Will pov:
Yn walked into the house seeming stressed. "Hey babe you okay?" I asked. She looked at me. "Babe? Hey what's up?" I asked walking over to her. "Work.." she said. "Stressful?" I asked. She nodded. "Oh love.." i said. I walked back over to the couch and led Yn with me. I sat on it sideways so she could sit between my legs. She layed with her head resting on my chest. I placed my hands on her back as i sensed her stress. She was a nurse so i understood why. "What happened at work?" I asked. "2 Patients died...1 girl was brought it for mental health care...she's been self harming" she said. Yn always struggled with the loss of her patients and the fact that someone had been brought in for self harming made it worse as Yn had been in the same situation. "I'm sorry baby" i said. She got changed out her uniform before she came home so was comfy enough in my hoodie and her leggings. I rubbed her back slowly. "Enough about me how was your day?" She asked. "My day was fine. What's bothering you babe?" I asked back changing the subject. "Nothing just work is to much at the moment like every corner you turn is just worse than the last.." she said. I could feel her tense on me. More. "Hey I'm sorry baby...just stay calm" i said. I didn't want her to get angry or upset. "It's just shit and i wish i didn't choose to do it!" She said. "Hey i know..but it is what it is..." i said. She seemed to tense more. "Babe..cmon calm down.." i moved my hands under her hoodie. I rubbed her back very slowly dragging my finger nails down it softly in the hopes of calming her. She moved her hands under my waist and pulled herself into me. "Shh.." i said kissing her head. She looked up at me. She kissed my lips before returning her head to my chest...
Yn pov:I layed on his chest slowly twisting his hair around my fingers. I hated the fact i was a nurse! It was so stressful and the shifts were all over the place! It was shit!! Wil was rubbing my back softly and admittedly i was tense. His soft touch slowly calmed me though. I'm glad it did because i hated being stressed. I really just want to curl up! I tried getting up but didn't as i didn't want wil to worry. "You good?" He asked me. "Mhm" i smiled. "Sure..?" He asked again. "Just..nevermind" i Said. "Alright.." he sounded unsure. I buried my head into his chest and began to sob. "Hey baby..hey don't cry.." wil said. "Sorry.." i mumbled. He looked at me before wiping my eyes. He planted a kiss on my nose. I smiled and moved to sit with my back against his chest instead. "Do you wanna go to our bedroom? You seem tired" wil said. I nodded. He picked me up and carried me to our room. He placed me on the bed before sitting next to me. I layed my head in his lap. He began to pet my head slowly. I noticed my breathing was off..not to much but slightly heavy. I hoped wil didn't notice. "Babe?..your hearts racing you good?" He asked. I'd not noticed his hand was on my chest. "I'm fine.." i said. "Sure..? You seem like something else is up" he said. "I'm fine...just tired" i said. "Okay baby.. just sleep" wil said. I closed my eyes..
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Yn x YouTubers
FanfictionYn x YouTubers .... Yn - They/them . Tw will include : Shortness of breath / asthma Panic attacks Anxiety Disassociation Slight blood x gore (Ill give a bigger TW if there is more detail)