Winter Sun- Larry Stylinson

December 8th.

These books are like my own personal journal except I'm not a dude or a mega rockstar. But I am super sexy with a trashy father and a "little" trauma.

I heard the light footsteps, then his cold rings dug into my neck. "Ow- ow okay this isn't funny. This hurts please let go."

"What the fuck did I tell you about hitting people?" He spits. "Ace, you're alive. Thought you died."

"That's cause Jamie Tomlinson is a pussy. Why are you friends with his kid?" He pushes me into the car. Louis good by the side of it. "Hi."

"You ripped his ear off." He says quietly. "I did not. I ripped his ear. That's it. He still has it."

"He's lucky that's all he fucking did. Stupid bitch would've died if he hadn't been grabbed." I nod slowly. "Yeah, no seriously I would've been put in the electric chair, I didn't kill him though. Please don't be mad at me."

"Harry you just beat the fuck out of my dad cause he was mean to me." He laughs. "I know. I'm sorry."

"No, it was funny. Who- is that? Who are you? Why is his number just 8? Surely that's like illegal or something."

"Is he a nark? What is your problem?" Smacking Ace across the head he stumbles back. "Watch your mouth."

"Ow, fuck okay. God who's dick did you suck to get him this- oh, you- right. That makes so much more sense than- I thought you were just being nice."

"Remember the dickhead that your dad said I'd end up like?" He nods. "Yeah this is him. Ace, this is Louis." He nods. "Really? Didn't fucking know that."

"Ace is a dickhead. And I'm not just saying this cause he's my brother I'm saying this because he's a dickhead. Katie is the golden child but him, my god he was on the pedestal of pedestals. Now look at him, a criminal with no job."

"Wait, you have a brother? Like an actual brother? I thought you were their first kid?"

"They had two you fucking neek." Louis was probably the only person I know that would ever deal with his shit the right way. "You wanna keep running your mouth then go ahead but it'll be stuck to a fucking jail cell is you don't shut the fuck up."

"I like him. You're funny. Harry how's your little identity crisis coming along? She seems in full swing."

"One extreme to the fucking other. It's fine. Can we go please." Ace didn't waste any time getting in the car. "You didn't tell me you had a brother."

"Don't talk about him. Don't think about him- I don't think very much about anything. So this really shouldn't come as a surprise. I mean my medical history, my family, my trauma, you know it's all sort of just, there."

"Can you fucking get in the car-"

"Shut up!" Louis yells. "Jesus Christ I thought he was needy." There's a compliment in there somewhere I'm sure. "Hurry up."

*eight repeats of fantasy later*

"Ace?" Nina looked like she'd seen a ghost. "I'm baaackk." He smiles. "Unfortunately." I mumbled, Jordan nudging my arm. "Stop."

"He spent the entire ride making fun of me. Okay. I don't think I'm going to hurt his feelings- I can, but I won't." Louis rests himself against me. "How long are you here for?"

"I'm not sure. I was- weirdly in the area. It was really weird cause I was in Arizona this morning and I thought, hey I'll go to California. I didn't know he was fucking here this is awful. Why is he here?"

"Your mum kicked him out, said she wanted to give Katie all of her attention," He was suddenly, not as head on. His body looked like it had just given up. "Yeah. They sent him to me."

"But she gets all of their attention. That's why I left. I left so they would be nicer. I didn't- I thought they would be nicer." He started to panic. "Ace it's not a big deal-"

"No, Harry it is a big deal. I don't understand, Nina I don't understand." She had such a comforting way of going around things.

Everything she did was normal but it just felt so much more loving. "I'm not sure honey. He's safe now. Everything's fine."

"He never hurt you did he?" I shake my head, lying because watching him get this stressed over one little thing was bad enough. "I'm sorry I left, I should've taken you with me. We could've gone together."

"We were 13, If I'd gone with you-"

"I wouldn't be a fucking criminal that's for sure."

"Don't think about it. It's fine. Everything is fine. I'm okay, you're okay. Katie is okay-"

"No fuck her she's awful. You know she is, she's just like dad. I hate saying that because it's never fair but she is. She acts like him and she- she's awful."

Katie was always so proud of the way she acted, always hitting and screaming and crying to get her own way. She fought her way through the shit she's in now.

She likes it too. "It's fine. It's all good. Guess who the fuck I just had a, conversation with, in that fucking jail cell."

"Who?" Ace sniffles. "Zayn fucking Malik." Louis smacks my arm. "Shut up what? No?"

"Mhm. Yeah. Full on conversation about his kid, him and his daughter went to your show last week." His jaw was on the floor. "Zayn Malik was at my fucking show?!"

"Mhm. Yeah no exactly. I didn't figure out it was him until he'd left so I didn't have time to freak out but it was crazy. He's so much taller than I thought."

"Zayn Malik is the ice hockey player right? The cute one." Louis nods. "Uh huh."

"Louis refuses to talk about him because this is how he gets when he does. It's insane." He might've actually had a panic attack if he gave himself time to. "Did you just call him cute?"

"Jordan, shut up." Holding my arms over Louis' shoulders I pull him in for a hug.

"Who'd have thought that the Louis Tomlinson would like guys. It's crazy. I mean look at you."

"Exactly, look at the way he just acted. Nothing about this man is straight. The way he does his hair in the morning is ridiculous."

"Hey, woah. That's not a ground you can be step on. Leave my hair out of it."