Yn x YouTubers

Tommy x Yn (uncomfortable)

Tw:shaking,disassociation,panicked breathing,overthinking,overloaded sensory issues
F! Reader again! Sorry it's just easier to write as I'm used to writing She/her in stories..I'm trying to write a NB!reader soon

Overview:Tommy had recently announced him and yn were dating.one night after the Tommyinnit tour yn and Tom were walking back to the tour bus when suddenly a group of fans wanted signatures and pictures of Tom with Yn. This soon overloaded Yn causing them to have a breakdown..

Tommy PoV:
It had been about 2 weeks since I'd revealed Yn as my girlfriend ..we'd done about 10 shows now . Tonight we were in London but sadly we couldn't meet the fans after the show!The show finishes about 11:30pm so we wouldn't leave the venue till 1am as we have to make sure most of the fans are gone..
"Yn?" I called. "You ready!? I've got sound check in an hour!"
"Yea sorry just coming Tom..." Yn said rushing to get her shoes on "sorry.."
"Hey don't apologise!" I said grabbing her hand and pulling her into a hug
20minute time skip
Toms PoV:
We'd just got on the train.. i texted my Manager to let her know I'd be late. As we got on the train yn huddled close to me.
"Hey baby.. it's okay yea?" I reassured yn that nothing bad would happen as i took her hand and held it tight. Yn always struggled in public due to her ADHD and sensory disorders.
An hour before show time.
Yn PoV:
It was about an hour before the show and I'd started getting a bit anxious as the audience fill up the venue
"Hey Tom... I'm just going outside for a minute"
"Oh Alr babe" Tom covered my ears before i went as he shouted "WIL? CAN YOU COME HERE"
"What's up big man?" Wilbur was toms guest for tonight
"Can you go outside with Yn for me? I'm worried some fans may recognise her"
"Sure" tom uncovered my ears and told me that Wilbur was coming with me
When i got outside i collapsed against the wall slightly as the change of air caught me off gaurd
"You good?" Wil asked concerned
"Mhm, It's just a bit to much in there..."
"Oh Alr"
20 minute time skip
Still yn pov:
After a while me and Wilbur walked back inside to wish Tom one final good luck before he went on stage
"Hey babe good luck" i kissed Tom and gave him a big hug.
"Thanks yn... Wil can you get my bag quickly for me!?"
Wilbur left and came back with toms bag in a flash "here" Tom placed ear defenders on my ears as it was going to get loud and he wanted to keep me calm.

MASSIVE TIME SKIP - After the show 12pm
Toms PoV:
Wilbur had gone home and most of the crew had already left on there tour buses to the next venue. Me and yn had to wait a bit longer for the fans to go before we could exit as we were not allowed to meet them this time!
Tim skip about 45 minutes
Toms PoV still:
It was 12:45 am and me and Yn were both tired . We decided most of the fan would have gone home by now so we left.
BAD IDEA!. Me and yn were instantly bombared by groups of fans wanted signatures and photos. This instantly brought overstimulation to Yn.
"Tom.." she shakily breathed
"hey it's okay.." i tried my best to tell her to stay calm but the noise of fans made it worse. Within seconds Yn was on the floor hands over her ears and shaking. Protectively i stood in front of Yn while security tried to push the crowds away from us...
"OMG TOMMY SIGH THIS!"
"GUYS KTS TOMMY AND HIS GIRLFRIEND AWWW"
"OMG PROTECTIVE TOM ERA!"
The more the crowds shouted the worse yn was getting. Security struggled to get the fans away so i took charge
"GUYS FOR FUCK SAKE STOP!" Almost instantly they all stoped and looked at me stunned
"ARE YOU ALL FUCKING STUPID! LOOK WHAT YOUVE DONE TO YN! DONT YOU GUYS GET IT? YOUR MEANT TO BE GONE WE COULDNT MEET YOU FOR A REASON JUST GO HOME THE LOT OF YOU!" I shouted turning to yn..
"Hey shh ... it's okay" i softly spoke to her my hands wiping tears from her face .. carefully i took her hands and moved them away from her ears.."Baby Look at me..."
"Tom I-I can't b-re-athe.." her voice trailed off as she closed her eyes trying to breathe..
"Hey yn cmon.. your okay!" I placed my hand on her chest and pushed down lightly ...
Slowly her breathing came back. Once she'd had a minute on the floor i helped her up..
Yn PoV:
Tom calmed me down and helped me to stand up.. instantly i wrapped my arms around him as he whispered to me
"Hey shhh shh it's okay I've got you.." he gently rocked me side to side.
"Let's get you in the tour bus yea?" He carefully walked me over to the tour bus before letting go of me.
I stepped into the tour bus. "Go to my room.. I'll be there in a sec" Tom spoke turning around and walking back out. I went to the end of the tour bus and sat in toms room.i picked up the fidget that sat on the small table next to toms bed and started playing with it trying to help my anxiety a bit. That's when i heard shouts outside, these scared me so i covered my ears. I felt a hand over mine muffling the sound even more slowly i opened my eyes and looked up
It was Wil.."hey your okay yn" he spoke softly. It wasn't easy to hear over the muffled shouting but i could just about make out what he said."why are you here!? I thought you went home." I asked.
"I did but i forgot something so i came back" he removed his hands from mine as the shouting had died down "Tom saw me and said you were in here. He asked me to come make sure you were okay as everyone was shouting." Wil finished as Tom came back in "sorry babe security needed me again.. I'm here now" he spoke as he sat next to me on the bed
"Thanks Wil" Tom nodded at Wil who then left "bye Tom see you tomorrow in Brighton." He said as he left.
"You okay?" Tom asked pulling me onto his chest as i slowly relaxed, "I'm sorry" i sniffed "i didn't take my meds today.. it's my fault i ruined your show.."
"You didn't ruin anything Yn. Tbh i forgot to remind you" Tom kissed my head before shutting his eyes "just sleep it's late.." He cuddled his head into the top of mine. "love you" i whispered kissing the crook of his neck. Reluctantly i shut my eyes following toms breathing pattern.
"Love you too.." he planted another kiss on my head before taking a deep breath and relaxing . His arms were firmly wrapped around me. This made me feel safe and i drifted off.

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1217 words! I dont rlly like this as much! Lmk your thoughts! fandomalism please give me an idea I'm almost out and yours are just awesome! (Also loving the next Wilbur chapter on ur new book!)

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