Yn x YouTubers

Ranboo x yn (greif)

Tw: dizziness,chest pain,heavy breathing, head pain,mention of death

Overview: Yn had recently lost a family member and the greif was hitting them hard. While at work yn got a sudden wave of painful greif. This caused disturbance in Yns working life. The greif hitting them again and again during work u til it got to much for them! And Ranboo got a call.

(Yn works at a hospital so is put under a lot of stress due to their typical 12 hour shifts)

Yn pov:
5:00AM
"ughh" i moaned as i rolled out of bed at an ungodly hour ! 5:00AM! Ranboo was sleeping soundly next to me. Quietly i got ready. "Right.." i said as i stood at the door around 5:45 "Final check - keys, bag ,phone, glasses.. yep all done."
Wait! Ranboo! I ran back to the bedroom and kissed ran on the head gently "love you ran I'll see you later"
I got in my car at 6 . I had enough time to get a coffee before my shift. After obtaining my coffee i arrived at the hospital at 6:35am my shift started at 6:45 so i had time to write up a report on a patient for alleged "domestic violence" in her household.
Time skip
Ranboo PoV:
I woke up at 9am. I rolled over only to remember Yn was at work. I know yn loves their job to some degree,as much stress as it caused them stress, they enjoy helping people. I walked to the kitchen and got breakfast. Bored i decided to plan some stream ideas for the next couple weeks.
Time skip
Yn PoV:
2pm.
I was explaining to a parent about how their child sadly wouldn't make it if they had a surgery.
"I'm so sorry about your child! I really am if we can get you anything please let us know" my voice started to break as i felt tears forming. Quickly i left as the first tear fell. The second i got outside i room i collapsed slightly against the wall sliding my back down it as i began fully sobbing. I had only had 2 days off after id heard about my dad's death. I thought going back to work would help me but clearly not. My head started pounding but i tried ignoring it and getting up. I went to the break room swiftly and tried calming down. No luck. I wasn't sure what to do. I was crying as my head pounded harder and harder . Slowly but surely i became dizzy. Entirely filled with greif i called Ranboo
"Hello?" Ranboo said
"Ran..Ran please come a pic me up" i stuttered.
"Babe you alright? You sound panicked what's happened?" He asked me concerned
"Babe just come pic me up PLEASE" i shouted back at him down the phone "please.. "i begged again my voice quieter
"Ok.. okay I'm coming now meet me outside"
"Thank you .."
I hung up
My legs shock as my anxiety set in. I forced it down and got up going to the desk of my ward. I spoke to my receptionist
"I'm sorry i can't do this today. I'm taking the day off. I'm so sorry but i-i just can't be here today" i slammed my pager down on the desk and walked outside to meet Ranboo. I sat down against the wall as i felt dizzy again..
Ranboo PoV:
I pulled up outside the hospital. I saw yn sat against the wall their head in their hands. I parked and ran over to her.
"Hey babe? You okay? What's happened?" I asked crouching down in front of them
"Ju-just take me home please" she said begging
"Okay..okay calm down.. breathe your okay..." i reassured them. I held my hand out which they took instantly falling against me slightly. "Woah hey I've got you.. your good."
I helped Yn to the car and once they were in and i started driving off i asked again
"Babe? Why won't you tell me what happened? You're not okay.. please yn tell me. I'm worried"
"I-I explained to another patient about their...son not being able to survive after a surgery .." they began " and it just triggered me i guess.. i just became dizzy and couldn't stop myself from crying.." they finished tears falling again.
"Babe.. i said you shouldn't have gone back yet. You're still grieving your dad.. you can't force yourself to work if you're not ready.."
"I'm fine Ranboo! Today was just too much!" They turned to face out the window. I saw another tear fall down their face in the reflection.

Time skip at home
Yn PoV:
Me and Ranboo had just gotten home. I went and got changed and showered.
I came out of the shower in Ranboo new merch hoodie and some shorts.
"Ran?"
"Yea?" He said as i walked out the bathroom.
"I'm sorry. For shouting at you. I was just upset about.." my voice trailed off as i felt tears in my eyes again.
"Babe.." ran came over to me and hugged me tightly.
"Sorry"
"Yn don't be sorry for crying yea? It's normal.. to feel sad after losing someone" He let go of me and sat on the bed patting the covers for me to come and sit with him which i did. I lay bed on top of him. My head in his chest my arms underneath hands resting on his shoulder blades.
"Babe look.. i don't think you should go to work. At least not this week."
"No ran I'll be back in tomorrow it was just today i got dizzy. I just didn't eat.." i lied . Well half lied i didn't want to go into work tomorrow i wanted to stay home and cry and i also had eaten. So it wasn't a lie really.
"Yn please start eating! I understand you're upset and stressed but that doesn't mean you can punish yourself by not eating." He said half firmly.
"Okay.. sorry.." i said snuggling my head into his chest again. More tears falling from my eyes onto rans shirt.
"I've got you babe . You're okay.. it's okay. Just cry for  as long as you need.." ran said softly rubbing my back as i continued to cry.
Slowly i took some deep breaths trying to calm down. Making progress eventually..
"Relax yn I've got you..your safe"
I closed my eyes as ran continued to rub my back soothingly...
Ranboo PoV:
I let yn relax into my lap as i knew they were struggling..
"Shh breathe..." i whispered quietly as i felt Yn fully relax on top of me. I rubbed their back continuously even tho they were asleep i wanted to make sure they knew i was there for them. I texted Tubbo to tell him i wasn't going to be able to stream tonight
🐝 Tubbo:
Hey tubs sorry i can't stream with you tonight .
🐝Aww why not big man?
Yn has had a really bad day.. they broke down at work and now there sleeping on my lap.. I'd rather not wake them up.
🐝Aww i hope Yns okay ran! That's fine I'll let Tom know it's just me and him tonight!
Yea that's fine Tubbo again I'm sorry but yn comes first...
🐝No worries big man
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