilbur PoV:
I have no idea what was up with yn. Assuming she was drunk as she'd not gone light on the alcohol i walked away. Why did she think i was going to rape her!? I was trying to help, for someone who said they couldn't breath she sure can shout still.. I continued walking home. I felt bad for yn but after what she said to me I'm not sure i care much.
Time skip maybe 10ish minutes
Yn PoV:
I opened my eyes after what felt like ages.. i was in a dark alley. Iturned on my flashlight and saw nothing but that alley way... that traumatised me all those years ago. Confused and chest still hurting i called Wil. I swear he was with me?
*calling Wil ❤️*
"Oh now you call me? Calmed down yet?" Wil said firmly
"What? Wil help i..Im back here again.. that alley Wil please don't let it happen to me again.." i began crying once more
"What? Yn we were in that alley 10 minutes ago! You told me you couldn't fucking breathe! I sat you down and tried helping you! I undid your top buttons and all you did was shout about how you didn't want me to RAPE you! WHEN AND WHY WOULD I FUCKING RAPE YOU?" Wil shouted angrily down the phone..
"Wil I'm sorry i thought you were him.."
"Him? Who's him?" Wil asked confused
"The..guy who raped me.. 3 years ago today.. I haven't been down this alley since..just please come and collect me Wil! Idk what I've said but please I'm begging you! I'm scared and cold and i can't get up please my chest hurts my head hurts will please!" I begged
"Ba-" the line went dead.. shit my phone died what do i do?Wilbur PoV:
"Babe.." the phone hung up.. WTF.. her phone either died or she just hung up and got bored.. doubted the second option tho.. the panic in Yns voice made me concerned so i got my shoes and began walking back to the alley.
Time skip 5 minutes
Wilbur PoV:
I got to the alley and shone my light down it.. i heard light sobbing
"Babe?" I called into the badly lit alley. A second later i saw yn in a ball shivering and sobbing. "Hey.. I'm sorry" i crouched down in front of them tucking a lose strand of hair behind her ear. Almost instantly she spoke.."Wil I'm so fucking sorry..."
"Hey babe you didn't do anything.. cmon let's get you home yea?" I grabbed her hands once more and pulled her up. She wrapped her arms around me burying her head into my chest clearly cold and upset..
carefully i took my hoodie off and pulled it over her head. She loosened her grip and put her arms though the sleeves.
I bent down slightly and picked her up.. he legs wrapped firmly around the waist her arms around my neck, head on my shoulder i carried her home.
Time skip now at home
Yn PoV:
Wil carried me all the way back to the apartment. He placed me down on the sofa grabbing a blanket and sitting down next to me. Without hesitation i layed down on his chest my head in the crook of his neck
"I'm sorry Wil.. I didn't mean to shout at you. I know you'd never lay a finger on me.. idk why i thought you were that awful guy. It was your one day of and i ruined it by being a needy bitch again.."
"Hey babe... you not a bitch let alone needy! Your perfect the way you are, it's my fault if I'd of know you have trauma in the alley i wouldn't have taken you that way..." Wil placed a hand on my back and one on my chest pushing me back slightly so i made eye contact with him.."I've had a good night today! It was fun being able to sit down have a laugh and eat some nice food! Never say you've ruined anything.. it's my fault okay? And no trying to blame yourself." He pulled me back toward him his hands resting in my waist holding me tightly . I followed his rhythm of breathing slowly become sleepier and sleepier.Wilbur PoV:
"I shouldn't have left you I'm sorry i didn't believe you!" I spoke back to a sleepy Yn. She shifted her weight slightly , i assumed this was to get comfortable. I placed a hand on her chest once again enjoying how my hand moved with each breath she took the breaths getting deeper and deeper until i felt all her weight on me. She was sleeping cuddled into me.."and for reference I'd never rape you.. or even think about it." I whispered into her ear closing my eyes to get some rest..❤️A/N🩷
1326 words! Wow that's a longer one! Hope you enjoyed! I have a Tommy x yn draft idk if i should post it? Maybe... anyways still need some suggestionsss. Sorry for the depressing R@pe scenario my friend recently told me she had been r@ped and i wanted to bring awareness to it xHappy now 🍄
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