Tw: Eating disorder,crying.
Overview: George,yn, nick (sapnap) and clay (dream )were all out together . Yn began feeling dizzy. The group assuming they were thirsty decided to go out for dinner. Yn refused to eat and only drank water. George had noticed yn hadn't eaten for a few days now. Yn feeling dizzier got up and went outside collapsing slightly as their balance was knocked of by the dizziness. George getting concerned went outside the shocking truth was revealed.
Yn PoV:
I was out with George and his two friends nick and clay. We were walking around streaming on George's account. We were in Brazil for twitchcon. We played a few games on one of the piers and George won a dragon. Ofc he gave it to his "boyfriend" dream to carry. Out of no where a sudden wave of dizziness hit me. I grabbed the nearest thing to me which happned to be my boyfriend George.
"Hey you good?" He turned to me passing the camera to Sapnap.
"Yea I'm fine George sorry i just felt a bit dizzy" i said letting go of George's arm. My vision was still blurred and my head was still pounding but i tried ignoring it. "We should probably go eat now anyways." George said taking the camera off Sapnap "Thanks chat for join me! I've had fun. We're going to go eat now byeeeee" he said Turing of the camera and ending stream. "You sure your good?" George asked me again taking my hand.
"Yes!" I said a bit harsher agitated by George's persistence. "Sorry.." i mumbled after.
Time skip
George pov:
We were now at the restaurant and everyone was ordering.
"I'll have a chaser salad and a coke please" dream said to the waiter
"Same for me" i said
"Pasta for me thanks" Sapnap said with a smile
"And for mam?" The waiter said gesturing to yn
"Them!" I corrected
"I'm good on the food thanks I'll just take a water.." yn spoke turning away.
"Babe? Why didn't you order some food?" I question placing my hand on their thigh .
"No hungry i guess" they responded facing me.
"Babe..." i began but was cut off.
"Leave it yea!?" Yn snapped back standing up and walking off.
WTF?
"George wheres yn going?" Sapnap questioned
"Not sure I'm sure they will be back in a minute" i mumbled.
"George you okay?" Dream said
"Yea" i said picking up my phone and going on twitter.Yn PoV:
I'd snapped back at George again and walked off. I felt dizzier and dizzier by all the noise in the restaurant and due to the fact i hadn't eaten but no one had to know that. I collapsed slightly against the wall grabbing my head in pain as my vision went almost entirely. I carefully slid myself down the brick wall. I was dreading going back in. After a few minutes the dizziness didn't get better. I just wanted to go home.. i called George
"Hello? Yn you okay?" George asked
"Babe come outside please i-i need help.." i mumbled
"Okay I'm coming babe you okay?"
"Just come outside please.."
"YN?" George shouted running over to me.
"Hey babe? Hey hey what's up?" George said.
"Can you just take me home please" i asked tears falling slowly from my eyes
"Umm yea sure..I'll call clay to take us. Is everything okay?" He pulled his phone out from his pocket and called dream
"George!? You good?"
"Yea can you come take me and yn home please!? Well back to the hotel"
"Um yea ofc I'll pick you up outside"
"Thanks"
He hung up.
George PoV:
Dream pulled up outside in front of where me and yn were. Yn stood up but fell slightly. Just like they did earlier.
"I've got you" once again i held them up and helped them into the car. About 20 minutes later we were back at the hotel. I thanked dream and he drove back to the restaurant for sapnap. I helped yn to the hotel room.
"Babe, what's up with you?" I asked again
"What do you mean I'm fine!" They said laying down in bed rubbing their hands over their temples.
"You're not fine yn. You felt dizzy twice today at least! And you've not eaten for 3 days. I'm worried" i said sitting on the bed next to them.
"I told you George i ate when you weren't there" yn said back
"No you didn't babe! Dream told me . You and him walked off and you came back and said you ate but you didn't! Why are you lying to me!? Just tell me what's going on!" I practically begged. Yn sat up and faced me
"You want me to be honest?" They questioned. I nodded.
"Fine! I'm fat. I've not been eating because I'm to fat!" They said tears in their eyes.
"Babe! You're not fat! You underweight. And even if you weren't your making yourself sick!"
"GEORGE IM OVERWEIGHT ARE YOU DELUSIONAL?" They shouted at me turning back to the wall laying down.
"Babe.. "i said laying down next to them spooning them gently "babe please eat...your not overweight and even if you were it doesn't matter to me, i love you for you. Not for your body." I moved my hand onto there stomach and rubbed it gently. "Please eat something.." i begged again.
"I'm not hungry George" yn said moving closer to the wall away from me.
"Babe look you haven't eaten for a while. Your body's used to you not having food so it thinks you're not hungry when you are... you've got to try eating or you're gonna pass out sooner or later." My sister used to have an eating disorder so i kind of knew what i was doing.
"George I'm not hungry! Just shh please you're making my head hurt." They snapped back again.
I let go of them fully and left the hotel room. I walked off to the shop down the road to buy some stuff for Yn.Yn
My head was really killing me now. I don't know where George went.. i snapped at him again and he left.. did i upset him that much? I questioned myself. I wish he was cuddling me right now. Rocking me gently telling me it was okay.. but it wasn't okay not really. I sat up on the bed placing my pounding head in my hands trying to reason with myself.
Just then George came back. "Yn I'm back. I got you something" He said quietly handing me some pain killers. "I thought these might help. I got you some food.." i looked at him "and yes you are going to eat it! Or at least try.."
I gave in and nodded getting up of the bed. I got a glass of water and took 2 pain killers as George passed me a plate with a sandwich on it. "Go on.. try and eat something please yn" George begged. Reluctantly i picked up the sandwich and took a bite. I gagged slightly as i hadn't had food in my mouth for a few days. Slowly i managed to swallow it and i took another bite. Eventually I'd eaten one half of the sandwich "i don't want anymore George" i mumbled pushing the plate away slightly. George took it and put it in the mini fridge that was in the corner of the room. He then appeared behind me. He placed his hands on my waist rubbing them up and down slowly "I'm proud of you. That's more than you've eaten for a while now" he said kissing my neck gently. "George.. I'm really sorry" i said. "For not eating.. i am fat and you can't say I'm not..but I'm sorry"
"Yn i promise you're not overweight." He grabbed my hand and led me over to the bed. He sat down on it and pulled me into his lap. "Just please eat okay? Even if you think you don't need to you do! I'll remind you everyday okay. If you don't want to eat around dream and the others we can go somewhere quiet okay?" George said laying down a bit more so i was resting fully on his chest. His hands were in my lap and mine on top of his. He rocked me gently. "I'm sorry" i said again. "Don't apologise babe it's okay.. it's difficult when you picture yourself negatively yea?" George said rubbing my waist again soothingly. I snuggled back into his chest more and closed my eyes as my headache eased off.
"Just sleep as long as you ned yea? I'm here" George said kissing my head. He continued rubbing my sides.I took a deep breath..
George PoV:
Yn fell asleep on my lap. I really hoped they would feel better in the morning. I'd gotten them to eat something which made me happy. I rubbed their sides until they were fully asleep. I picked up my phone and looked through instagram and twitter until 11pm when i closed my eyes and tried sleeping to..💿A/N📼
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Aww what a cute ending! Yn and George sleeping. So maybe one more chapter tonight?!
Anyways probs a James x yn next, maybe another Tubbo! I really wanna write a Niki x yn and a Karl x yn
So yea they might be next! Depends which draft i decide to finish xHappy now 🍄
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