Yn x YouTubers

James x yn (interview)

Tw: disassociation,anxiety.
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Overview: Yn and James were at an interview with Anthony padilla. Yn had a habit of disassociating in stressful situations or when her anxiety levels were high. James noticed yn had began doing that so tried explaining to Anthony while attempting to stop Yn zoning out. For Yn sometimes zoning out could be dangerous as it often could lead to an exhausting attack..

Yn PoV:
Me and James were getting ready for an interview with  Anthony padilla. My anxiety was feeling quite high that morning. I was concerned that i might dissociate as i was aware the interview would be very stressful.
"James?" I said as he walked back in to the bedroom from the bathroom.
"Mhm?" He said as he sat down at his desk checking his Dms.
"I'm umm... I'm a bit worried about the doing the interview.." i stuttered slightly picking up my make up bag.
"Why? You okay?" James said turning to face me
"I'm fine it's just that my anxiety is quite high and I'm worried i might have an attack.." i said as i placed my mascara back in my bag.
"Oh baby...your be fine yea?" James said hugging me from behind resting his head on mine as i continued to do my make up. "Yk you look better without it.." James said trying to remove the brush from my hand.
"James! Cmon man!" I said "I'm being serious James I'm worried"
"Your be fine! I'm gonna be there so if you start dissociating.. I'll try and stop you from having an attack" James reassured me kissing me on the head.
Time skip:
James PoV:
We were in a cab not far from the studio in which we were meeting Anthony. I hadn't really realised but yn genuinely looked worried she might have an attack during the interview.
"Babe... your gonna be fine" i said placing my hand on her thigh and squeezing it. A few minutes later we were in the studio with Anthony. "So we will be starting the interview in a few minutes can i get you anything?" Anthony asked .
"Could we get 2 coffees? Please" i asked . Anthony's Crew then went and got me and yn a coffee. Once we spoken with Anthony about a brief overview of the interview we sat down ready to start it. Yn was very quiet and this concerned me slightly. She always went quiet when she was anxious..
"So James! How had meeting yn and starting a band impacted your life!?" Anthony said.
"Well.." i began "yn used to produce music as a teenager . She had her first song release on the radio when she was 19. A few years after she released her album.Thats when we met." I explained. Yn still sat silently next to me began dissociating. "Shit!" I said getting of my chair and crouching in front of yn. "Yn? Hey babe hey hey hey you're fine ..."
"James is everything good?" Anthony said.
"No Yns dissociating! I need to stop her. It's took dangerous to risk her having an attack"
"Attack?"
" yes yn dissociated when stressed. She has a condition that means when she zones off due to anxiety she can have a crash mentally meaning she can pass out and have flashbacks or she will become paranoid and won't let anyone or anything touch her. Her emotions will become entirely out of kilter and it very difficult to control and break her out of.." i explained quickly turning my attention back to yn.
"Babe... hey cmon your okay... your fine your not gonna have an attack i promise.." i began again. Too late
"GET OFF ME!" Yn shouted pushing my hands off her and curling up.
"Fuck sake" i said backing away from yn who now cowered covering her ears.
"I'm guessing she's become paranoid. Can i do anything to help?" Anthony said backing up with me.
"Just stay here. The only thing i can do is try and comfort her out of it. The only issue is that she will scream and think I'm hurting her. Just don't say or do anything.. stay here or just away from yn" i whispered slowly approaching yn again.
Anthony back up away from the set to stand with the crew who didn't move either. I stopped a few steps from yn. I took a breath and grabbed yn pulling her close to me and sitting down so she was now sat in my lap. "GET OFF ME! LEAVE ME ALONE" Yn said struggling to get away from me. I held her tightly so she couldn't escape. "Shhhh your okay" i said softly. "STOP YOUR HURTING ME GET OFF!" Yn shouted again her hands covering her face "babe I'm not hurting you ... no one's hurting you it's just me shhh your okay" i said once again. After about 20 minutes of yn arguing with me she became tired. "Shh I've got you.." i said as she relaxed in my lap for a few minutes.
Time skip
Yn PoV:
I opened my eyes. I was so confused "what the fuck?" I said looking around where i was not recognising it.
"Hey you're okay.." a familiar voice said. Suddenly i could feel the soft skin of someone holding my hand. Looking up my eyes met with my boyfriends "James? What's happening?" I questioned my boyfriend.
"You had an attack.. I'm sorry! You said this morning you felt like having one and i brushed it off and now you've had one . I'm sorry yn i didn't think.." James said tears in his eyes.
"Hey James .." i sat up in his lap resting against his arm that was wrapped around me. "Don't get upset yea? It's not your fault.. i could have had an attack at any time okay?"
"I know yn but i should have listened to you! I'm so sorry." James said pulling me close
"James! Stop apologising it's not your fault!" I hugged him back " cmon let's finished this interview" i said now realising where i was.
"Yn no offence i think we should finish the interview another day" Anthony said. "I've called you a cab to take you back to Brighton"
"Okay.. tbh I'm tired. I'm so sorry this happened." I said standing up James following me.
"Hey no sweat yn! Lmk your doing okay later yea?" Anthony said.
Time skip
James PoV:
Me and yn were now home. She went straight to the bedroom and got into bed. I followed her.
"Hey? You okay?" I asked sitting down next to her.
"Yea just attack backlash.." she said resting her head in my shoulder.
"What backlash this time?" I questioned moving my hand around Yn resting it on her waist.
"Fucking migraine again!" She said burying her head into my shoulder . I pulled her onto my chest and pet her hair gently. She looked at me before hugging me around the waist. "Why don't you sleep?" I said moving down the pillow so yn was rested on top of me. "I will if it means this fucking migraine goes away." She said closing her eyes. "Do you want anything?" I asked
"No, just stay there you're really comfy." She said . I laughed slightly, "I'm not going anywhere.." i Kissed her head and rubbed her back until she relaxed on top of me. I closed my eyes pulling yn close to me and holding her...

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1237 words. James x yn again .....my bad bro my bad! Anyways it's late rn! I'm watching Tubbo QSMP purgatory as I'm writing this! Night y'all!

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