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Wilbur x yn (Overstimulation)

TW: Panic attack , anxiety,shaking,loud noises , shortness of breath / hyperventilating
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Overview: Yn and james go to Lovejoy Brighton gig! loud noise, flashing lights and the constant feeling of someone near yn always made her panic . Usually she hid it but tonight was too much ( Wilbur and yn r dating James and yn r friends)

Yn PoV:
Me and James were backstage with Wil just before the show. The fans waiting for Lovejoy chanting " WE LOVEJOY"
"Your on in five" Wilbur manager said poking her head through the door.
"Alr"Wil replied
"Yo yn? Want to go to the pit instead?" James asked , i nodded yeah
Me and James made our way to the pit just before Lovejoy came out
15 minute time skip
James PoV:
We were about fifteen minutes into the gig when suddenly i felt someone grab my shirt thinking it was a fan i turned around smiling before realising it was yn
"You ok?" I said next to Yns ear so she could hear over the music . She said nothing and just lent more weight on me
Soon i realised something was up as she just looked at me and said "James i-i can't"
"Hey it ok..." i wasn't sure what to do but i knew she was getting overstimulated
Worried i looked at wil he didn't notice me
At this point her breathing was rapidly increasing . Knowing i didn't have long before a full panic attack took over her body i took her backstage hoping i could calm her before wil came of stage
Yns PoV:
The world was fading everything was static in my ears. I felt someone dragging me somewhere but i didn't know where
"It's ok.. your ok" someone said.
I slowly faded back in my eyes focusing but still shaking and breathing heavily
"Breathe. Your ok your safe . In for 3.. out for 4" James said looking at me concerned
"James it's - it-s to ha-rd to.." i replied between my staggered breath
"Yn you can do it! Come on yea?.."

10 minute time skip
James pov:
It had been over 10 minutes since Yns panic attack started and still her breathing wasn't calming down i was trying my best but she couldn't .
I wasn't sure what to do.. "Yn please you need to try breathing ok?" She just stared straight ahead
"SHIT!" I said a bit to loud.
Lovejoy manager came in " everything ok?"
" GET WIL!"
"he's preforming" she replied " i can't interrupt him"
"Fuck sake" i said leaving the room as yn continued to stare blankly something bad was going to happen soon but when?
Wilburs PoV:
In the middle of CMWYL i noticed James at the side of stage walking over to me . WTF i thought
James moved the mic away from us "wil mate im sorry for interrupting you but something wrong w yn"
"What do you mean wrong" i replied looking worried
"She was getting overstimulated so i took her backstage and that was over 15 minutes ago and her breathing only gotten faster! I dont know what to do !" I frantically explained
" is she shaking.. a lot?" I asked
"Mhm"
"Is she staring blankly/ not responding to you"
"Mhm!"
"FUCK" I ripped my headphones out my ears and ran off stage to yn
I knew this wasn't just an attack this was about to go very wrong!
"YN?... Hey yn it's me Wil.. your fine yea?"
Nothing...
"Yn.. hey come on don't do this to me not now Yn!"
I looked at James fear in my eyes " wil? Is everything ok? Have i done something to her?" James asked
"No not at all James.. i knew it was a bad idea bringing her here.. she's going to do 1 of two things.. and i hope it's not..."
My voice trailed off at yn began violently shaking her breathing getting even faster and faster until... she fully stopped moving , now Barely breathing " that's what i didn't want to happen! James call 999 NOW!" I shouted at James throwing him my phone as his was dead.. grabbing Yn from the sofa and laying her carefully on the floor taking of my shirt to put under her head ( he is now in a vest and jeans). Tears now slowly forming blurring my vision i blinked them away . All i could do was wait for the paramedics .. she wasn't just overstimulated to a panic attack level she'd has a whole overstimulation attack (these r like panic attacks but can be worse if u get me?).
"Wil they need to talk to u" James passed my the phone. I answered all the questions and a few minutes later paramedics came it and checked yn over
" nothing bad this time.. she'll have a few pains and bruised tmmr but she should be ok. If she experiences any worse effects like motion sickness from walking or leaving bed call 999 again." The paramedic said
" wil you need to stop taking so many risks with yn .. one day it will be worse ." The other paramedic said. This paramedic was my mum ( just pretend she's a paramedic)
" mum she wanted to come! It's not my fault for fuck sake.."
"wil I'm not talking about it now ok? You have enough stress but if you need reminding about caring call me ok?" She walked out the room with her colleague.
1 hour Time skip
We were home . I'd brought Yn inside and put her straight in bed sitting next to her stroking her hair hoping she'd soon wake up.. while waiting i tweeted
"I'm sorry to anyone who came to the gig tonight! I had an emergency that was life or death and i had no Choice as it wasn't something James could handle alone."
"Wil?" Yn mumbled holding her head
" hey babe"
"What.. happned everything aches.. and hurts"
" you had an Overstimulation attack at the gig .. you didn't need hospital this time. Maybe it's best you don't come to gig. You're going to hurt yourself soon or worse" i explained as she snugged into my chest wincing at each movement she made.
"I'm sorry yn.. James tried to help you but it was too late we had no choice but to hope you didn't go into full attack mode but sadly you did.."
" IM SORRY WIL" Yn shouted crying
"HEY! don't be sorry you didn't do anything it's not ur fault! It's just how you work Alr?"
"ITS STUPID IM SORRY"
"YN DONT YOU FUCKING DARE PUT THIS ON YOU! I SHOUDLNT OF LET YOU COME! THIS IS ON ME NOT YOU!" I retaliated maybe a bit too aggressively as she backed up scared.
" yn.."
" don't ... hurt me... I'm sorry" she cowered still wincing at the movements . That's when i saw how badly she was hurt my mum just hadent seen the cut that covered Yns leg
I grabbed a cloth and poured some water on it gently dapping the cut.. " I'm not going to hurt you yn.. I'm sorry for shouting im just upset and worried ok? It's difficult having to watch you lay there helpless hoping your not hurt"
I wrapped u Yns cut and put the cloth on the side of the bed
" i- know Wilbur . I'm sorry i know you'd never lay a finger on me.."
i gently picked yn up and moved her onto my lap . Carefully rubbing her back soothingly trying not to hurt her to much she rested her head on my chest.
" please just promise your take care of yourself while I'm on tour .. you can't come with me anymore.. it's too dangerous"
" ok..." she looked hurt by my words but she knew it was for the best
" James isn't far if you need anything and you're welcome to call me ok? Just be careful" yn was already asleep again. She must have been so tired and in so much pain.. a single tear feel from my eye..

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